Let the Heart Choose

Let the Heart Choose
I Can Be Without You


Satria and several other sisters were checking on Alif's condition, they noted on a white sheet. When finalized. The nurse left the room, leaving only Satria and Nada inside.


Satria looked at Nada unhappily, she did not expect her nasi would be this bad. Even though he had never met her all this time.


But, he heard quite a lot from the mouths of the hospital. Almost every day, the theme of the Nada household does not escape the gossip material.


Many nurse friends who regret this, Nada is a talented nurse. He should be able to pursue his career and take care of his small family.


"Have you eaten yet?" ask Satria.


"Already Doc," replied a short tone, his eyes still staring at Alif who was fast asleep.


"If he can get through 4 days well. Surely his condition will improve, Bleeding in his head also does not come out" said Satria


"Thank you Doc, Doctor Satria has fought hard for my son?" say Tone with glazed eyes.


Doctor Satria's soft fingers wiped away the teardrops dripping at the end of Nada's eyes, she could not bear to see the woman before her so crushed at this moment.


Seeing Satria giving more attention, Nada immediately brushed off his hand. He has forgotten his past and is more focused on the recovery of his baby


"Sorry Doc" said Nada throwing a glance.


"I'm sorry, I should have come earlier" Satria said, bowing her gaze.


"Maybe God didn't predestine us to be together, I was already happy with my little family. I hope the Doctor can also get a happy little family" said Nada, smiling.


Satria stared fixedly at Nada, her face with an expressionless face. It was as if reading the thoughts of the woman before him.


"Don't pretend anymore, I'm sick of seeing it. Because you're not talented in this field" said Satria, scrambling Nada's hair.


Tone smiled again, he looked up his head at Satria who was fixedly staring at him.


"Thank you for all the attention, please leave me alone" said Nada lirih.


Right now his brain was unwilling to think about the past, even though in his heart he also felt the same way as Satria.


He is not a good actor, Nada just wants to give the best for his son. Because all the little boys are sincere, evil. If he is concerned with his ego.


If asked to choose, from the beginning Nada will definitely choose to go from the life of Andra. But fate brings him to Alif, a 3-month-old baby who must suffer from a lack of affection.


At that time, Nada was determined to take care of Alif


In addition there is Andra who is single Dady with all her charms.


Not in material terms, Andra came with all his weaknesses and his heart was so sincere in love with Nada.


Flashbacks ...


There was the sound of a baby crying so loud from the child's ward. Even until heard from the mother's ward giving birth, some people are made uncomfortable because of it.


A tone that could not bear to hear a baby who was so tormented, made him look for the origin of the sound of the baby's cry.


Tone out and stepped towards the child ward, he passed through several rooms. And saw one man who was trying to calm his baby.


Tone stepped closer to the man, he swept around him with a sharp look. In the room there are only 2 patients, there should be at least one who helps him.


"Why is the baby, sir?" tanya Soft tone.


The man raised his gaze towards Nada, so that their gazes met each other. Both of them were silent for a moment, trying to recall the stored memory.


"Qai Suster ..." Andra remembered the name she always remembered.


"Tone, call me sister Nada" said Nada throwing a smile.


Looking at Andra's sweat on her forehead, as if telling Nada how long she had been carrying and was filled with worry.


"Can you give it to me sir?" ask Nada.


"Please Sus," said Andra thrusting her baby into Nada.


Seeing such a cute and handsome baby make a tired tone and immediately carry him out of the room, it only took a few minutes he was able to calm the baby.


From then on, Alif and Nada's closeness was established, even though they had no blood relation. But they need each other.


"Jude, don't forget to rest and eat. I'm sorry." said Satria stepping away.


Unmoving tone, his eyes continued to stare at Alif with a blank look. Starting in the afternoon, Satria's speech reminded him who had not filled his stomach since this morning.


Let alone the contents of the stomach, until here in good health alone is very grateful. Even the merrily that he experienced suddenly disappeared somewhere.


Hearing footsteps coming into the room, Mada ignored her. After all the doctor and nurse had also come out, heard from the shock. He knows who is coming.


"Mom will go first, take care of it! So don't bring, justin Andra the same Kinan unite. Their men fit in," said Laras, reaching for his bag.


Laras threw his face in front of Nada, he just stepped out of the room. It's not long before Kinan comes in.


His face looked so sad, it seemed like he was already sorry. But that doesn't change anything that happens.


"Hopefully Alif will soon be aware" said Kinan lirih.


There is no answer from Nada, he is still reluctant to serve it.


"I don't why this could all happen, I .." said Kinan cut off.


"Go! Maybe that way everything will be better" said Nada.


The stealing barrel heard behind the wall immediately stepped in. His eyes were emitting such great fury.


He pointed at Nada and vented all his emotions, it would be very difficult if Kinan would later move away from Andra's life.


However, all this time he was the one who met Andra's needs. Especially the extravagant nature of Barrel, which Nada does not know.


"On what basis did you expel Kinan, who should have gone from Andra's life was you" said Laras with glaring eyes.


Tone rose from his seat and stared at Kinan and Laras in turn. He was getting tired of this scene.


"Go! I don't need your presence at all. Even You!" said Nada looked at Kinan then alternated Laras.


"Without you I can live, even better!" say Nada again.


"Andra's? Take 'em! I don't need it." said Nada with a bursting rage.


"You!" said Laras pointed his index finger in front of Nada.


Kinan immediately dragged Laras to leave the room, it would be even more embarrassing if he continued to be here and looked for a storm.


The current condition of the Tone is not fine, threatening it is the same as looking for a prolonged storm.


"Mom, I want to chat with Nada. Please don't interfere!'' pinta Kinan gently.


Withholding his anger Laras stepped out back, meanwhile Kinan stood before Nada with a calm look.


"Actually I ...."