Long Journey of Tough Women
45. A Little Letter from Yuana

Not everyone will be wise to accept the harsh reality that lies before his eyes when he feels that the universe is no longer on his side. However, there are some people who are actually getting wiser when faced with various challenges. Because for them, the more they accept the challenge, the more they are driven to get better and move on. Eda Sally

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Yuana's body trembled violently with her heart already racing very fast when reading the words 'Edinburgh, Tristan da Cunha'. His mind instantly floated everywhere and he just stared at all the letters in front of him blankly.

Why should this place be God? What sins have I committed that I should be treated like this? Why don't you help me? Can't you prevent the master's plan? Suppose You allow me to ask for a miracle, I will ask that this journey be cancelled.

Yuana was pensive and thought about everything carefully then steadied her heart to leave.

Yuana then takes her passport and some other letters for her data while there, and after rereading everything so as not to be mistaken, Yuana stuffed everything into her small bag so that not a single document was scattered so as not to make it difficult for her.

"Maybe this is the only way to prove that the promise of faithfulness in love does not have to be together. If parting is the best way, I'll do it as long as Erik is happy."

After saying those words to himself, Yuana picked up the pen and white paper and began writing down the words she felt she needed to know so that Joshua and mother would not look for her if she suddenly disappeared.

Dear brother Joshua

Forgive me if all this time naughty and disrespectful to brother and mother. I hope Brother Joshua understands the decision I made. I'm also sorry for not being able to convey clearly the reason why I left. It's hard to say. And maybe this breakup will happen for a very long time.

I will miss you, brother! You are the place where I always prise myself. You are my sister who still treated me like your little girl a few years ago. I must have longed for the time when I was effectively always in your arms.

If you have time, stay in my apartment so I don't think too much about it.

It feels like this heart cannot part with you, brother! But this is the only way I have to go.

Pray always that nothing bad happens to me, so that if the Creator pleases, we may meet again. Titip mom, brother?

From your little girl, Yuana!!

Yuana rereads the letter, then thinks of a way to keep her brother unsuspecting. Yuana then ordered some gifts online for her sister and mother.

After waiting for a few minutes, the courier looks to have come to deliver the order. Yuana then wrapped everything into one, and did not forget to put the letter into a gift that had been wrapped neatly.

"There's no time anymore. Tomorrow I have to leave, so I will send everything today to my sister and mother."

Yuana rushed to contact the delivery section and then sent the package that had been wrapped neatly.

Since there was nothing else to do, Yuana then went into the room and packed her things. He only brought clothes and shoes as necessary.

All of his belongings he left in his apartment. He did not want his apartment to look empty if brother Joshua or mother would stay at any time.

When all the preparations for her departure were in order, Yuana again laid herself down on the sofa. He then recalled the memories of a few days ago when he fell asleep in Erik's arms.

"Maybe that was the last time I was in his arms. I must have missed him so much. How can I get away from him if my heart doesn't accept this reality?"

"Whatever the reason, this is the only way if I want to prove my love to her."

"I also have to write him a letter. I can't possibly tell her by wa or phone. He may be reckless and will trouble my brother. Enough of me to lose my job."

Dear Erik

I can't explain all the feelings I have for you. Maybe sometimes I'm too embarrassed to admit how I feel about you. But my heart can't lie about it.

I still remember clearly when I first met you and you were so cold. Even smiling is expensive. But as time went on, I began to see your love and smile that you were aiming for just me.

When you look at your face, it feels like there is no other man on this earth but you. Uh! Forgive me for admiring and adoring you.

You're the only one and the first man to make me fall in love. Maybe I am still childish in love, but the days we have spent together and your genuine love for me, make me determined to always be with you.

I apologize for the steps I took. Forgive me for not being able to hold your hand to walk together again like I promised. Maybe my hand will not be able to reach you, but not for my prayer that will always hold you from afar.

Trust me! I went to fulfill my promise to you, that I would still love you. It feels too heavy to do this. But it will be heavier if I don't go and then will drag you down a path that a young master, the ruler of this country, shouldn't have crossed.

If you miss me later, say my name and pray for me. I will do the same so that if the giver of love is pleased, He will unite us in his love.

From me I have loved you all my life. Yuana.

After rereading the letter she wrote to Erik with tears in her eyes, Yuana folded it and put it in an envelope, then wrote down Erik's name and placed it on the table.

Erik had a remote to open the door to his apartment. Yuana hopes that when Erik arrives tomorrow, Erik can read the letter left for him.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you by being a coward. I don't deserve you to fight with you."

His eyes seemed to not stop crying considering what he was going through must have been very heavy. He just has the determination that whatever happens later, he must be able to survive in order to see the people he loves happy.

"I shouldn't have gotten carried away when he declared his love for me. Why should I love a man I can't touch in the end because of the difference between us?"

"When time comes, I'll choose not to love her because it was a mistake."

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