Love, Life, and Jennifer Season II
In my own way
Aoyama's voice, stop my steps, and Joey...
He now approached us, and knelt down before Joey, then covered my son's cheeks.
Aoyama smiled, then kissed my son's forehead.
Browbeat...
This is so painful!
I even smothered my mouth, so that the screams of my heart would not come out.
My tears flowed freely, seeing this sight.
"Joey, papa will take you with papa, ok!" Aoyama said, smiling gently
"okay!" Joey answered, pointing his thumb, with a smile full of vigor
Aoyama now stood up, looking at my face, with a shady look...
"You guys... Solve your problems elsewhere..." Suddenly Stephanie spoke softly
Aoyama and I turned to Stephanie
"I beg... Don't add any new trauma to my life..." Impairedness
"Joey, wait here for a second, yeah... Mommy's coming back." I said to Joey
As I approached Stephanie...
"Stop, Elle!" Stephanie stopped my steps
"Enough... No need..." Say it again
Yeah...
Like I thought...
Stephanie must hate me so much!
"Go away... Let me..." Stephanie's voice trembled, her tears coming back
I continued my steps, but...
"I TELL YOU, GOII!!!" Stephanie yelled at me
Young Joon was about to go over to me, but I immediately attacked him
"Young Joon, I thought I'd be back with my mom and dad..." I'm shriveled
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Tomorrow, at my residence... I, along with my mom and dad, and then Young Joon's family, as well as Aoyama's family, are now together
We all talked about our rights to Joey.
We all feel that we are entitled to Joey.
Young Joon's family feels that they are entitled to Joey, because they love Joey, unconditionally
As for the Aoyama family, they feel entitled to Joey, because of the evidence!
This conversation, as if it had no satisfactory way out for each side, until finally, at night, I decided to calm myself down, with Joey
Mama and papa of course agreed on that, considering, I was so depressed because of this matter.
So, after my conversation with mom and dad, we decided that, me and Joey would stay for a while at Aunt Vera's house, in Australia
Regarding my status, which despite only being married churchally, Me and Young Joon are actually still a married couple, it's just that...
Huuuff...
I don't know when this will happen, it's just...
I just need time to fix my life
After two months in Australia, I have not been able to recover.
Various ways, I have tried, but nil! My heart still hurts, every time it comes to my mind, to go back to Indonesia.
Joey's been back home a few times, and in a few months, my son is going to school soon.
I don't really care whether Young Joon's family, or Aoyama's family, wants to meet him... They have the right to see my son, as long as Joey is under my mother's and my father's supervision.
About my relationship with both men...
Huuuff...
I told my mom and dad that I didn't want them to know where I was!
No one, no exception!
Because if Young Joon or Aoyama ever see me, I'll think back to what made me like this
Impressed cowardice, indeed...
However, I will settle this all, in my own way, but please... Give me a little more time, a little more...
Let me finish this, in my own way...
But destiny says something else...
In the third month, since my presence in Australia, shocking news came from both my parents...
At 3 in the morning, when Australia, my mom called me sobbing...
"Jennys... Go home, son... Joey..."
Mama's voice was so soft in her stuff, the pain was so deep in my heart, about my son's condition
"Yes, mom... Joey why?" My words are as calm as possible, although to be honest, I am really very nervous
"Joey's in the hospital, son... Doctor says... Hix... Hix... Hix... Joey's got kidney failure..."
Mama's cry broke, just after saying that...
Like being struck by lightning, hearing the worst thing in my life...
How I cursed myself, hearing this terrible thing...
Joey...
The more I imagined her face, the more I remembered how bad I was as a mother...
Joey...
Why should I be your mother, who is even so filthy as to be a mother...
Joey...
I'll do whatever it takes to get you back to good...
I promise you, once things get better, we'll start a new, much better life...
Even better, than when we were living together with your 'daddy...
Mommy make sure of that!
Wait mommy, Joey...
Mommy's going home...