
My chest felt very tight, as soon as I heard my son's innocent words earlier!
I even felt a slight loss of balance in my body, until the nurse who had previously said she wanted to resume her work in another room, grabbed me...
"Are you all right?" He said with a worried face
I straightened up my body immediately, as soon as the nurse grabbed my body, tried to breathe in the air slowly, and smiled afterwards, no matter what kind of smile!
"I'm ok ko' sus! Thanks a lot, yeah! Uuumm... I said, going to the other room?"
The nurse seemed to be in a dilemma now, between wanting to make sure of my situation, or leaving as she said a while ago
"Yummm... But I'm sure, mom..."
"I'm fine, sus!" I interrupted him immediately, and tried to convince him
"Well, if that's the case, I'll excuse you now, okay?" Said the nurse, then passed, a moment after I nodded with a smile
After the nurse died, I looked back at my son, who was again asleep...
I looked at his pale face, which was getting more and more gaunt, and, I rubbed his brownish hair...
I kissed her soft forehead, until suddenly, she opened her eyes slowly...
"Mommy... Hugged me... Sleep next to me..." He said in a weak voice
Periii.... Really sore!
My only son, who I gave birth to at the risk of my life, is now acting like never before!
A bad feeling seemed to be dancing in my mind, even though I was trying to brush it off!
Nah!
My son was a tough man, even though he was a little boy!
My son will recover soon!
Soon, soon!
And we will re-carve happiness into our lives, after this storm has passed...
My body trembled violently, withstanding the cries, while continuing to hug tightly, the tiny body of my prince...
Maybe the vibe was so great that my son, who had been sleeping before, turned to me, and looked at me in the face, with his gaze...
Exactly! Very exactly!
The way he looked at my face, was exactly the way Young Joon looked at me...
"Mommy, why are you crying?" He said as he wiped away the tears, which I could no longer bear...
Joey smile...
Maniiiissss...
I don't know!
Is this just my feeling, or is it, that smile, a smile that Joey has never shown me before?
"Is mommy crying because of my circumstances?" He said, still wiping my tears
I shook my head faintly, trying hard to stop this roar of tears...
Joey smiled, again...
"Mommy, relax... In a moment, I won't feel any more pain..."
Like being struck by lightning, hearing my son say that!!!
I hugged him right away...
Eraaattttt once, as if reluctant to take it off, even if only for a moment!
I kept hugging, showering her with a kiss, not caring about the tears that kept flowing, as if reluctant to stop
I just want to hug my son...
Yeah! That'sallthatis...
His voice stopped my kiss, until finally, I broke my embrace to him.
"Yes, honey?" I said as I looked at my son's handsome face
"I love you... Without time limit... Because my time had stopped, just after I realized, that I loved you... More than anything..." Joey's words, as if they were heard along with Young Joon's voice, when Young Joon said that to me, first...
The speech, as well as the way of speaking was the same as Young Joon at that time!
How could Joey say that, whereas when Young Joon said that sentence, it was jauuuhhh before Joey was born!
Dumb, of course!
How could, this brat who was not even five years old yet, be able to speak with such a sentence?!
What the hell is going on???
Oohhh Tuhaaan's...
My feelings are getting more and more uncertain...
Joey hugged me, eraaattt once...
As if reluctant to let me go from his side...
I don't know since when, but suddenly Young Joon's voice woke me from my sleep...
"Hey, are you back?" My words rubbed my eyes
Young Joon came closer to me, staring fixedly at my bead...
His face looks worried...
"You crying?" Prattling
I shook my head faintly, smiling...
"Hey, what time is it? Why did you come back so soon?" I'm trying to distract Young Joon
"Darling... Answer my question first..." He said softly, still wanting to know the truth
I smiled again, instead of answering her question...
"I just feel a little tired... By the way, am I asleep, huh?" I said, then got up from the bench
"Ummm... Apparently, yes... When I came, you were asleep, hugging my son."
"When you came... Uuummmm... I mean, how long has it been..."
"About an hour ago..." Young Joon interrupted me
"What time, seka... Oh gosh! So I slept for 2 hours!" I said for a moment after looking at the wall clock that was on the wall that was directly above the entrance of this room!
It's four in the afternoon, it's a sign, soon the doctor will check Joey's condition
"Heeeyy... Be calm..." Young Joon said, covering my face with both hands
"How is our son?" Young Joon said, with his charming smile
Young Joon's words reminded me of what Joey said a few hours ago...
"That-that's..."
'Tookk... Toookk... Tookk!'
"Come in!" Young Joon said
Not long after, Doctor Benny, along with two nurses immediately entered this room
"Good afternoon, Mother, sir..." Doctor Benny said, smiling warmly
"Sore, doc!" Me and Young Joon answered, just before Benny's doctor approached Joey
As soon as one of the nurses touched Joey's wrist...
"So, his pulse is weak!"