Love and Marriage Contract

Love and Marriage Contract
Trusting Arga


Bianca was still at the Lola boarding house, she was so shocked to hear what Daffa had just explained to her, she said, but Bianca would not easily believe Daffa's words because she knew how Daffa and Arga were friendly.


Bianca knew how close Arga and Daffa were, they even worked together to cover up each other's mistakes.


"Do you think by saying this to me you're gonna make me believe what you and Arga say?" bianca asked Daffa.


"I just want to tell you the truth, I don't know how to make you believe either, but I'm sure in your heart you believe Arga's words."


Bianca then brought her gaze to Lola as if convincing Lola that what Daffa said was not true.


"You know me well, Lola, you know I can't do that, right?" bianca asked Lola.


"I believe you wouldn't do that in Bianca's conscious state, but if you were drunk I don't know if you could do that or not, because as has happened before, you can't control yourself when you're drunk and you can't remember everything that happened when you were drunk" Lola explained.


Bianca was only silent at Lola's words, in her heart she confirmed what Lola said, because indeed she could not control herself at all while she was drunk, he also could never remember anything he did when he was drunk.


There was only a short memory cut that Bianca remembered but it was so difficult for her to remember in its entirety what had happened during her drunkenness.


"Sorry Bianca, but this time I can't stand up for you, not because I don't believe you but it's unlikely that Arga would lie to you about it" Lola said.


"Lola was right, all this time Arga deliberately hid everything from you, he hoped you would never remember him because he knew you would be so ashamed when you remembered what you had done while you were drunk" Daffa said.


"Arga loves you so much Bianca, she must be sorry for doing that to you, I'm sure she has no intention of breaking the line between the two of you, let alone lowering your pride" Daffa continued.


"Can you go Daffa? I don't want to hear anything from you!" bianca asked without taking her eyes to look at Daffa.


Daffa then brought his gaze to Lola who was immediately replied with a nod of his head slowly by Lola, as if giving Daffa a code to let him go as Bianca asked.


After Daffa left, there was only Lola and Bianca there.


"If it's true that I did it, why do you think I did it? Arga says I said if I love her, isn't that really impossible?" bianca asked Lola.


"Nothing is impossible Bianca, you've spent 1 year of your life with Arga under one roof, although at first you guys didn't love each other but I'm sure the seeds of love will definitely grow" Lola replied.


Bianca let out a long sigh and ruffled her hair in annoyance, not just annoyed at Arga, Lola or Daffa, but Bianca was also upset at herself who could not remember what she had done while she was drunk.


"Do you remember how many times you got drunk when you were with Arga, Bianca?" ask Lola.


"I don't know if I'm sure, maybe 3 or 4 times" Bianca replied.


"Is there anything you remember from the few times you were drunk back then?" ask Lola.


"I only remember a few things, but I can never remember them all" Bianca replied.


"But why do you trust Arga so much, Lola? did Arga tell you everything, too?" bianca asked.


"No, Arga never told me anything, but why would Arga lie to you about it? if he really intended to do that to you, wouldn't he have been able to do it long ago? ever since she realized she loved you," Lola replies.


"Arrrghhhhh all this confused me," said Bianca, annoyed, then moved from her seat and dropped herself on Lola's bed.


"You better get some sleep now and think things through clearly tomorrow morning" Lola said.


Bianca just kept quiet by closing her eyes even though she was not asleep at the time.


"What would I do if I remembered all the things I had forgotten? am I gonna apologize to Arga? or am I just gonna shut up and pretend I don't remember?" bianca asked in her heart.


"Now I'm afraid that what Arga said is true, if it's true, it means that I've done things beyond the limits of Arga, I started first and I....."


Bianca let out a long sigh by shaking her head, what she said in her heart made her feel afraid.


The late night slowly brings Bianca into the dream world. In his dream it reoccurs all the events that Bianca forgot about when Bianca was drunk.


Starting from the moment Bianca held Arga's hand that was about to leave, Bianca who approached Arga until Bianca who suddenly gave a brief kiss to Arga.


Not only that, even other events are present in Bianca's dream, the exact same events as what Arga told her.


Even in the dream all the events happened in detail, starting from how he first drank alcohol until he woke up in the morning.


When Bianca woke up from her dream, she was so surprised and immediately woke up with a heartbeat that was beating so fast.


"What's Bianca? are you having a nightmare?" asked Lola who was surprised to see Bianca who suddenly woke up.


Bianca just kept quiet by holding her chest that was pounding fast at that moment.


Lolapun immediately got out of bed and took water and gave it to Bianca.


"Drink!"


Bianca drinks the water Lola bought her and puts the rest on the table by Lola's bed.


Bianca was still shocked by the dream she had just experienced, all the dreams seemed so real to her.


"What's Bianca? did you just have a nightmare?" tanya Lola repeated the question that Bianca had not answered.


Bianca nodded her head slowly in doubt because her dream felt so real.


"It's just a dream, go back to sleep!" lola said as she pulled back the blanket and fell asleep next to Bianca.


"Is it really a dream or does it remind me of what really happened?" bianca asked in her heart.


"Lola, it looks like I have to go" Bianca told Lola.


"Go back to sleep Bianca, it's still night" Lola replied with her eyes still closed, but could hear what Bianca said.


But instead of sleeping, Bianca just got out of bed and put on a hoodie and put her phone in her sling bag.


Without hesitation Bianca opened the door to Lola's room and left. Lola, who was very sleepy at the time, did not realize Bianca's departure because she thought Bianca was back to sleep.


More than 15 minutes later, Lola realizes that Bianca is not in her room. Lolapun looked for Bianca to the bathroom and he only realized that Bianca's hoodie and sling bag were no longer in his room.


Lola then contacted Arga.


Without waiting for a long time, Arga immediately received Lola's call because Arga was unable to sleep that night.


"Hello Lola, what's wrong? is Bianca okay?" asked Arga after she received Lola's call.


"I'm sorry, but it looks like Bianca just left" replied Lola, to Arga's surprise.


"Go? Go where you mean?" ask Arga to worry.


"I don't know either, when we both fell asleep he suddenly woke up from a bad dream then he told me he had to leave, but I asked him to go back to sleep, because I'm so sleepy I don't know if she's not going back to sleep and she's out of my room" explains Lola.


"Well I'll try to find him" Arga said, ending Lola's call.


Elsewhere, Arga who had just gotten word that Bianca had left Lola's boarding house immediately ran down the stairs with her car keys.


But when Arga just opened the main door of his house, he was so surprised to find Bianca who was already standing at the door.


"Bianca, you....."


"Tell me everything, Arga!" bianca said cutting off Arga's speech.


"What do you mean?" ask Arga not understand.


"I've been drunk a few times and you've always been around me, now please tell me about everything that happened when I was drunk" Bianca replied.


"Are you going to believe me later?" ask Arga.


"We'll see" Bianca replied, walking in and sitting on the living room couch followed by Arga sitting next to Bianca.


Arga then recounts all the details that happened while Bianca was drunk, not only on the night that they did something out of bounds, but also when Bianca was drunk on other days.


Arga explains everything at length, while Bianca just silently hears all the explanations Arga and that's when she realizes everything Arga says is exactly the same as the dream Bianca just experienced.


"Actually I don't want to tell you any of this, I know you will definitely be upset with yourself and maybe you will also be very upset with me for not holding you back" Arga said.


"But as I told you, I always tried to avoid it except that night, I was also very drunk back then, so I couldn't control myself for a while," arga said at the end of his explanation.


Bianca was still silent though she consciously could not say and do that to Arga, but in her heart she could not lie if she believed Arga's explanation.


"I'm really sorry Bianca, I didn't mean to be rude to you at all, you can be mad at me but please don't hate me and don't leave me," said Arga who saw Bianca just fell silent.


Bianca was still silent and then moved from her seat and walked into her room, leaving Arga still sitting in her place.


Argapun just silent without daring to stop Bianca, at least Bianca was back home that night.


**


Time passed, morning had arrived. Bianca sat on the balcony with a cup of tea and bread and a book she was reading.


Since last night Bianca thought about what she should do and she decided to trust all of Arga's explanations to her.


Although it is very embarrassing for Bianca but Bianca still has to apologize to Arga about what he has done and before Bianca apologizes, he tries to absorb the good energy of the morning sun on the balcony.


"I'm really stupid, I could have done that while drunk, I even slapped Arga twice yesterday" Bianca said in her heart, sighing.


"Bee," called Arga very slowly, but it could be heard by Bianca which made Bianca immediately bring her gaze towards Arga who was standing at the balcony door.


Bianca just kept quiet and then brought her eyes back to the book she was reading.


"Am I bothering you?" tanya Arga who was answered by Bianca's head.


With a smile, Arga takes a step closer to Bianca and sits next to Bianca.


But instead of immediately apologizing, Bianca just silent by staring at the book in his hand even though he did not read it.


After a long time they just sat quietly, Arga then moved from his seat because he felt his existence disturbed Bianca.


"Wait!" bianca said that makes Arga immediately bring his views to Bianca.


"I'll go if I bother you" Arga replied.


"Something I want to talk about, sit down!" Bianca.


Argapun sat down next to Bianca.


Bianca took a deep breath and exhaled slowly and placed the book she was carrying on the table.


"About what you explained to me last night, I seem to believe it" Bianca said.


"really? does that mean you're not mad at me?" ask Arga excitedly.


"I do believe what you said, but that doesn't mean I'm justifying what you did that morning in my room" Bianca replied.


"Aaahhh yes, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for doing it without thinking" said Arga regretting his actions.


"I'm also sorry if I've done anything that's out of bounds to you even. I started it myself" Bianca said, bowing her head.


"But I did all of that without me knowing it, it was not my wish at all, I just," bianca continued with a quick talk despite being a little nervous.


Arga smiles and touches Bianca's chin and brings Bianca's gaze to her.


"I understand Bianca, let's forget about it and go back to living our days like before, before our deal is completed" Arga said, staring into Bianca's eyes.


"My existence in your life may be very disturbing for you and I'm sorry for that, from now on I will accept whatever God has destined for our relationship," arga continued with a smile and then got up from his seat and walked away just like that.