Love and Marriage Contract
Feel Guilty

The late night brought a cold that was increasingly bone-chilling. Bianca was still in Arga's arms at the bottom of a dark ravine.

There were only two small lights coming from the Bianca and Arga phones, hoping that there would be those who realized their existence with those two small lights.

Bianca still curled up, warming herself in Arga's arms. While Arga tried hard so that he remained awake in the midst of the pain he felt because of the injury he suffered.

Arga accidentally doesn't tell Bianca because he doesn't want Bianca to worry about him. Seeing Bianca who can control her trauma alone has made Arga quite relieved, so she does not want to ruin Bianca's mood by telling her what really happened to her.

After a long wait, look at the lights of the vehicle that stopped. The vehicle realized that something was wrong when the owner of the vehicle noticed a broken road barrier.

The owner of the vehicle got down from the car and brought his gaze towards the bottom of the ravine, making him realize 2 lights coming from Bianca and Arga phones.

Someone then shouted to ascertain if there was anyone down there or not. Hearing the sound of screaming in silence that night, Bianca and Argapun immediately shouted for help.

Bianca and Arga also move their phones in order for someone at the top to be aware of their existence.

Finally, someone called the police and an ambulance. Not long after, Bianca and Argapun successfully evacuated. One ambulance officer who noticed Arga's wounds immediately took Arga towards the ambulance, while Bianca was asked to get into another car.

As Bianca was about to get into the car, Bianca saw Arga who had suddenly been guided with both eyes closed, Bianca was so shocked when she saw the blood on Arga's clothes at that time.

"That's it!!" call Bianca who wants to get out of the car, but is prevented by some people who are there.

They explained that if Arga was to be taken to the hospital because he was injured, they also asked Bianca to calm down because Bianca would also be taken to the same hospital as Arga to be checked for her condition.

"Arga's hurt? why didn't he tell me, why......"

Bianca stopped her speech when she accidentally touched the inside of the thick Arga jacket she was wearing.

Instantly Bianca realized that the inside of the jacket was exposed to quite a lot of blood stains.

"Arga......"

Both Bianca's eyes glazed over as she realized the terrible thing that had happened to Arga. In his heart he could only hope that Arga would be fine. He felt guilty if something happened that he did not want.

After some time on the way, they arrived at the hospital. Arga was immediately taken to the ER room, while Bianca was taken to another room.

Doctors examined Bianca's condition and treated some of the minor wounds on Bianca's face and hands.

After that Bianca had to explain what really happened to the police. Luckily, the Japanese-speaking Bianca was able to answer smoothly what the police were asking her.

After a long time faced with many questions from the police, Biancapun immediately search for the whereabouts of Arga.

One of the doctors then showed Bianca where Arga was treated, another doctor then explained to Bianca if Arga was fine.

There are sharp scratches that hit the side of the stomach Arga, but the scratches are not too deep so not so dangerous.

Arga has also done the right thing by holding his wound using his scarf so that his blood does not come out more and more.

Bianca could breathe a little relieved to hear the doctor's explanation, Bianca then asked the nurse who was there to move Arga to the VIP room, and then she was there, because he knew Arga would not like to be in the same room with other patients.

After waiting for a while, Argapun finished being transferred to the VIP room. Bianca then entered the room and sat down beside Arga's bed, looking at Arga who was still closed in front of him.

Bianca remained silent for a while, until she fell asleep with her head on the bed.

A long night had passed, Arga opened her eyes and realized Bianca was asleep in the chair beside her bed.

Arga smiled faintly looking at Bianca who seemed to be sleeping beside him. Slowly Arga touched Bianca's hair blocking her face and flicked it behind her ear.

"It's kind of prettier, like," said Arga.

Suddenly Bianca opened her eyes and immediately raised her head as she noticed Arga's movements.

"Arga, are you awake? I'll call the doctor to check on you!" said Bianca who was about to get up from her seat, but Arga held Bianca's hand.

"Why? is anyone sick?" ask Bianca.

"No, sit down" answered Arga.

"But I have to call the doctor to check on you Arga!" Bianca.

"Sit down Bianca, the doctor will come soon without you calling him" Arga said, pulling Bianca's hand.

According to Biancapun, he again sat on the chair beside the bed Arga. Bianca fell silent, she lowered her head trying to hide her two teary eyes.

In his heart he felt guilty because he thought Arga was hurt because he wanted to see the snow that night.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?" asked Arga while pulling Bianca's chin.

Bianca immediately averted her gaze, she did not want to cry in front of Arga.

"Bianca, what's wrong? tell me," asked Arga, not understanding.

Bianca was still speechless, she was trying to endure the turmoil of grief that ruled her heart back then.

"Bianca, are you mad at me?" asked Arga while grabbing Bianca's hand.

Bianca simply shook her head with her gaze still diverted from Arga.

Arga sighed and then intended to move from his lying position, but when he had just moved his body, he groaned a little to endure the pain he felt in his wound.

Realizing that, Biancapun immediately brought his gaze to Arga. He was afraid of something bad that happened to Arga.

Seeing the look on Bianca's worried face, Arga smiled. He took Bianca's hand and held it.

"Are you worried about me?" asked Arga with a smile on both corners of her lips.

"You're so stupid Arga, so stupid!" bianca said by pulling her hand from Arga's grasp.

"Why? you seem very worried about me, you....."

"You're so stupid for letting yourself get hurt without telling me, do you know how worried I am?"

Arga sighed with a smile then grabbed Bianca's hand and held her back

"I just don't want you to worry about me, Bianca, you've got your fear under control, I don't want you to panic when you see me hurt, and it's just a small wound" Arga said.

"But....."

"Aaargghh shit, your pretty face hurt again, is there another wound?" tanya Arga cuts Bianca's speech.

"It's just Arga's little wound, you should be worried about yourself!" bianca's reply was upset.

"As far as you go" Bianca replied in a fit of annoyance that made Arga chuckle.

Shortly thereafter the doctor came to check on Arga. The doctor then explained if Arga should not move much at least for the next 2 days.

On the third day, Arga was allowed to leave the hospital. At first Arga disagrees, reassuring the Doctor that he will be fine if he is discharged from the hospital that day.

But doctors kept Arga out because it would harm Arga and make his injuries worse.

Bianca also forces Arga to remain in the hospital until doctors allow her to go home. Until finally Argapun can no longer argue.

"I'm sorry, Bianca" Arga said after the doctor exited Arga's room.

"I'm the one who should be apologizing, if it wasn't for me wanting to see the snow that night, you wouldn't be like this" Bianca replied, trying to hold back her two eyes that started to hurt.

"No Bianca, don't blame yourself, it's entirely my fault for being less cautious" Arga said.

"Mama Nadine and papa David would have been so mad at me if they knew what was happening to you now" Bianca said.

"You didn't tell them, did you?" tanya Arga who was answered by Bianca's head.

"Good, you don't have to tell mom and dad, I'm okay anyway" Arga said.

"If only time could be turned back, I would choose to go back to the hotel instead of seeing snow" Bianca said.

"I disagree with you, I will still choose what has happened, because with that incident you can overcome your fears" Arga replied.

"But it makes you hurt" said Bianca.

"Bianca.

"It is precisely I who feel guilty because for 2 days I have to be here, even though we are here for a vacation, for fun!" continued Arga.

"I don't care about it anymore, I just want you to get well!" Bianca.

"Are you worried about me?" asked Arga with a mocking smile.

"I'm worried because I'm afraid your mom and dad will be mad at me" Bianca said.

"Just because of that?"

"Yes!" bianca answered briefly and then moved from her seat.

"Where are you going Bianca? don't go!"

Bianca did not reply, Bianca just smiled faintly and went into the toilet. Bianca washed her face several times and dried it with a tissue there.

"Am I worried about him too much? he was fine, just a small wound that did not endanger his life, but why am I so sad? it felt like something was....no.. I just grieved that I felt guilty!"

Bianca took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

"Be aware Bianca, there's no need to be too sad, she's fine, she's nobody to you Bianca" Bianca told herself.

After calming down, Bianca then came out of the toilet and sat down next to Arga's bed.

"If you want to go out, get out, you must be so bored here!" arga said to Bianca.

"I'm not bored" Bianca replied.

**

Time passed, Bianca spent her time just to accompany Arga on her bed.

He did not feel bored at all because Arga who always threw silly jokes that sometimes upset him.

It doesn't feel like the night is coming back.

"Are you really not bored of Bianca?" asked Arga who saw Bianca seemed focused on her phone.

"No" Bianca replied briefly.

Without Arga knowing, Bianca was writing an article on her phone at the time.

"I'll ask someone to accompany you out if you don't want to go out alone" Arga said.

"No need, I don't want to go anywhere" Bianca replied.

"Why? you're not with me because you're in love with me, are you?" asked Arga who made Bianca immediately bring his gaze to Arga.

"Do you really want me out of here? is my existence here bothering you so much? all right, I'm out right now!" reply Bianca then immediately get up from her seat and walk out of the room Arga.

"It's not like that I mean Bianca, I'm just kidding, Bianca.... Bianca!"

Arga let out a rough sigh as Bianca completely walked out of her room. In fact he did not intend to expel Bianca, he just did not want Bianca to get bored of being forced to accompany him in the hospital all day.

Arga is alone in his room. His two eyes were still staring at the door of his room, hoping that Bianca would return soon and accompany him.

"Go back to Bianca, I beg you" Arga said in his heart.

On the other hand, Bianca was sitting at the front of the hospital. He just silently stared at the park with small benches under the dim lights in some corners.

Unknowingly a smile streaked across his lips as he looked at a man and woman hugging under the dim lights of the garden.

Instantly, Bianca's memory reviews what happened between her and Arga while they were at the bottom of the abyss.

Bianca could vividly remember how Arga's attention was to her at the time. The look on Arga's face, Arga's soft-sounding words, Arga's warm hands and embrace seemed to fill his head again.

Somehow all Arga's treatment of him could calm himself who was filled with fear at that time. Bianca even forgets her fears and just enjoys being with Arga.

For a while Bianca let herself fall in all the beauty that Arga gave her. The beauty, warmth and comfort that Bianca has never felt before.

"I must be crazy!" bianca said as she awoke from her daydream.

"What happened yesterday just because we were in a dangerous state, what we did was just to keep our consciousness and eliminate our panic, that's all, realize Bianca, don't think too much about it," bianca said in her heart while shaking her head.

Bianca then moved from her seat, tightening her thick jacket as the night air grew colder.

Bianca let out a long sigh, undeniably all the sweet things that Arga did made Bianca rethink her.

What happened that night will forever linger in Bianca's memory because for the first time she was able to get through the scariest thing in her life with the man who was her husband.