Love and Marriage Contract
Traumatizing

Arga was still accompanying Bianca inside her room. Bianca who was lying unconscious after a long while finally started to slowly blink her eyes.

The eyes that withered with the look of fear finally opened. Seeing that Argapun smiled at Bianca.

"You're in my room right now, drink up!" said Arga then took a glass of water on his desk and gave it to Bianca.

Bianca then went and drank some of the water that Arga gave her.

"Pacify yourself first, then tell me what happened to you" Arga said.

Bianca just fell silent, she let out a long sigh while covering her face with both hands.

Arga then sat down on the edge of his bed. Grabbing Bianca's hands and holding them, trying to calm Bianca who still looks not good at that time.

For the first time Bianca lets Arga hold her hand while her eyes are still closed, trying to calm the turmoil of fear that still haunts her.

But when Arga shifted his sitting position, intending to bring Bianca into his arms, Bianca immediately dodged and pulled her hand from Arga's grasp.

Bianca took a deep breath by holding her chest that was still pounding violently due to her fear.

"Are you okay Bee?" asked Arga attentively.

Bianca just nodded her head without saying anything then lowered her legs from Arga's bed.

"May I sleep in the guest room tonight?" ask Bianca to Arga.

"The lights in the guest room are in trouble, you better sleep here" replied Arga.

"No, I'll just sleep somewhere else" said Bianca, who quickly got out of her seat.

"Where do you want to sleep Bianca? the lights in your room are still out, tomorrow they can be fixed!"

"I can sleep in the living room or some other bright place" explains Bianca.

"You better be here, I promise I won't do anything you don't like" Arga said.

Bianca shook her head slowly then walked out of Arga's room. Bianca then took her step towards the kitchen to grab a drink.

He drank a full glass, hoping he could calm himself down. Bianca then walked towards the living room and sat down on the living room sofa.

He spread his eyes around him. The shadow of darkness was still clearly recorded in his head.

Many times Bianca let out a long sigh, trying to calm herself down. But it was not easy for him because the fear still haunted his mind.

Arrived Arga came and approached Bianca with a blanket of hers and gave it to Bianca.

"What's bothering you about Bianca? if you you can't sleep here, you can sleep in my room," asked Arga worried about Bianca who was just sitting on the couch.

Bianca just shook her head slowly without saying anything. His gaze was blank, his heartbeat was still racing and fear still enveloped him at that moment.

Arga then went to the kitchen. Soon he returned with a warm chocolate and gave it to Bianca.

"Drink!" said Arga and sat next to the bianca.

"Thank you" Bianca replied, then drank a warm chocolate made by Arga.

"Sleep, nothing bad will happen" said Arga, who seemed to understand Bianca's concerns.

Bianca then brought her gaze to Arga, looked at Arga for a while then turned her gaze away.

"You must be laughing at me right now" Bianca said.

"No, I was worried about you, that's why I asked you to sleep in my room" Arga said.

"Why are you worried about me?" ask Bianca.

"Because I've never seen you like this before, you're like you're not the Bianca I used to meet, I just see fear and anxiety on your face" Arga explained.

Bianca let out a long sigh and then lowered her head.

"It's just about my past, about a fear that I can't control myself, that might sound really silly to you, but remembering it again is like getting me back in a situation that scares me, like," Bianca.

"You can tell me if you want, maybe I can help you deal with it" Arga replied.

Bianca took a long breath. There was something stuck inside him, which made it hard to tell him what he was really feeling at the time.

"It happened when I was a kid, that night was the night my mom and I were going to dinner to celebrate my birthday" Bianca said.

**flashback**

It was Bianca's birthday. Mama and papa Bianca decide to stay overnight in a villa owned by Bianca's parents' friend who is in a mountainous area.

In the evening, Bianca's mom and dad invite Bianca to dinner at the restaurant. To get to the restaurant they had to pass through a quiet and dark street.

While on the way, papa Bianca's phone rang. Still driving his car, Papa Biancapun received the call.

Because the focus is divided, while on the corner of the road, Papa Bianca was surprised by the spotlight of the truck lights that arrived to lead to the Bianca family car.

As a result papa Biancapun immediately slammed the steering wheel to the left, where just to the left of them is a gap that is quite deep and very dark.

In the darkness, their car rolled down the ravine with occasional hit some trees there.

"Mommy... papa.....!!" shouted little Bianca who was sitting on the back bench alone.

In that difficult situation, Bianca's mother tried to reach Bianca, but Bianca had not been in the arms of the mother, the car had hit the bottom of the abyss.

The dark atmosphere with the sound of night birds made little Bianca more frightened, especially when she saw her parents who were covered in blood without moving a bit.

"Mommy... papa.....!!" bianca shouted with sobs that echoed at the bottom of the abyss.

Whether it gets the power from where, Bianca who has been hit several times by a car seat and exposed to broken glass in several parts of her body, can still maintain her consciousness, he said, he could even scream calling his mom and dad.

Until finally help came, Bianca and her papa mama were immediately rushed to the nearest hospital.

After a few days passed, Biancapun's parents had made it through their critical period.

Since that incident Bianca became very quiet, until finally Bianca's parents brought little Bianca to the psychologist.

Gradually Bianca began to return to being a cheerful child like before. Everyone thought that Bianca's trauma was healed and gone.

But who would have thought, after many years passed, fate brought Bianca back to those difficult times.

Because it was his birthday, Biancapun contact his parents, just want to hear the voice of his parents at the turn of the day at exactly 12 pm.

"Happy birthday dear, sorry because mom and dad are busy these few days, tomorrow mom and dad are going home" said papa Bianca.

"It feels like tomorrow is so long, Bianca can't wait to meet mom and dad, where is mom now? tumben once papa who received Bianca's call on mama's phone!"

"Mama is beside you, busy doing something" replied the father.

"Mama and papa don't get too busy, Bianca....."

CKIIIIITTTTTT BRAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKK

"Y!!!!"

"YYYYAAAAAA...... AAAAAA..... Bianca....."

Bianca fell silent, instantly as if her heart had stopped beating as she heard the loud clashing and screaming of her parents.

Bianca remembered, the voice was like a stranger in her ears. The recording of his childhood memories re-spinned in his head.

Along with that, all the lights in Bianca's house suddenly went out. There was only darkness and the sound of the cries of his parents echoing in Bianca's ears at that moment.

The sound of screaming and clashing kept Bianca hearing until finally a very loud impact ended all the sounds.

"Maeca....."

There was a weak voice from a woman on the far dark end of Bianca.

"Mama and papa.. apologize dear... take good care of yourself both... and remain a Bianca who is always cheerful and spread happiness to everyone....."

Silence, no more sounds were heard. Bianca was still speechless, her legs were limp since it made Bianca finally fall on the floor.

His heart beat very fast. Suddenly the world he was treading on seemed to collapse very deeply.

"Mama... papa.." call Bianca softly with a trembling voice and tears that have soaked her cheeks since.

His throat was stuck, his chest felt tight. The fear he had experienced as a child again he felt even more pain and destroyed it.

In the dark around her, Bianca just sat down by bending her legs and hiding her face between her legs.

Pain and fear mixed in filled her extremely weak self back then. His increasingly claustrophobic chest eventually made him fall unconscious.

When Bianca opened her eyes, someone was already beside her, telling her that both her parents had already died from the accident.

Biancapun can only be silent with tears falling down his cheeks. The pain now holds him very firmly. For a moment, he lost two people he loved very much.

Above the graves of her parents, Bianca wept bitterly with sobbing sobs. His happiness seemed to have simply disappeared from his life.

For a moment he cursed his own stupidity that did not know if at that time the father received his call in a state of driving.

"This is not your fault Bianca, what happened has become part of an inevitable destiny" said Bara who was still accompanying Bianca at her parents' grave.

"If at that time Bianca did not contact my mother, papa would not have received Bianca's call while driving," Bianca replied with a sob.

"Stop blaming yourself, Bianca, I'm sure om and Aunt won't like to see you like this" Bara said.

"What should Bianca now do sister? there's no one Bianca has but mom and dad!"

"There I am Bianca, I will always be there for you" Bara said as she grabbed Bianca into her arms.

"Pacify yourself Bianca, let your mom and dad settle down there, the only thing you can do is live your life better, I'm sure it'll make your mom and dad happy there," bara said.

Bianca just fell silent with sobs still remaining. In silence, she remembered her mother's last words to her.

"Stay be a cheerful Bianca and spread happiness to everyone!"

Bianca's tears were shed again, the soft voice that she could never hear again.

"How can Bianca spread the happiness of ma, while the happiness of Bianca has been mom and dad take it away" said Bianca in her heart.

The day passed. Bara, who was studying abroad at the time, decided to take a leave of absence to accompany Bianca who still could not accept the departure of her parents.

It's not easy for Bianca to forget her parents. But Bara is always there for Bianca, trying to cheer Bianca up and make Bianca laugh again.

"So you're gonna live with Aunt Felly now?" ask Bara.

"Yes, sister, it seems like it's better than staying alone" Bianca replied.

"You're right, you have to remember your mom's last message Bianca, you have to stay a cheerful Bianca and spread happiness to everyone, your mom and dad would be so happy to see me living the life they want!" bara said.

Bianca just nodded her head with a smile. The time he spent with Bara could finally make Bianca return to live her day cheerfully.

Slowly he began to accept the departure of his parents. Along with that, Barapun returned abroad to continue his studies.

"Wait for me to return Bianca, I promise I'll tell you everything after I get back" Bara told Bianca as Bianca drove Bara to the airport.

"Say what brother?" ask Bianca.

"I'll say it after I finish college!" bara then hugged Bianca before she walked away.

Bianca just fell silent, staring at the back of Bara who had walked far away leaving her.

Without anyone knowing, Bianca still harbors great sadness and fear in her. All that will come back when he is in a dark room.

All that pain comes back to weaken Bianca, showing the other side of Bianca that not many people know, not even Barapun know.

Only Lola knew about it because Lola had seen it herself when she accidentally heard Bianca's scream in one of the rooms on campus.

At that time there was a campus activity that requires some students to be on campus until night. Bianca who was in one of the rooms suddenly shouted loudly when the lights in the room were extinguished by arriving.

Lola who heard him immediately ran into the room, with the help of his cell phone flashlight she found Bianca who was cowering in fear with a very chaotic situation.

That's where they get to know each other and become best friends. Since then Bianca and Lola have never been separated.

they share stories, help each other with all the limitations they have.

**flashback off**

Arga is silent to hear all the stories of Bianca. now Arga understands if Bianca is traumatized because of her past when she lost her parents.