
Deon knew very well that Tantri and bi Sarni did not believe what Deon said, so Deon needed to prove that everything Deon said was true.
"Do you want me to take you to my son's grave?" deon asked, he was ready if he would be scolded and beaten by the little girl who was currently standing in front of him. Precisely Deon felt happy when someone was angry at him, because indeed the man had realized that he was very outrageous.
Tantri's body again limp, so bi Sarni must hold it because it will fall unconscious again. Heard what Deon said. Not only Tantri who was surprised by Deon's words, bi Sarni just felt the same shocked, and still hope that this is all a dream. It felt too unlikely that his employer's son died but Alzam or anyone else said nothing of everything that happened.
"Wait for Master, you said that the child of our master was dead, but why did they not tell you anything about what happened to Miss Qari's baby?" Bi Sarni who was also in disbelief immediately asked a question for Deon.
"Alzam was still busy with Qari's condition that was not stable, and the condition of Lady Qanita and Mr. Latif also dropped so they asked me to bury Qinara, and maybe they forgot to tell you how things are going with his daughter." Deon this time just wanted to be honest so that as much as possible Deon did not lie with everything, Deon did not want any more lies, so he promised from now on for the sake of his daughter Qinara he had to tell the truth.
"Then take me to the grave of the baby, then," isak Tantri he did not think at all that his ponakana who had been a friend to chat with him actually died and who made him die was himself.
Deon nodded with a sense of relief at least he should not lie to what is going on between himself and his baby, let Tantri know and try to tell him what happened, and Tantri will try to be sincere and accept this destiny, just as she learned to be sincere.
"Wait Neng, aunt took a jacket first this is all still too early, the air is still very cold let alone there is still drizzle spatter.The body of Qari was limp and her footsteps felt heavy, heavy, heavy, not expecting at all if what happened with the baby's bang. Now Tantri was lamenting her misgivings.
The silent atmosphere in the car, both Bi Sarni and Tantri and Deon did not say anything to each other, it was all because they were busy with their respective thoughts.
Many questions are actually for the man who is currently behind the wheel, but Qari also knows that everything is impossible for her to reveal at this time, where he is currently overpowered by the flames of anger at Deon, Tantri still blames the man for what happened to his sister-in-law and the baby's bang.
Bi Sarni who saw that Tantri had been daydreaming with tears falling down her cheeks could only strengthen Tantri by wiping the back of the little girl's hand and trying to wipe her.
"Strong neng well, maybe this is indeed the best for baby pounding, maybe God is more me on baby pounding," said Bi Sarni so that Tantri can pass the baby pounding.
Tantri herself only replied with a nod of her head but she did not know the meaning of the clairvoyance at all. Tantri still hopes that what happened to her is a dream.
"What do you feel Sir, after the baby of my sister-in-law died? Are you satisfied, happy and happy because of what you want achieved?" tantri asked with a fierce look.
Deon shook his head strongly. "It's not like that at all. I'm really sorry. If God had given me one chance to fix this, I wouldn't have let this happen. I will learn to sincerely what happened to Alzam and Qari. I was too envious and angry at Alzam for making Qari happy. The one who should be happy with Qari is me. Because of my selfishness, my son is now his victim. Which parent would sacrifice their child?"
The vibrating and heavy voice indicates that indeed Deon was very sorry for what happened with him, not at all Deon felt happy for the departure of Qinar, no. He was also sad, but what Granddaughter said was also he still remembered clearly.
"Sir, please welcome Baby Qinar, this is the best for Qinar. Perhaps Allah loves Qinar more than the Qinar in this world will only feel pain. It could be Qinar if life will be a matter of struggle by you, God can already guess what will happen so that this is the answer to all your actions. Ikhlaskan because Qinar must be in there also happy." Deon kept remembering what the Grandson said. "Qinar is happy in his heaven."
"Udah Neng, don't be sorry for the baby, no pity, Neng also had to learn sincerely as Mr. Deon he regretted his actions and that was a sign that God had opened the door of guidance to Mr. Deon with the departure of Qinar." Bi Sarni, you know very well, Tantri's nature is a little harsh and also the age of him who is still small, so his nature is easily changed not yet understand what he should do or not.
Although Tantri is sometimes very mature, but the instincts of her little children still remain so that now bi Sarni must really pay attention to Tantri so as not to be discouraged, and wrong in making decisions.
Tantri returned to silence following what Bi Sarni said, want to be angry also will not be of any use at this time Qinar was calm with God and the angels of heaven who became his caretakers. Tantri who has felt the loss of both her parents and one sister little know what happened to them, Alzam always told himself that the people who should be with him were happy in his heaven.
"This is Qinar's tomb." Deon stood beside the tomb that was still new and even fragrant from the seven-figured flower was still clearly smelled. Tears that had been drained from yesterday were still producing, cries broke again, and the twelve-year-old girl gathered to embrace the whirlpool of Qinar. Tantri embraced a headstone that read the name of Qinar bin Najma Qarina Orlin.
Not only Tantri is saddened by this fact, but bi Sarni is equally he feels tremendous sadness. Even bi Sarni as a woman who has a baby can feel how sad Qari, how the feeling of losing the master over the death of his baby.
"By the side of the vortex bi Sarni also recited prayers that he could for the good of Qinar in the grave there. While Tantri still hugged the nisa that read Qinara bin Qa
His eyes were already very swollen, Deon behind Qari again sobbed, so his heart refused for the departure of his baby.
"So this isn't all a dream? But Tantri hopes that what happens to the baby is a dream. Auntie says what should Tantri be? Will Tantri be in jail? What if brother Qari won't forgive Tantri? How's Bi?" Tantri again broke in her tears. Imagining Qari's anger, and not only that Tantri imagines the anger of her brother and sister-in-law's family.
The little girl continued to huddle on the dirty red ground, the clothes she was wearing were already very dirty, he did not dare to go home and Tantri also did not dare to apologize for what happened to her brother-in-law.
Long enough Tantri remained unmoved beside the grave of the pounding.
"Qinar why you left, why don't you stick around. What if Brother Qari is angry with aunt, and Brother Al is angry and then everyone is angry, who will be a friend of aunt, why do you even go to Qinar."
"Neng, our yuk home at the tomb has been a long time." Bi Sarni again persuaded Tantri, even the morning was already before the sun had started to show his face even though still shy. From the dark morning to the light, the three men still did not move from the new vortex.
"Tantri is afraid of Bi, Tantri is afraid that Brother and Sister Qari will be angry with Tantri." Qari's eyes were still staring at Qirana's headstone. It's hard to leave the baby alone. While Deon himself who did not sleep all night actually felt his body was not good, and began to throb his head.
"Neng, must be sure that what happened to all of us is the path of destiny, we must go home and explain to Brother Qari and apologize well. Bibi was sure Non Qari could not be angry. Non Qari and Den Alzam are good people, so don't be afraid everything will be fine."
After a long time Bi Sarni persuaded Tantri to go home and also Bi Sarni who hoped that Tantri returned cheerful and not moody as it is today.
"If so we go home Bi," said Tantri by getting up and walking limped. While Deon who was not strong even fell unconscious he was on the vortex of his heart.
"Master... Signore... You why." Bi Sarni ran over to Deon, while Tantri did not know what to do.
Bi Sarni's eyes scanned around the tomb, which might be one of those who could help lift Deon's tall and large body. But apparently no one was around.
"Sir, how should we not be?" asked Bi Sarni with a pale and confused face.
"Just let Bi, that person live just make trouble," replied Tantri with a tone that was jutek and did not care.
The deg!!! Bi Sarni immediately gasped in shock with Tantri's words.
"Neng, why did Neng Tantri become like this?"