Love Blanket Revenge
CBD Episode #37
aq closed the laptop, ended the long and strenuous task in recent months and thanked all the lecturers and guidance teachers for their efforts in the year after the lecture, they shook my hand warmly and also congratulated me on my hard work during this time until the end of the struggle.
one thing is over and another thing I'll be doing soon, as I planned I want to go back home and try to find out about the thing that always bothered my heart and mind, rosie's Death by Suicide.
while walking back to the dormitory aq began to review the plan2 that I had been doing all this time. I decided to meet with all the people who have helped me a lot during my stay in this country and say goodbye, a little heavy and sad but I convinced myself and them that I would promise to visit if given the chance.
I saw a bouquet of flowers with a very beautiful greeting card in light green, from Aisha for me with congratulations on my graduation.He was indeed a very good friend, when the time comes I will return all his kindness during this time.sounding doorbell rang, aq rushed to see who came to see who was the postman, he smiled sweetly and thrust a package for me.
"hallo girl in May, there's a package for you from your family like, this is the first time they're sending you stuff..?" Postmen
"eeh yes sir, who is the sender..??" Meigie
like being struck by lightning aq directly grabbed the package and rushed to say thank you, my legs and hands trembled and aq felt like they were drifting off the earth. for a while aq just sat and looked at the package, aq wanted to open it but did not have the guts to see the contents.aq cried again.., after a few months, I was able to disguise my sadness, but now that feeling hit me again like a comet falling to the earth.
I wiped my tears and I confirmed my heart, I grabbed the package and started to open it. There was a letter there and a pair of bright blue sneakers.
#hi Mei. aq hope that when this package reaches you you have finished your lecture, but even if it is not also pa pa seehh. you know I saw these shoes after I got my first paycheck and I bought them for you, I planned to give you when you were going home but it looks like I'm going to run out of time.. oh yes I want to apologize in advance if I can't be a good brother to you all this time, if one day we are reborn I want to be your mother so that I can take care of and give all my love to you, I don't think that's a heavy request to God..? we never know who gave birth to us. Mei aq does not want to be like those who have left us without asking how our lives and feelings.aq want to take care of it but it seems aq is not able, he said, I want to hang on for him but I can't imagine him growing up like us. I'm sorry, I miss you and wish you were here right now.
I miss you - Rosie#
aq read the letter over and over again, my feelings are more chaotic.There is something wrong here. and the longer the suspicious feeling increases.aq should know what really happened..!!