Love Blanket Revenge
CBD Episode #36
rosie's funeral has passed almost a week ago but I still feel reluctant to go back to college. My whole muscles and body don't seem to be working properly, aq still can't let go in this way.There's something I want to know, the reason why Rosie decided to end her life.
"Meigie. If everything is ready, Rangga will help you prepare in case you need help" Darmi.
"no ma'am is ready, mom can I ask you something before I go..? do you know why Rosie ended her life..?? did she tell you something..??" Meigie
"no..!! no son, neither do you know.." Darmi with a trembling voice
"was his life hard after he worked and left the House of Love..?? as far as I know someone decided to end his life must be because of depression... did he tell you something..??" Meigie
"no. absolutely nothing. Try to accept Meigie's reality, let her calm down there and live well. You are my son2, you know how much it hurts my heart when you're hurt and sick" Darmi sobbed softly
"sorry mother, maybe aq still can't get through this" Meigie hugged Darmi and sobbed together
finally my legs were able to leave the Love House even though my heart and mind were still left there. In the taxi to the airport my head was dizzy with all the questions that came with the answers. during the flight to Melbourne I was unable to sleep even though I tried to close my eyes and eliminate fatigue.
Aisha immediately hugged me and tried to surprise me after we got to our dorm room.I can't help but hold my tears when I tell her about Rosie and everything, she was immersed in the sad feelings I brought.
"do you know why Rosie would do that..?" Aisha
"does your family of Love House and even your mother not know...??" Aisha
"somehow.aq could not ask because he would immediately be sad.aq could not see him crying" Meigie.
"does she have a boyfriend..?? did you get a chance to see the reports of her death from the Hospital that handled the incident" Aisha
"aq don't know..!! he told me he was close to a man but I thought it was just an ordinary date... why don't I think about getting there" Meigie
"just because you are sad.well rest first.we will talk again about this. the most important thing is that you should focus on graduating this year so that there is no burden if you want to trace your brother's death" Aisha
"you're right.., Ais Thank you for all support.Aq don't know how I know there's no you" Meigie
"aaaahhhhh forget it, it's not apa2 don't be too shy. rest up..!!" Aisha came out of the room
after the door was closed aq just started like stepping on the earth again, Kata2 Aisha just now like opening a little gap looking at this problem from another point of view. because it is too prolonged to sadness aq forget that there must be a very strong reason until Rosie does that and it's true2 missed me. should aq start finding 2 know when aq there. at least I will get some clues or answers to my questions.Aq also feel like mom also knows something but does not want to tell me.
aq think aq know what to do after this.