Love Kirana
Love of thirteen
...HAPPY READING'S...
Kirana kept thinking about Chess last night.
Epilogue >>
"When will you take it?" ask Chess
"When I no longer worry about being hurt" Kirana replied
"When the moment came, but it turned out that he was already at the point of tiredness and left you how?" the word Chess makes Kirana burdened.
Kirana kept thinking about Chess's words.
"What if what he said happened? What about me?" now turned around Kirana who was worried
"Yes already, if that is the case.., just assume he is not my soul mate" Kirana tried to calm herself with all the possibilities that occur.
Kirana continues to be ready to go back to work.
"New year, new day.., new spirit!"
Kirana goes to work riding her subscription angkot.
[Today there was no drama as usual.
Maybe he's busy.hemm kangen ]
Kirana is almost used to the presence of Candra who arrives when she is about to leave for work and forces her to be escorted by him.
Kirana made a smile of her own smile while remembering that.
Not long after, Kirana arrived at work.
Like his all employees look spirited today.
"Good morning Na" said Iis
"Hi!! Good morning" Kirana tried to greet Iis kindly.
[This time please don't ask about Candra anymore.. ]
Kirana suddenly becomes a parno when she meets Iis.
This time Kirana is afraid of the excitement about her relationship with Candra that is getting better.
But apparently, what Kirana was afraid of did not happen.
Iis passed by just like that after greeting Kirana.
"Huh.., thank goodness he didn't ask me like that" Kirana murmured
Kirana went well today.
Nothing made it difficult at the office.
Until the time shows at four in the afternoon.
Time for employees to go home.
Kirana walked slowly towards the gate of her office.
He was guessing that Candra would suddenly appear before him as usual.
But it turns out that Kirana's guess was wrong.
Candra does not appear as usual.
And for some reason, it made Kirana a little disappointed.
[What happened to my feelings? Why do I feel sad like this when I find out that she didn't come as usual. Shouldn't I be happy because there's no one to bother me anymore does that mean I miss him? ]
Kirana also returned home by riding an angkot that happened to have come.
Along the way, Kirana kept looking towards the window.
There is hope there.
Wish he saw someone he wanted to see right now.
[I'm so weird, why keep thinking about it?huh.., ]
Not long after, Kirana arrived at the intersection of her home alley.
Kirana got down from the angkot and walked back down the street alley of her house.
After arriving home, Kirana was surprised because the figure she was waiting for would appear to pick her up was already on the porch of her home.
Kirana's heart suddenly pounded and her body trembled as well.
"Hai Na" greeted Candra with her friendly smile
"You, why are you here? Owh.., you want to get your jacket, okay? Wait, I'll take it" Kirana continued to talk without giving Candra a chance to answer first.
Kirana then went into her room and before long she came back out with Candra's jacket.
"This, sorry yes.kemarin forgot to take it off" Kirana said
"I didn't come for this Na" Candra said as she accepted Kirana's jacket.
"There's something important I want to tell you" the atmosphere suddenly tense. Kirana is sitting in front of Candra.
"What's? Why is it so tense" Kirana said
"My family and I had to move out of town for something" Candra said
"Na, before I leave.please give me an answer" said Candra as she clasped Kirana's hand
[O Lord!! How'this? Why is it suddenly like this? What do I have to answer? ]
Kirana was only speechless, but her eyes were staring at Candra sharply.
"It's so sudden, what should be answered now?" Kirana took a long breath.
He himself did not know what to answer.
He is not sure yet to answer yes.
He also did not want to answer no, because honestly there is still love in his heart for Candra.
"All right, I'm not gonna force you. But one day, when you can answer it, tell me. I will come back to hear your answer" Candra let out a long sigh, her grip tightening. As if he did not want to part with Kirana.
"You, when will you leave" Kirana ventured to ask.
"This afternoon, so before I go I want to see you. I'm sorry, this seems sudden, because of something so have to leave immediately" Candra could not bear to say this to Kirana.
Kirana was silent.
I don't know, there's a sense of heaviness to let Candra go.
Just last night with him, but now we have to split up.
His eyes were almost glassy, but soon on the tank.
Kirana did not want to cry in front of Candra.
"Thank you for everything, I hope to get an answer from you soon. I'm leaving first" said Candra, letting go of her hand.
Candra passed away
And Kirana remained glued to her seat.
Her tears were slowly dripping down her cheeks.
There is pain and sadness mixed with fear.
[Why is it like this again? Why repeat again? ]
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"You already know that Candra moved out of town" asked Chess who was playing at the time to Kirana's house
"Heem" replied Kirana
"You're not trying to prevent it" asked an annoyed Chess
"What am I, then?" answer Kirana cuek
"You haven't even answered him?" ask Chess again
"Yes, not yet" replied Kirana
"You're why so stubborn Na!! Don't be hypocritical! You love her, don't you? Why don't you tell her frankly! What are you thinking now, huh? He's far from you! It was easy for him to find a woman who was much more beautiful than you, but what about you? Can you hold back your own grief?" Chess is really upset with Kirana who is very stubborn
"At least tie him up with a relationship, it's much better than letting him just walk away!" Chess does not know what else to advise Kirana.
His stubbornness had already become stone.
"If he doesn't come back, let's just say he's not my soul mate" Kirana said
"Cihh!! It's that simple!" chess
"You're my friend, what an enemy! Why blame me just now! I didn't know he was going to leave either! It's all so sudden!" Kirana was annoyed that Chess just kept cornered her.
Don't know how to. The most important thing today is to rearrange your heart and get used to life without it.