Love Kirana
Love two three

...HAPPY READING'S...

Fatima's mother brought me a glass of tea.

He doesn't look like he can see my condition.

In the rest of my strength right now, I dare to throw an annoyed look at Hakam who is also sitting in front of me.

I was really upset with him, from the beginning I was actually suspicious of him.

But at that time I had no proof.

Huh!! It was furious to see his face that pretended to be innocent like that.

"You better, son?" ask Fatima while sitting next to me.

"Yes, it's been a bit quiet koq," I replied.

"You must not grieve, continue to mourn Candra, do not torment yourself. You still have a good future, go after it! I'm sure Candra doesn't want you to continue to grieve like this either." Fatima's words certainly not just comfort me, I feel there is another purpose behind all this.

"I'm sorry ma'am, but I don't think it will be easy" I replied softly.

How not to be shocked, suddenly came the sad news about Candra without me knowing her funeral.

Along with the appearance of Hakam which is very similar to Candra which turns out he is the younger cousin of Candra.

And look!

Even in the Candra house it doesn't seem like it's grieving.

"I'm sorry that I'm so presumptuous, but I see you and Hakam know each other, right? I heard you're Hakam's ex-girlfriend." I know what Fatima said, but I honestly don't like her.

"What does mother mean?" my many.

Ms. Fatima held my hand gently.

He didn't want me to misunderstand what he meant.

"Mom just wants you to be happy son, ever since Candra asked me to propose, I've thought of you as my own son." Fatima's still trying to convince me.

I lyrics Hakam who sits quietly with a sharp look. "Sorry mom, but Candra is too valuable to replace with a muna guy like her!" my ketus.

Hakam looks wrong when I insinuate him.

Seen from his sitting position that changed change while his hands play the phone.

Chess who had been sitting next to Hakam, just silent listening.

He knows very well my nature, I will give any reply to a good person to me. And I will also hate anyone who intentionally lies or intentionally hurts me.

"Yes, I won't force you. But I hope you consider it, Candra will be calmer if you're with Hakam" Fatima said.

I looked at Fatima with a look of wonder. "Mom was so sure that Candra would be happy if I was with Hakam! Did Candra ever tell mom like that before?" I asked while looking suspiciously at Fatima's mom.

Ms. Fatima was silent.

He seemed to feel guilty for forcing me to be close to Hakam.

"I know what you mean to me, but I don't think it's Hakam" I hugged Fatima warmly, I didn't want this conversation to put any distance between me and her. "I love Candra mom so much, she's the best, I don't want to replace her with anyone."

I don't feel my tears rolling back down my cheeks.

I held my arms to Fatima's mother.

It was only through youth that I could again feel the warmth of Candra's affection.

"Mom, can I go into her room?" I said ask permission to enter Candra's room. "There's something I want to see."

"It's best not to child, I'm afraid that it will make you sadder" Fatima said after a moment of silence before answering my request.

Huh! Yes already.

I can't think negatively of Fatima.

There's no way he meant anything bad to me.

But even so, my heart speaks another.

I'd love to go in there, I don't know what God's gonna show me.

"Na, there's a message from your mother" Chess said, showing the incoming message from Kirana's mother.

Mom, jesus! I forgot to say goodbye to him.

"Why son?" ask Fatima.

"No koq ma'am, I just forgot to tell my mom that I went here" I replied. "Mom, I think we should go home tomorrow morning."

Fatima looked at me again.

I know the meaning of the look on that face, there must be something Fatima really wanted to tell me.

"Mom, you don't pa pa, do you?" I said as I approached Fatima's mother.

Ms. Fatima smiled weakly, even so her gaze could not lie.

There's something that's kept secret from me.

"You're going home between Hakam, yes" Fatima said.

"Mom.., there's Chess already," I replied.

I really do not know the purpose and purpose of Fatima's mother who seemed to continue to force me to be close to Hakam.

Ms. Fatima looked sad when I refused the request huh.

"I want it!" I can't bear to see Fatima's mother sad like that. "But it's all because of mom!"

I don't want Hakam to think that I accept it.

All this I did for the sake of following Fatima's mother Candra's request.

****

Tonight we are ready to pack,

Because tomorrow we have to leave in the morning.

"Son, tonight you sleep with your mother, let Chess sleep with Hakam" said Ms. Fatima.

"Yes, ma'am" I replied.

I can't sleep tonight at all.

I sat on the terrace while looking at the Candra photo given by Fatima to remember the memories.

I missed it, even if I was with him for a while. But it made me really feel his sincerity.

God loves you more, Ndra!

In the middle of my daydream, Hakam arrived while sitting next to me.

"Candra won't like you crying like this" she said.

I was so upset with his words.

It's wrong to still dare to talk to me like that.

"I'm sorry" he said slowly.

But still I don't want to return his words.

I was upset and disappointed in him.

Whatever that's the reason.

"Looks like you love Candra so much, does Candra mean so much to you?" Hakam kept trying to start a conversation with me.

"You know that! So don't try to get close to me!" my ketus.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you from the beginning about my identity" Hakam said.

"It doesn't matter!" my answer.

"You're still upset with me? Actually I don't want to trick you either, I have to!" hakam lirih.

"What do you mean?" my answer.

Hakam looks wrong to cover something. "No koq, forget it!"

Huh! This kid!

It's always been secret, making me even worse.

"Easy! I'm sleepy" I said as I went inside leaving him.

My steps stopped again in front of Candra's room.

There was something that would attract me to come there.

My eyes wobbled to make sure no one saw me at that moment.

I really want to make sure that what I feel is wrong.

Slowly I set my foot toward the door of the room,

With my heart I will begin to open the door.

But suddenly Fatima came to surprise me.

"What are you doing, son? It's night let's get some sleep!" said Fatima while pulling my hand towards her room.

Good Lord!

I almost opened it!

Forget it, maybe it's just my feeling.

I went back to Fatima's room to rest.

Tomorrow morning I have to go home soon, pity my mother.

He must be worried about me.

I close my eyes trying to fall asleep.

But the shadow of Candra suddenly reappeared in my memory.

She smiled at me, but there was something strange about her smile.

A smile is like a burden of sadness.

Until I shed tears.

Candra.., I miss you!