
...HAPPY READING'S...
Maybe over time will become accustomed to his absence.
This afternoon after work, I want to walk while nostalgic when he was with her.
Well, even if it's not a happy memory! It can be said when with him more to keep sad memories than happy.
But.., even so, I'll assume it's a beautiful memory.
I stopped at the place where I used to argue with that stubborn guy.
Until I fell down because I was upset with him.
Like looking at a movie scene, it seemed clear at a glance when I was arguing with him, I fell down! And he tried to calm me down.
"Hehhh! How are you ndra?" I try to be strong when those memories come up.
I turned my gaze across the street, instead of holding back the water that almost fell from my eyes.
My gaze stopped at the figure that was across the street.
The jacket, helmet and bike are so familiar.
"Huh.., no!! Where could it be him? Oh my!! Maybe because I miss him too much." It was similar to the person I was missing.
"But, from afar it is very similar! Holy hooch! What's wrong with me? Huh! Instead of dying curious, mending me a samperin!"
I crossed the road to make sure I was wrong.
I slowly approached the guy.
I saw with detail, my eyes trying to pierce his face covered by helmet glass.
"Na..Na," said the guy's a familiar snitch.
"Hey?" I answered with wonder.
"God! You don't recognize me?" he said while taking off his helmet
"Hee.., who are you?" my answer.
Yup!! I now recognize him, he was Hakam my old schoolmate.
"How now? Heh? You recognize me?" the judge asked, putting on a sweet smile at me.
"You've changed a lot now, you're no longer like the female thugs I used to know," he mocked me.
I still can't believe I met him here.
The figure I thought was my beloved Candra. But it turns out he's Hakam, the cool guy I used to date back to school, but I never dared to reveal it.
Even to this day, maybe he still doesn't know that I used to like him.
"Hey!" call him while plucking his finger in front of me who is still daydreaming.
"You daydreaming? Huh! I still can't believe you're a thug girl who judes and tomboy. Look at! Now you're turning a hundred and eighty degrees," Hakam relentlessly mocked me. Makes me even more upset and reluctant to serve it.
"What are you doing here?" ask me. "I heard you've moved out of town."
"Living out of town side by side with new people makes me uncomfortable. So after graduation, I decided to return to this city." he explained.
"Your parents?" manya curious.
"They stayed out of town, I came back here myself. I live in a boarding house and an area***," I don't know why Hakam explained so much detail about his whereabouts to me. I haven't asked yet.
"Ohw," I replied
"O yeah, you're dressed like this for sure from work, right? Where do you work?" ask Hakam
"Hemm, there's a really.cock!" ketus
"God!! I thought your thug attitude was gone and transformed into a graceful angel! Apparently not," he replied while laughing at me.
I'm not so happy to hear Hakam keep calling me a thug, huh! That's also one of the reasons I'm less likely to admit about how I feel about her.
"You're! Still yes, to you I am a thug! Heh!" ketus I'm upset.
"Easy! I have a lot of business, see you." I left Hakam.
It felt really upset to hear him keep calling me a female thug.
"Eh, Na-Na!" Hakam called me, but bodo time! I was already upset with him.
Hakam turned his bike and followed me.
Seeing her like that, I remembered Candra.
"God!! I'm getting more upset! Huh!"
"Na-Na! Oh, my God, you're angry?" he said while following me. "Yes, I'm sorry, hey! Na-Na!"
I had to stop my steps because he didn't stop yelling at me.
"What's? What do you want?" ketusku
"Hey, don't sulk like that. You tau? When I saw you, I was so happy! Because at least in this city there are still people I know" he said.
"Where do you live? I'm taking ya?" Hakam just keep nerocos.
Take me? If Chess sees me coming home with a guy like this, she'll have me on Candra. Huh! Crazy, Candra there fighting death fighting for her recovery, I'm here cheating? Huh!! Nah! No!!
"Na," Hakam's voice broke my daydream.
"Huh? E.., don't bother! I took the angkot only," Coincidentally there was an angkot coming, not waiting for long, I rushed in. "Bahhh!!" I waved my hand at him. " Huh, congratulations."
My old memories are back in my otaku.
I remember how crazy I was about Hakam. It makes me too stupid to keep it to myself.
Until the pain approached me, when I found out that Hakam chose my best friend, to make me hate him.
But after a long time I thought, it wasn't entirely his fault either.
I was too cowardly to keep my feelings to her, without telling her or hinting at her.
"Huh! It's all the past" I murmured. "Now I have Candra, I love her."
Not long after, I got in front of my alley.
Continue walking down the village road to my house.
My steps stopped when I got to the front of the Chess house.
Coincidentally, Chess was sitting on the terrace, I also ventured to approach her.
"Hi" my broom
"Kirana, just got home?" ask Chess.
"He, yes." I sat down with Chess.
"How are you doing? Looks like you're used to it without Candra" Chess said. Either he praises or insinuates me,
"What do you mean?" answer me
"No, you don't misunderstand me. I'm even glad you're like this. Keep going on with your life don't continue to be sad" Chess said.
I know what Chess means. He didn't want to see me continue to be sad.
He's like my brother, he wants the best for me.
"What if I'm sad it should always be shown to everyone?" my spoken. I took a deep breath, still feeling tight when I remembered it. "Chess, have you heard from Candra?"
"No, not yet" replied Chess
"How are you?" My longing has really piled up. So often I was embarrassed to see his shadow come to smile at me. And that, makes me sad again.
"Not to think about it, pity him later. Let him calmly undergo his treatment, our duty here is only to pray that he will recover soon." Chess is wise, but because of my love and longing, it makes me unable to take his advice.
Tling, though,,
My phone suddenly rang.
"This is my number, Hakam, save ya." A message is in.
Holy jeez!! A rights? Where did he get my cell phone number?
"Who?" tanya Chess wanted to know, because seeing my expression that arrived was surprised.
"E.., not who. Ah I'm going home first yes,"
I rushed home.
My heart was still beating in surprise.
It's nothing, it's just that I don't want in my condition like this to come.
I was afraid, afraid of becoming a khilaf.
Hakam!! What does it mean that he reappeared? Lordy! Please don't test me in a weak moment like this.
Seriate