Love Kirana
Love of twenty

...HAPPY READING'S...

Like a dry flower garden.

I miss the rain to rain.

Continue to survive even though the roots have begun to be fragile,

Loyalty is a very sacred and precious thing.

Although it is undeniable, sometimes it is necessary to get out of the zone to survive.

"Candra, I miss."

That's all I can say.

It's been almost two months, but there's no news from him at all.

It was almost hopeless to always guess what was going on with him.

Fatima's mother's mobile number is not active.

"Yes God! What the hell is going on?"

I put my body on the bed, and then I covered my whole body with a blanket.

Tiredness, worry and longing to be one filled my mind and heart.

Moreover, coupled with the sudden appearance of Hakam, what kind of scenario is God preparing for me?

The night passed so cold.

But to me it's no colder than my current mood.

Close your eyes and let go of everything.

Wish the night had passed, and this was all just a nightmare.

And the morning soon came with a beautiful story scenario.

Cring,,

The sound of a clock on the table woke me up.

I saw from the window, the sun began to sneak into my room.

I looked around me, I checked my phone.

Nothing has changed and there is no news.

Everything is the same as before, maybe even worse.

"Good morning Ndra, how are you today?" I murmured while closing my eyes.

Ever since Candra left, I've always done that every waking from sleep.

People say, every couple who love each other has a strong inner bond.

By getting used to it, I hope Candra will always remember me and will stay awake in love for me.

It feels bad to go to work.

But because today is a lucky day for all employees like me, then inevitably I have to keep going.

Because today, payday time!

As usual, there was a loyal angkot waiting for me in the front alley.

Which will take me happily to the office.

Maybe because of the weekand, today angkot is a bit crowded in full of passengers.

Instead of trying to enjoy my trip, while looking out the window.

My hallucinations are coming again!

It was like seeing Candra riding a motorcycle next to the angkot I had, and she smiled at me.

"God! What's wrong with me?" I muttered while rubbing my eyes. "Why do you keep hallucinating like this?"

It may be normal for everyone who is being hit by a very longing.

But if this keeps up, is there no way I'm going to go crazy?

I knock knock on my head, imagining me being a stressed person like that scares me.

"What is mba? Mba's fine, right?" ask the passenger sitting next to me.

"Eh, yes I'm fine, koq" I replied.

I took a deep breath, trying to control my emotions.

Not long after, we arrived in front of the office.

I got off after paying the driver.

"Finally there," I said in relief.

But then, guess what I saw?

The shadow again!

I hallucinated again!

I saw Candra sitting on the bike exactly as she usually waited for me.

I closed my eyes with my palm, and accelerated my steps to get inside the office.

I immediately sat on the bench while gasping for breath.

"Mazandra! What the hell is going on with you?" I still don't understand what's going on with me.

Is this a hunch? Or just because I miss you too much?

"Protect him Lord" I murmured, covering my face with my palms.

"Na," said Iis suddenly came to surprise me.

"Your face why is it pale like that? You sick?" ask Iis.

"No koq, I.., I'm fine!" answer me while pretending to arrange the map on the table.

"Really?" Iis asked again like I didn't believe what I said.

I can't possibly tell this to Iis.

Where will I put my face?

I used to tell her that I hated Candra, even asking her to stay away from Candra because instead of the advice I made myself.

I've kept my relationship with Candra a secret from her for a long time.

Today, I can't seem to focus on my work.

There's a burden on the otaku.

An event that I thought was a hallucination, but it kept repeating.

If not immediately find a solution, can I stress because it continues to hallucinate.

Maybe today is my last day working here.

I decided to move somewhere else.

It seems cowardly! Effort to avoid.

But it can't be if it's like this.

Almost all the way from my home to my workplace, there was a memory with Candra.

Not wanting to avoid it, but this is just a hallucination that will make my situation worse.

I love him and I miss him so much.

And I don't want, the feeling that should be sacred to keep even had a bad impact on my life.

I also wrote a letter of resignation.

Boss said, I shouldn't be like this.

But what can be done, for me love does not only need a struggle.

But it also requires sacrifice.

I received my last salary.

My steps stopped in front of the gate.

For the last time I'm here.

It's heavy, but it's the best.

Just a few steps out of the gate.

The shadow appeared again, I saw the same figure as Candra sitting on the motorbike across the street.

"God! Why else this? Sausage.., sober!" I keep muttering.

But this time something strange, he even waved at me.

Makes me feel more creepy.

"Candra.., you're okay, right" I muttered.

I'm afraid that this is a hunch.

I quickly realized myself, not wanting to think negatively.

I have to think positively

"Candra will definitely get well soon!"

In the middle of my daydreams and murmurs.

I looked back across the street, and he wasn't there anymore.

"Yes!" Someone called me from the side, and his voice surprised me.

I looked up at the voice, "Ruler?"

"What do you want here?" my many. I looked at Hakam with jelly, like there was something but what?

"He.he, I'm sorry I surprised you. This morning before I left for work, I accidentally stopped by here to see you. But don't meet, eat it right home I'm back waiting for you here. You're so busy you can't pick up my phone!" cecar Hakam's.

Holy hooch! So what I saw this morning and right now it's not my hallucination of Candra?

But Hakam?

"Good Hakam! How do you look like Candra? Your dress, your style, even your bike is the same!" I kept muttering, there was a sense of annoyance mixed with disbelief.

I was really shocked by the reality that was plastered in front of me.

"Na, what's wrong with you?" ask Hakam.

"God! Sorry, my head is a little dizzy. I want to go home first." I replied as I left.

"What the hell is this? I almost thought I was having a mental breakdown because I kept thinking I was hallucinating! I even submitted a letter of resignation!" I kept muttering in disbelief.

"Na, I'll take you?" ask Hakam who turns out he's still following me.

[ Look! Even her manner is the same as Candra! ]

"No, I'll just go home and get in the car" I replied.

Hakam looks at me sharply, it seems he is suspicious when I am not in good condition.

He parked his bike and came down to me.

"You don't ngeyel! Put on the helmet and I'll drive you home!" hakam said while putting a helmet on my head.

And took me to the bike.

I don't know, but this time I can't refuse Hakam's orders.

My mind is getting tangled today.

Let alone to shout angrily rejecting it, maybe the road to my own home even I forgot because it was so dazed.

Too many bad things have happened to me these past few days.

The appearance of the figure of Hakam which is almost similar to Candra in the middle of my sense of longing that is accumulating.

I don't know how to deal with it.

"I miss you"