Love Kirana
Love of seven

...HAPPY READING'S...

~You loved me~

~You wanted me~

~Although there is no reply I~

~Tak intend you to leave me~

~Now you go away~

~Now you leave me~

~As I begin to expect you~

~Dan please forgive me~

"Please stay here!" Pinta Candra while continuing to grab the hand of Kirana who wanted to dodge.

The blood on Kirana's body was frozen.

His heart rumbled unnoticed.

Anger mixed with annoyance.

I wish I could disappear far from her face.

Kirana let out a long breath trying to calm herself down.

"I don't know you!I've even thrown away all my memories!"

Ketus Kirana while prying off Candra's hand to release her.

Not one bit Kirana's eyes saw Candra.

Honestly, Kirana did not dare to look at Candra.

His heart is not strong enough for that.

"I know I was wrong!please listen to me first!just once!" Candra didn't let go of Kirana's hand.

He kept begging Kirana to listen to him.

Kirana really can't handle a situation like this.

He is too weak.

Candra is her first love.

And it's not easy for him to just forget.

Kirana returns to her hand.

This time he did it slowly.

Kirana then sat down beside Candra.

[Okay, this time I'll try to comply with her request. I want to see what he wants? ]

Candra was relieved and happy because Kirana finally wanted to listen to her.

Kirana sat down.

His gaze was made as much as possible so as not to see Candra.

"Now I'm a fudar!" Candra.

"You're aware?wh why?have you been crazy all this time?" Ketus Kirana's.

"I realized I was wrong, I was wrong for hurting you"

"I was wrong for ignoring you! It's my revenge!"

Hearing Candra's words, Kirana couldn't help but shake the roar of her heart.

His mind seemed to flash back on the past incident.

Where she was treated like a princess.

Then after that, it was thrown like trash.

His hands began to growl holding back the anger.

And his eyes began to glaze over.

"I think after taking my revenge on you, I'll be happy! But apparently not, you're kind of shadowing me! Like something was missing in my life! The guilt of having hurt you always haunts me!"

"I've spent my time in relationships with some women, I wish I could erase that guilt. I try to get close to women! Trying to love! But still can't!"

"I don't know what this feels like?it really tortures me! I miss you, like I used to"

Candra poured out everything that had been a burden in her heart.

And Kirana herself had no power to hold back the dam of water in her eyes that began to flow down her cheeks.

Kirana deliberately threw away her face, because she didn't want Candra to know that she was crying.

"Please give me another chance"

Candra kept begging Kirana.

"I used to love you like a fool! But when I realized how evil you are, now I hate you! I've thrown it far away!" Pekik Kirana could not hold it anymore.

Her tears kept dripping.

The love mixed with hatred made his heart become crowded.

"I can't believe that!" Reply Candra.

"I still see love from your eyes"

Kirana wiped her tears.

And turn to face Candra.

"Look! You see what's in my eyes heh!" Ketus Kirana is angry.

"There's nothing here! Besides my hatred for you!"

His anger made him dare to look at Candra.

But Candra was not angry at all.

He even returned with a smile.

"You lied! If you hate me, what do those tears mean?" Candra.

"I really lost you Kirana, your attention, your sincerity, all of it made me realize that I needed you" Candra said as she tried to grab Kirana's hand.

This time Kirana felt like fainting.

His strength was already drained away facing Candra.

[I hate this situation! Why didn't he just give up! ]

"Please give me one more chance" said Candra.

"You are really evil! You've approached Iis, and now you want to ask me to give you another chance?" Ketus Kirana's.

"I'm sorry, I'm so mean! But I never had any feelings for Iis. I just want to be friends with him! And I also did not know that Iis was wrong" replied Candra.

"I don't want to go into the same abyss! You're so dismissive of other people's feelings! I don't want to go back to feeling sick!" Reply Kirana.

Slowly Kirana is able to master her emotions.

He was able to reply to all of Candra's words.

"I promise! I'm not going back to hurt you, I know you haven't been able to accept me. But at least allow me to get back close to you and be your friend, and don't avoid me" Pinta Candra.

Kirana was tired.

He was eager to get out of this situation.

He finally granted Candra's request.

Not to be her lover, but just a friend.

Good Lord! How weak I am! Why did you let him come back?

Why don't you let me forget it?

Is this the answer to my prayer?

I'm asking you to keep him away from me if it's not my soul mate!

But now you're letting him come back!

I should how?

*****

Kirana woke up early today.

Almost all night he could not sleep.

His head feels very dizzy.

"For the worst nightmares!"

"How weak am I, why do I forgive him?what am I doing!"

Kirana recalled last night's events.

He himself was disappointed in himself.

Trouble forgetting, why is it so easy to take it back?

Kirana covered her face.

Sometimes he knocks his head.

"Stupid me! Why did I become so weak when I was with him!"

"Yes God!what am I gonna do now?"

"I can't just give up on him! Even though I forgave her, but I don't want to be in a relationship with her anymore!huh!"

Kirana dissolved in her own muttering in the room.

Fear mixed worry into one in his mind.

Afraid that he would be weak when facing Candra.

Worried that his heart would be trapped again.

"Even if I have forgiven him, but I will still consider him my enemy! Yes.., just to keep watch! So that I don't get affected by the sweet word!"

After muttering to himself with his heart and mind.

Kirana rushes up to take a shower.

Even in bad circumstances.

But he has to be professional.

Kirana will hurry to work.

But how surprised he was, because in front of his house there was already Candra waiting with his motorcycle.

[God! What is he doing here?!huh! ]

Kirana was made shocked and pounding because of the existence of Candra who arrived.

"Good morning Na" said Candra.

"Because it just so happens that my place of work is also in line with your place of work, so I want to invite you to go together"

[Dead me! What should I say! ]

Kirana immediately twisted her brain to avoid Candra.

After a moment of silence.

He also had a good reason.

"Sorry Candra, but I have an appointment with someone. You just go alone" Kirana replied.

It's not that easy to lie to Candra.

He felt that Kirana was just reasoned.

"Who with? There's no one here" Candra said, looking back and forth.

[You are this! Don't you know I rejected you! ]

Kirana was very upset because her efforts did not work out.

Kirana started thinking again.

And when he saw one of his neighbors passing by, he began to quibble.

"Who said no one! That's it coming!" Kirana said immediately stopped the young man who happened to be her neighbor.

"You! Finally you came too" Kirana said as she winked giving the young man a code.

"It's been a long time waiting, but we're leaving! I'm too late!" kirana said as she sat piggybacking with the young man.

Then give the code to run the motor immediately.

Not to forget Kirana also pretended to embrace the young man to be more convincing.

The young man continued to follow the drama set by Kirana.

Even though he himself was confused about what really happened.

It is safe enough from Candra.

Kirana asked the young man to stop.

"Stop!stopit! Just stop here" Kirana said as she patted the young man's back.

And he stopped too.

Kirana immediately got off the bike and apologized.

"I'm sorry yes, you must be confused. Sorry yes" Kirana said apologizing.

It seems the young man already knew what was happening.

"You're just troubling me!" said the young man as he passed away.

After the young man left.

Not how long a car passed.

Kirana continues her journey to work riding the angkot.

While elsewhere.

It turned out that Candra was still curious about the young man who looked close to Kirana.

He followed the young man who happened to meet again when the young man came back but not Kirana.

Din's! Dinn!

Candra's horn sounds encoded the young man in front of her to stop the motor.

"Hey!just stop! Please stop for a minute!" shout Candra.

Because someone thinks someone is calling him.

Eventually the young man stopped.

Candra directly aligned her motorbike beside the young man's motorbike.

Then get off the bike and approach him.

"Sorry before, introduce my name Candra" said Candra introducing herself.

"Yes I remember you!you're Kirana's friend, right?" reply the young man.

"Basic! Your friend is weird, suddenly hollering and calling me!after that tell me to stop and tell me to go on a ride! Tell him not to trouble me!I've been waiting for my wife at home for breakfast! Because of him I'm late! Now you also come along to bother me?!" the Tetar Youth.

"You're not Kirana's boyfriend?" ask Candra.

"Where's boyfriend?he's just my neighbor, and I have a wife!just careless!" sniff the young man.

Candra thought for a moment.

Trying to digest the meaning of the young man's words.

"Hey!what's stopping me?I'm already late!if there's no need I'll go!" said the young man.

"I'm sorry for interrupting your time!" answer Candra.

Then the young man left.

Candra now knew what Kirana was doing.

"It turns out you're lying! Is this to make me go away and stay away from you? Nah!you're wrong Na!"

"We'll see who gives up!I'm gonna give up chasing you back?or you'll give up and take me back!"

Candra tried to understand what was the reason that made Kirana lie to her.

To make a drama like this.

"He just wanted to protect his heart"

"I know, I've traumatized you. But I promise to make amends, I'll get you back to comforting me"

****

Meanwhile, Kirana arrived at the office safely.

"Huh! Fucking muna! I won't be able to trick me again with that fake attention of yours!"

Until now, Kirana still considers that Candra is a falsehood.

Whatever Candra's gonna do.

Kirana doesn't want to care about it.

Kirana threw out all her problems.

And try to focus on work.

"Na" Iis surprised Kirana.

"Is, what's up?" kirana replied with caution.

Kirana herself felt bad about Iis.

After what happened that night.

Maybe Iis already knew about her previous relationship with Candra.

"You, what happened to Candra?" ask Iis.

Kirana was surprised by Iis's question.

"Why are you asking me that?" reply Kirana.

"I already know about her relationship with Candra. I also know that Candra loves you"

"You must also have known that Candra didn't love me at all?"

The rush of questions from Iis made Kirana very sad.

Everything was upside down from what he had thought all along.

Kirana also felt sorry for Iis.

He knows very well how his sense of love claps one hand.

It's really sick.

Kirana let out a long sigh before explaining it to Iis.

"What are you thinking? Why should I be with Candra?"

"I hate him and will forever hate him! Although I admit I used to love him"

"That's because I'm stupid! And now, I don't want to see the same thing happen to you! Don't torture yourself just to love someone like him, he doesn't deserve you to love"

"Your love is too precious for a heartless person like her, so please don't make yourself suffer for it"

"Well, he's either a momentary happiness or a beautiful dream. But now you're awake, so you don't have to think about that dream anymore"

Kirana tried to explain everything gently.

He did not want to hurt his friend.

He also did not want Iis to put any hope in Candra.

He's a playboy!

He does not deserve to be loved sincerely.

Iis crying beside Kirana.

Kirana knew exactly what Iis was feeling.

Just like he used to be.

The difference is, Iis has Kirana who comforts him.

Kirana struggled alone to heal her wounds.

Love does not have to be.

But don't be stupid.

To still love someone who doesn't want to have at all.

...TBC...