
...HAPPY READING'S...
In a daze, there was almost no power to resist Hakam.
I followed Hakam's request to go home with him.
All the way there was no conversation between us.
My gaze was pushy and empty, my mind was like an error like a cell phone memory that was hit by a virus.
The breeze made my drowsiness come and I almost fell for it.
And swiftly, Hakam grabbed my hand while he was about to wrap it around his waist.
I was shocked and pulled my hand back.
"Don't look for opportunities in narrowness huh!" ketus ku while glancing back at the rearview mirror.
Foolish he wants to be mad at me!
It's even good, then, I don't have to be hard to find a way to stay away from it.
Not long after, we were at my house.
I got off the bike and took off the helmet.
"Here, thank you for the ride," I went straight into the house without a trite excuse to let her stop by.
I see from behind the window, Hakam is still ahead. I don't know why he didn't leave.
He seemed to be calling someone, and I sometimes heard him apologizing with a sad face like someone who had failed.
Trying to pull myself out of Hakam, not caring what he's doing.
I rushed into the room and laid my body on the bed.
Wanting her taste to be amnesiac and regaining consciousness when Candra returns.
But that's impossible, though,
Hakam!!
He came back after a few years. He came back when my condition was weak like this.
I don't know what the purpose is.
Huh! Nevermind!
I don't want to think anymore!
My brain is rebelling because of the many things I have to think about!
Tired came, making my eyes heavy. Warm blanket, making my body more lulled.
>>>>>>
Nothing is done today.
Because of that resignation letter, it made me unemployed.
"If this is the case, what do you want to try? Sitting all day at home!" muttered.
Tling,, uh,,,
There's a message coming in.
I checked my phone, and it's right! Incoming message from Hakam.
"I'll pick you up?"
"No need! Today I didn't go to work, so don't pick me up" I replied to her message.
Tling, though,,
Rehearsed incoming messages.
"You sick?"
I'll reply to Hakam's message immediately.
I don't want him to think that, I don't want him to make his panic an excuse to come here.
"No! I'm okay, never mind! You don't come here!"
Let me act like that to him intentionally.
I don't know what that means, but I don't want to give her any hope.
Today I intend to look for lockers in browsing.
It's impossible to sting and pass like this.
I open my phone, I type letter by letter to search for job openings.
"If I knew finding a job this complicated, I wouldn't be that stupid!"
It felt bad, like there was no luck for me.
"Lord!!! Help me!"
In the midst of my frustration to almost scream, suddenly came a motorbike stopped right in front of my house.
I peek through the window, my God! It's Hakam!
"What do you want here?" I asked him before he even got off the bike.
"I'm worried about you, you were stressed yesterday! And now come on, don't come in!" get off the bike and sit on the terrace.
"What do you really want? We haven't seen each other in a long time? And only a few days have we met! Why do you seem to care about me?" I asked as I held my hands together at my waist.
Seeing me, instead of answering Hakam laughed. "Basic thugs," ledeknya.
"No, forget!" the answer. Looks like Hakam knows that I don't like that name.
"Don't be so fierce! You're having a problem, aren't you?" ask Hakam.
"It's none of your business!" ketusku while sitting on the terrace chair.
"If you're not going where koq is, be sure of that." It's like knowing what I'm dealing with right now.
I looked at Hakam with a suspicious look.
Something has been strange since his presence.
As a person who long ago did not meet, it shouldn't be this familiar right?
"What did you say? Do you know my problem?" my fanc. I'm still curious about him.
"Don't know anymore, even very well," he replied.
Who the hell is this?
He's Hakam, right? The guy I used to go to school with!
And since graduation we haven't even met again.
Don't let him just whip me!
"Fashionable mode! Don't you think I don't know not to tick you? I won't be hooked!" muttered.
"Every human who was born into the world has been determined by his soul mate, so no need to worry. The soul and death are God's decisive, we just pray! So that the people we love are always in his protection." Hakam spoke as if he knew my problem, making me feel even more strange.
"The theory is easy! But the practice is hard! Have you ever experienced it? Talk to me like this!" ketus.
Hakam just smiled strangely.
His look and smile seemed to have some meaning.
"You are strong, yes" he said. I don't know what that means.
I try not to think about Hakam's words.
I assume it's just a prank from her.
As I know, from the beginning he was very happy to prank me, until I fell in love with him, on a rese like him.
"You came here, didn't work?" my many.
"Today's not so much work, so get home early." I saw the clock on my phone. It's only eleven, but he said he'd come home early?
"What is true? It's only eleven o'clock! Was it so quiet until this early?" my reply.
Hakam just smiled.
You're so funny Na, if only I could be with you.
Seeing that I was busy packing my cell phone, Hakam brought his seat closer to my side.
"What are you doing?" ask Hakam.
"God! You're this!" I pushed her shoulder away. "Don't be like that!"
"Indeed why? You used to like me, right?" chirping.
"What do you mean?" I am really ashamed of him. "That was first! If now..,cih! Sory yes.., I already have a fiance that is more handsome than you!"
I intentionally said that, so that Hakam knows and is no longer like me.
"Yes I know." said Hakam flatly.
Again, the answer made me feel strange.
Especially in addition to his expression as if he would already know all my stories.
"But now your prince is leaving, right?" ask Hakam. "If I were you, why wait for him like this? Just find another guy!"
This time Hakam's words made me angry.
It's as if he's talking to me like that!
"Don't talk so much! My prince is coming! Sory ya.., I'm not the kind of girl who sticks to guys!" ketusku while I pelototti.
Hakam!!
Weird dude! He even spoke without looking at me.
His hands kept on messing with his cell phone.
You have no heart!
Tling, though,,
Hakam's phone rang.
And no matter who the message was from, Hakam suddenly became panicked and immediately said goodbye to leave.
"What's going on? He looked so panicked like that!"
I don't know what happened to Hakam this time.
Seeing her panic like that made me worry too.
Actually, Hakam is a good guy.
Remember when he was in school, he used to prank me. Piss me.
But when some days he doesn't come in, I miss his messiness.
At that moment, I felt like I was starting to like him. But that love I never showed her, I kept being fierce to her.
But now, I have Candra. "Ndra.., get well, I miss."