Love of Ordinary People
151. Secret

"Hubbys... It's so sad that the fate of Syaqina somehow he is still unlucky, I'm sad to see him with this situation. Especially if the Queen has been whining to ask her Mother, Baby Satria who does not want to sleep soundly at night, I will definitely be stressed and depressed like the current Shaka "

now Tiara is sitting on the sofa not far from the bed where Friend and his sister-in-law are lying. Mahesh took a deep breath and then breathed out a rough sign that he was also in a state of near despair.

Especially for him Syaqina still has a special space in his heart even though he is now happy with Tiara and also their only daughter Maira who is now three years old. But all that does not necessarily melt the feelings that once existed against Syaqina.

" don't know.. To be sure I also feel sad to see him feel pain thinking about him, Syaqina from childhood has suffered a lot after marrying Shaka I think he will no longer experience suffering but it is not so"

" I know very well how he struggled to stay in college he was willing to work part-time since he was Junior High and after getting married to Shaka he no longer had financial problems but somehow the exam was just that change the "

" Shaqina the good man God will surely give the best of this test just to raise his degree "

Tiara and Mahesha continued to take turns looking at the calm face before they finally decided to rest lying on the bed next to Syaqina because the VVIP room so there were two beds one for the family who waiting for patients

" it's night we should also rest you sleep first we'll change to keep Syaqina "

Mahesa said as she grabbed his wife's hand and led her to her feet and moved to the bed not far from the Syaqina Bed

" yes, I slept first.. "

Tiara climbed into the bed and pulled the blanket while Mahesha sat down next to Syaqina to look after him, who knows when he will wake up from his coma.

I could even just stare silently at the sight of a beautiful face that used to always be shaded full of calm when looking at her father's face, even when I was having trouble for a while I was able to calm down when I saw his face and his genuine smile. Yep.. The truth is that right now she and I are sisters-in-law, more precisely, she is my sister-in-law. But the fact that it can not just erase the love that is in my heart, it may be true that first love will be difficult to forget then I strongly agree because I myself experienced it, Syaqina is the little girl that I used to protect when she was in the bully of friends - her theme I was always there when she was in need of help even I was willing not to date and relate to any girl even when I was overseas until I graduated college and returned to this town. I kept my feelings in order for many years I held great hopes in my little girl and I was determined to express my feelings when I returned to this Country but the fact is that my girl is no longer living in the house that I used to stop by when I drove her home from school. Until I found out my girl was actually living in my parents' house and the reality was so painful that I had to accept she had become my sister's wife.

Devastated, disappointed, hurt to see that reality but I have to accept it. Although it is difficult I have to be able to accept the reality even I was almost at zero until I finally found a simple girl figure not much different from my girl. slowly but surely I opened my heart to the girl named Tiara until finally I married her even though at that time I did not have love yet but I still tried to cultivate the feeling of love was still a very good girl and he's a friend of Syaqina's too.

I also lived my household as I should although we had to be tested with various problems in the end we were able to get through. My happiness seemed perfect after our daughter was born into the world after having to wait for three years.

But my heart broke again when the woman I loved more precisely the girl in my past suffered again when going to give birth to the fruits of her love with my sister her life was almost beyond help when she had to undergo surgery and experience severe bleeding. Whether this is God's destiny or just happens to be an empty Shaqina blood stock in this hospital and also in various blood banks does not exist. Panic had hit our entire family and even Papa had deployed his men to find blood donors. How happy I was that my blood type matched it so I willingly even if I had to take all my blood I like it, so I told the doctors who handled it as long as they were willing to keep my identity a secret.

I just don't want anyone else to know because I really sincerely gave my blood to the woman who has a special space in my heart all this time. Although actually if Shaka and my family know it's not a problem, I just don't want to share my happiness with anyone else. Let my blood and his blood be mixed into one at least that's enough for me but that's the truth.

My happiness seemed free when I found out that Syaqina was in a coma.

Jederrrrr

My heart broke again and even almost destroyed to accept that fact, it turns out my blood has not been able to save the soul of my special woman. I may be a jerk even a jerk for presumptuously keeping that feeling to my sister-in-law but I was selfish I knew her earlier than my sister Shaka even though I knew she married her. I don't know the story behind her and my sister's marriage but I still have a legowo soul that somehow I have to let her belong to my sister because I know Syaqina also loves Shaka.

I also say it as long as they are happy and I will also be happy with my little family even though somehow until when this feeling will be stored neatly in one corner of my heart, I don't know when or even forever. For sure at the moment I can only enjoy that feeling even though it might just be one-sided.