Love of Ordinary People
05. loss

Shaka was astonished that tears also decomposed to witness this heartbreaking scene, his heart churned to curse himself because of his actions to kill Mr. Damiri's life even though accidentally. the impression of masculine and tough it collapsed as his guilt was prostrate on a figure that had been stretched lifeless, grabbed by the cold hand and he said

"i Shaka Hebrew Darmawan Mahantara promised to take care of and protect Shaqina Azahra in your place"

nearly 30 minutes later, Syaqina fainted, and it was too much for her to lose the only family she had. while all the administrative costs to the cost and the process of eating has been prepared by the family man Darmawan just waiting for Syaqina siuman only then the body of Mr. Damiri is ready to be brought home.

The tiny body still lay weak eyes that paled Shaka continued to look at the face of the poor girl, slowly she pulled the long hair on her back that covered her cheeks slowly stroked her headscarf deliberately opened by a nurse when she fell unconscious earlier to stretch her blood circulation so smoothly.

it hurts so much your life's destiny

the stone spoke, Shaka was as if drifting in deep sorrow until his eyes let out a grain of crystal grains without him realizing it fell on Syaqina's cheeks, before long his eyes opened slowly

Syaqina is still trying to remember the last incident that he experienced before his consciousness was lost after his memory returned he immediately woke up and wanted to run immediately, Shaka who witnessed Syaqina's reaction instantly prevented her and pulled her in his arms.

"you must be calm first .You must be steadfast in your father's departure"

he said as he continued to hug Syaqina

"i want to see you, you're definitely alive and well"

Syaqina continued to rebel but was also unable to beat Shaka's embrace

"you calm down, I will accompany you through this, now calm your heart we must take your Father home, if you really love your Father then you will not behave like this."

slowly Syaqina began to be able to accept this situation, even though her heart was sad, disappointed she was no longer as hysterical as before.

after Syaqina was calm enough, he went home to bring his father's body home despite the ceaseless crying of the departure of the Father. On the way home Syaqina always faithful to be beside the body of his father until he reached the burial ground Syaqina still hugged tightly to the coffin of the Father.

The mounds of red earth have now been studded with flowers the mourners have started to leave the body of the old man, until the remains of one Syaqina and Shaka are a little far away from the position of the current Syaqina. Shaka's guilt grew even more when he saw the girl endlessly crying his father's departure.His chest was more and more claustrophobic bear this mistake, for him he was nothing more than a ba******n br*******k who does not dare to admit his mistakes and just hide behind a mask of lies.

"It's noon let's go home, tomorrow you can come again, you have to rest think about your health condition, I'm sure your father will not like it if you continue like this"

persuaded Shaka but did not get an answer from Syaqina but Shaka remained not desperate.

"please don't keep going like this, try to think that if you are like this your father will definitely be sad.you must rise up you must continue your life"

upon hearing the girl's father's words, she reacted immediately and turned to Shaka for a moment, then Shaka approached and pulled his hand to help her stand up and slowly retreated and left her father's meal saying goodbye.

"yeahh...Syaqina came home first tomorrow shaqi came again to see Dad" he said with tears

both of them walked away from the cemetery and Shaka's car was parked out there complete with a driver.The driver looked out and opened the door to let his master in followed later by Syaqina.

Throughout the journey only silence that felt no sound other than the sound of the vehicle engine. Syaqina continued to look out the car window watching the scenery out there with a blank look.The car stopped in front of a simple house painted minimalist.

"thank you for being so kind to us, for all the expenses you have incurred I will definitely replace it as soon as possible"

he said when he wanted to get off the luxury car

"you don't have to think about it now, if I may go down there's something I should talk to you about"

Syaqina replied with a nod of the head as a gesture of giving permission.

before long both of them went down and walked towards the terrace of the quiet house, because it was previously only inhabited by two people, namely Syakina and Pak Damiri

"from yesterday you haven't eaten, you have to eat I've asked my driver to buy me a meal soon come we eat together "

"i'm not hungry"

syaqina replied lazily he was still sitting on the living room sofa

shaka answered, pleading

Syaqina realizes that since last night the man has always been with her, and will be even more guilty if he remains in his stance rejecting Shaka's good intentions to eat

actually he was also from last night nemenin me, if he reaches my hunger dhonk who will be blamed

whispers in the heart.

soon after, Shaka's driver came with two boxes of food and handed them to his master.

Shaka immediately opened it and put it in front of Syaqina, although reluctantly they finally enjoyed the lunch.

not as usual the day is still at 13:00 cloudy already trailing the sky with thick occasional thunder booming wind was blowing the sign of the day will rain.

suddenly a flash of lightning flashed to produce a thunderous sound as soon as Syaqina cried hysterically covering her ears with a cry in fear, seeing the state of Syaqina like that Shaka reflexively immediately embraced and won her.

"dad.ayah knows Syaqina was most afraid of the sound of lightning like this, why I could live in Syaqqi,"

her crying broke again

Syaqina did have a trauma to thunderstorms like this he hated lightning and rain because he used to be left behind by his mother and sister when the weather was like this, he was left alone and locked in the house.

"you don't have to fear that I'm here"

shaka's voice while hugging and drowning the girl's frightened face in her chest

the rain fell for a very long time even though the sound of lightning and thunder no longer existed but the face of fear was clearly not gone from him

"you must say I'm better for fear of rain and lightning "

syaqina said

"everyone has their own story and reasons for their problems including their fear of something"

answer Shaka firmly

"when I was five years old my mother left me with my sister locked in this house alone in the rain of lightning, I came home at almost midnight, and from then on I hated rain and lightning because I thought it was rain and lightning that took them away from me"

Shaka was still astonished by what Syaqina told him, how a mother could leave her child and lock him in the house alone in the rain and lightning.

"and today rain and lightning have also taken my father away"

continue again with sobbing

it wasn't rain and lightning that took your father away but I, I, that caused your father to leave Syaqina

the guilt Shaka again attacks his mind.the more he sees the reality about Syaqina whose life has been full of poignant stories the more he is afraid to admit his mistakes.

from now on you no longer need to fear rain and lightning because I will try to incline you and accompany you.

the battery continues to rage until it makes him confused to be honest and admit if the cause of the accident that befell his father is himself.

without feeling the afternoon has changed and the afternoon has picked up the night. Syaqina had fallen asleep on the living room sofa as well as Shaka. seeing the tired face of both Bayu Shaka driver did not have the heart to wake his young master until he decided to take care of the two by sleeping on the floor with carpet.

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