Love of Ordinary People
19. between sad and sorry

The sound of the dawn sign adhan had come to disturb Syaqina who was asleep hugging each other a pair of snapping neutrals adjust to the light of the lamp that was just dim. Syaqina intended to move down from the bed but Shaka still wrapped his hands on his stomach to resuscitate him in unusual circumstances. Syaqina only realized that she was now in a state of innocence only wrapped in a blanket.

"huh...so..all night we..?"

Syaqina who realized she was no longer intact defense had collapsed due to the rain last night, without realizing the tears flowed just like that no matter what she felt at this time could it be regret, it was regret, given that it just happened when both of them have no love. Syaqina grew sobbing until she woke up Shaka who was still asleep.

"are you crying ?"

Syaqina still continued to sob regardless of Shaka's question, his body inched down the bed and ran towards the bathroom with a blanket winding, although there was a sense of pain and pain in the area he did not care. While Shaka seemed so guilty that he could only resign for more than 30 minutes, Syaqina was in the bathroom but not out.

🌸inside bathroom 🌸

"foolish indeed you are foolish Syaqina.You easily remove the crown, when you do not know it fully, when you are not yet the owner of his heart."

Syaqina continued to curse her mistake while continuing to flutter her entire body under the shower. Actually, he knew that what they did was not sin and error but he was just not willing to let go of what he had been taking care of when there was no love between the two. although sooner or later it will still do this is all just a matter of time. after almost 1 hour Syaqina did his bathing activity he also came out of the bathroom after first changing his clothes on the walk in closed even though his body looks fresh but looks pale let alone his lips, especially his lips, there are no more pink lips that are left only pale bluish maybe because it is too long in the shower.

Shaka who saw Syaqina in such a sad state was powerless to hold back his guilt, he continued to regret his actions last night, he really could not help it, he really could not help it, whereas all this time he was always surrounded by sexy women in skimpy clothes with seductive behavior, but he was not at all interested and could always suppress it, even to*** bi*** he has never been more than a mere kisser. But very different from Syaqina she is an innocent woman dressed always covered and polite, even though a few nights ago they had slept in his arms, but there was nothing else but just hugging him when the lightning rain Syaqina was frightened. Somehow the night fell when the two of them couldn't resist the turmoil and even wanted to.

slowly Shaka approached Syaqina who looked uninspired and even tended to be moody, there was a feeling of awkwardness and fear to touch her, reassuring her that what happened was not a mistake because they had been Sah as husband and wife.

"forgive me "

the word escaped just like that while hugging him from behind

"it's okay it's your right, it's just a matter of time, now or later you're entitled to it. I know it's my duty to serve you".

he answered flatly, standing still in Shaka's arms even though he did not refuse to respond to the embrace, only his tears could not prevent him from going down.

"seeing you like this makes me feel guilty, and I feel so selfish"

"It's not your fault, I'm also wrong not to control it, I'm fine, is not now or later if we can not maintain this marriage my status will remain the same that is ja***"

Shaka turned Syaqina upside down until the two stopped each other from staring at Syaqina's brown bead deeply

"are you sorry you did it with me?"

Syaqina shook her head slowly

"i don't regret it, it's just that I feel.."

his sentence was cut off so he could not continue, Shaka knew the feeling of Syaqina at this time, drowned the face in such a tight embrace, there was a sense of calm there.

"you don't have to worry we'll start by learning to love each other, and about our marriage, we'll have the right to continue or stop

" are you sure ?"

"we'll try it together"

"Thank you, I've been troubling you a lot"

this morning's mellow drama was resolved peacefully. Shaka had also prepared to go to his office after 2 days he only monitored his work from home because of the incident of seafood yesterday.

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after one week papa Andi and Mama Vina also returned from Surabaya, after traveling by commercial plane for 1 hour they also arrived at the airport of the city of origin, Indonesia, there is already a Darmawan Mahantara family driver who has a stand bay to pick up the master and the big lady.

"pah..how are our youngest children and daughter-in-law? are they close, or maybe they're in love?"

"mom, whatever it is we must not interfere too much in the affairs of our children Mah, they are adults they know the best for their relationship"

"yes mama knows that, but the problem is that their relationship is not like in general Pah, mama is afraid that one day all the secrets of Shaka will be discovered by Syaqina for sure it will be a big problem reward"

mama Vina is honestly very worried about the path of the decision that her youngest son has taken to start a relationship by covering up lies.

"Mah. think positive papa sure they can deal with it, even if later happens papa sure our daughter-in-law can accept it because according to papa she is a good woman, and obedient"

"hopefully so rewarding, honestly mama has been very suitable with our daughter-in-law mama is sure she is the right woman for the youngest"

they continued to discuss Syaqina and Shaka during the journey from the airport to their residence.

not how long their chat stopped because the phone mama Vina reads a sign of a call coming in, and it is true that the name of the contact brother Esha

"assalamualaikum.my beautiful mama.

"waalaikumsalam salam. unfortunately the handsome mama "

"tumben at this hour call mama, does not love the time "

"mama, that's what "

"there's nothing more important to you than a job baby"

"mama.. oh yes mama how are you?"

"good darling"

"so Mama was the one who asked, papa did not " (suddenly Papa let out his voice next to my ears)

"yes, papa, how are you ? ****gealous*****nih parent's valid "

"we're all good, baby, we're still on our way back from Surabaya"

"thank you then"

"Esha dear.. don't you miss us all ?already one year you have not come home, son, even last year you only went home for 2 days"

"Esha misses mah but the job here can't be left out yet."

"honey.you'll have an assistant to trust people if you can't just stay to meet your parents for a while"

"yes but I'm sorry I haven't been able to for a while"

the telphon connection just disconnected, maybe a network problem.

Mama Vina's mood suddenly turned a little mellow after getting a call from her son who was in Australia.