Love of Ordinary People
54. Deteriorated
The time continues to pass even days have come to change after five months since the departure of Syaqina from home, but Shaka and his family continue to try to track the whereabouts of Syaqina even though they have not found a bright spot. Although sometimes Shaka feels tired and desperate because all his efforts at this time have not produced results at all. but every time he remembered Syaqina's face and remembered the remark of Doctor Candra that when Syaqina was pregnant made him excited again to do his business.
I don't know what it's called, your love or your guilt?, it is not excessive if it is called love because in fact Shaka has started to have a sense of it since the same time they agreed to undergo marriage and tried to accept it even though Shaka himself had not realized it, and now since the departure of Syaqina as if half of his soul also disappeared.
Shaka no longer cares about women's affairs even if he is seduced by an angel even though he will not be tempted, his soul has now died of torpor, his passion has dimmed even though it is not extinguished. (AUTHOR too much yes gays...😏)
Syaqina is indeed only an ordinary woman but in reality she is very extraordinary even the Darmawan Mahantara family can trace her current existence, Shaka ruffled his hair it felt really frustrating at this time not knowing where else to look for it.
Shakka #POV
Baby... Where are you? where else should I look for you ? how did you guys live out there?
I was really desperate, I really underestimated you I thought after marrying you, tying you up by making you my wife all the trouble would be over, I thought you wouldn't be this decade, I thought you wouldn't be, do you hate me that much? is my mistake no longer forgivable? I am indeed too selfish, too stupid to prefer to be a loser and cultivate that lie I am indeed a coward!!.
Shaka is indeed a man who is gallant, his body is high athletic jaw line hard muscle is so sturdy, so sturdy, but he is still an ordinary man who has tears for some number of times he has cried like this since the abandonment of the woman named Syaqina, a girl from ordinary people who are simple, simple, what he married because it started from his mistakes and carelessness, but no less than two months he could conquer so that he could accept his existence, even they could already fall in love and love each other, he said, but due to his mistake his inability to be honest and assuage his ego to admit his mistake ended up destroying the happiness he had only felt for a while.
Now that you are still the winner you can play hide and seek with me but I am sure I will definitely be able to find you baby, I just have to be more patient again, I am sure, at least with your loss now I can learn many things that not always power and big names can solve everything, that wealth and luxury can not bind the meaning of honesty, honesty, and good name can not always solve everything, I admit you are indeed great my wife you are indeed not weakened that I imagine it turns out you are able to make the name DarmawanMahantara lost absolutely can not find your existence.
Shaka was tired of mourning his fate at this time he fell asleep curled up in a chair on the balcony even though the night air felt piercing and raining down to the bone marrow.
#****POV****OFF
...We never thought when...
...although in a very strange way...
...sometimes without reason...
...often even realized when he almost faded...
...Love is sometimes a complicated thing...
...while being a lie, a wound, and also happy...
but it is not uncommon to be disappointed
babang Shaka is hindu😮