
Meatballs were over, Syaqina and Riyan continued to sit and talk while looking at the sky decorated with stars. (the name is also the hill of Bintang ya Thor is definitely there we can see many stars scattered, another matter if the hill of Love what may be a lot of love scattered also ya🤔 😀)
" Yes.sorry yes if I'm too concerned with your marriage problems, I don't have the slightest bad intention "
" yes Yan. The time is also you must know the truth, so as not to arise prejudice "
Syaqina also tells everything from the beginning of meeting with Shaka people to be her husband even though it does not mention in detail the identity of her husband and family because it is the privacy of the family, but he told all his stories with the truth until in the end he decided to go and choose to live in a simple Kosan, and he found out if he was pregnant when he lived in Kosan.
Riyan listened and became a good listener, without the intention of cutting first,
" So that's the story"
"do I think I'm selfish, do you think I'm Yan's ungodly wife ?"
Riyan breathed a rough breath, and momentarily looked at Syaqina's downcast face once in a while her eyes seemed closed
" i understand you must be angry, disappointed with it is human and if it happens to me I will take the same attitude, but back again everything that happens in this life is all due to God's scenario feelings of anger, hate, disappointment is normal, human, but our logic must also compensate "
Riyan paused his words once in a while glancing at Syaqina who was busy calming her heart that was back in turmoil because by telling everything was the same as opening old wounds that had begun to dry.
"if you want to cry just do not be held back at least my chest will not be crowded anymore, do not need to be detained do not be ashamed of the woman is indeed her mainstay shield yes tears"
hearing the circus speech of Riyan Syaqina more shaken his body means he was crying great, distilled several sheets of tissue by Riyan because he knows at this time the object he needs the most
The atmosphere became silent for a few moments occasionally the sound of sobbing from the cries of Syaqina Riyan was very familiar with the current situation, so he chose to be a good friend for Syaqina to finish her grief, she said, after being satisfied to cry, the beautiful eyes have now turned red and swollen because almost 30 minutes he cried, no longer heard the sound of sobbing that means Syaqina has completed her desire.
" was he crying ? now drink first let's eat or maybe you want to order another meal ?"
Syaqina just glanced at Riyan actually he was hiding his shame, because Syaqina was among those who did not like to show his sadness let alone his tears in front of others.
" i know you're ashamed, there's nothing wrong with tears, a strong woman doesn't mean she never cries, a tough woman doesn't mean she's never fragile, I'll never mock you for crying because we're not the ones we used to be White-gray, we're now grown-ups "
hearing what Riyan Syaqina said was calm and a small smile, it turns out that Riyan who used to look like a bad boy during the School era has now metamorphosed into a mature man and mature in thinking even though he was only 24 years old
" Thank you Yan, you've been a good listening friend to me"
"Yes the same - the most important thing now is that I don't want to see you grieve and bear all your own problems, remember that there is another life in your body that is growing, he deserves more happiness than sadness, I promise I'll always be a friend when you need anything, including a shoulder to lean on"
" you're a fucking asshole"
" let me be the one who sucks who knows someday I'll be the one you always miss "
" She.....!! huh base gombal crumblings, how dare just gombalin mom -emak bunting"
Riyan chuckled at Syaqina's reaction to hearing the face of her perfunctory fashion
"Huh...you mean especially ? basic yes you are "
"yes, my front neighbor is a girl named Indah too"
" ishh.. Not funny to know "
" it's not funny but it can keep you entertained, right ?"
"Yes.. Yes I admit you are the king of zombies even though your shot is just a change "
"hemm.. fortunately beautiful, try if I have not sackin deh "
" yes we have come home yuk. it's been a kasian night you must be very tired"
The two people of different sexes also moved from their seats after Riyan first paid to the cashier table.followed Syaqina who walked also to the exit, and, after arriving at the parking lot, Riyan opened the car door and let Syaqina in and sat down for a while, they also continued their journey to Kosan Syaqina.
From a long time since the arrival of Syaqina and Riyan in this place without them knowing there is a pair of eyes that continue to pay attention to their closeness and even photograph some moments that if at first glance can cause misunderstanding
the atmosphere in the car also looked quiet, Syaqinaa seemed fun to enjoy the view of the road at night from the car window, the window, Riyan who seemed to focus with his tails occasionally glanced at the woman sitting in the seat next to him
" so what are your plans going forward ? will you make the same decision as this one, considering that soon your baby will be born, you are sure to go through it all without him?"
Riyan who still felt that he had not received a satisfactory answer again asked about Syaqina's decision to return to her husband at this time.
"honestly Yan sometimes I still doubt if I can get through all that later, but back again if you remember what he has done is very outrageous for 2 months we went through the household while we were still learning to accept each other's existence, each other, maybe we're just learning to start loving, but in the end the dishonesty destroys it all, I feel like I'm the dumbest human being who easily trusts all the goodness of someone I've never known before, even so easily I accepted the marriage and tried to be a good wife because I thought of her as my helper angel never knew she was my father's angel of death"
" has.. Syaqina jagan again you remember that, I do not want your mood to be bad, I know you still need time to relieve your anger and disappointment is only a matter of time, I will not talk about this anymore ok.. "
Riyan again calms Syaqina who begins to carry over to her feelings that make her mood deteriorate and will trigger stress.
The atmosphere was silent again, without feeling that the car driven by Riyan had arrived in front of the Kosan Syaqina gate, after stopping his car Syaqina also opened the car door itself without waiting for Riyan to open
" Thank you Yan, for today , it's been the night I came down yes, you also have to rest"
" emh. sama - sama Sya, I just want you happy that's all, good night ya Have nice dream "
" okay.lati - hearts are on the way"
" you go in first, I'll go back "
he cried with a sweet smile, Syaqinaa also came down and closed the door of Riyan's car and walked in after first opening the white-painted gate, until the body disappeared, Riyan just restarted his car engine and re-applied his car to his house which was only a few blocks from Kosan.
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