Love of the Man Arogan
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Minal Aidzin wal faidzin for all. Sorry to be born and to be.

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Chapter 1

I'm tired, I want to give up.

"Mas, today's my content control schedule. Can you check me out" I said to my husband as we ate breakfast. There was a bit of fear and shame when I revealed my wish to Ghani who was none other than my husband. 

How not, my husband who works as an obstetrician does not love me at all, may not even think I exist. We got married because we had to. My husband's late wife forced us to marry before death came to greet him.

Mas Gani put a spoon that is in his hold. As usual, he looked at me with a flat look. 

"My patient is full. You can check in at another hospital" my husband replied indifferently and returned to his mouthful of food.

Hearing my husband's answer. My eyes condense. The answer is always the same every time I express my desire. I shouldn't have to be hurt by the answer anymore because I know, surely he will answer the same thing. But, still, the pain is inevitable. 

After hearing his reply, I looked down no longer daring to look at him. My pride seemed to be lost from hearing the answer. Was I or my future son wrong if he wanted my husband Gani mas who accompanied us? I'm tired, God, I want to give up.

As usual, she got up from her seat and stepped away to work without saying a single word to me affirming that I was indeed an unregarded wife.

After Mas Gani left, the crying that I had been holding back finally broke. I decided to go to my room without finishing my breakfast.

I stared at the din-ding where the photograph of the late mba Rahma was still on display in our din-ding room, the room that used to be my husband's room and the room of the late mba Rahma.

My memories came back when I met the late mba Rahma for the first time. 

Flashbacks. 

My breath was puffing as I stopped running. 

 I just arrived from the village. My intention is to go to the city because I want to get to my friend who offers me a job. 

However, darling. When I'm going to stop the haul, I'm pickpocketed. My bag was carried by the copet. Me and some people are trying to catch up with the copet. But unfortunately, the pickpocket is gone we did not manage to chase it.

I was sitting in the terminal. My stomach is hungry, all the money, my cell phone and my friend's address are in the bag that was in the pickpocket. 

I could only cry lamenting what was happening. I was confused what to do, wanted to go back to the village I did not hold any money at all. 

When I fell down and cried. Someone patted my shoulder from behind. 

I also looked back. 

"You all right, brother?" ask the woman who patted me on the shoulder. That woman is so beautiful. He smiled at me. 

"I-I'm fine, Mba," I answered lying. 

"I'm Rahma." The beautiful woman smiled as she extended her hand to me. 

I got up from my seat and returned his hand. 

"I am Mahira" I replied.

"You're looking for a job, Mahira?" ask when we shake hands. 

I also hesitated.

"You want to be my son's nanny?" ask again. 

"Mom, does Mba believe me. I lost my identity card. I have no guarantee whatsoever to give ..." My words were interrupted when Mba Rahma gently rubbed my shoulders. 

"I believe you" replied Rahma.

"Then come with me, let's go back to my house" said Rahma as she pulled my hand. I feel like I've seen Mba Rahma, trying to remember her, but, still, I don't remember.

After arriving at Rahma's house. Mba Rahma introduced me to her husband and to her daughter Dita.

Dita is very beautiful, she has just turned 5 years old.  I don't feel like I've been working one year as Dita's nanny, everything was normal at first. I really enjoyed my role as a nanny. Moreover, Dita is a sweet and obedient child. I also started to love him.

While I was feeding Dita, the house phone rang. How surprised I was when I got a call from the hospital that said that Mba Rahma was being treated.

Everyone gathers at the hospital. I was wondering why I had to go to the hospital while Dita was entrusted to Art at home. 

When I was struggling with my own thoughts. The nurse called my name and Gani's. 

"Darling, why don't you be honest with Mas. Why do you hide and bear all this by yourself" said Mas Gani while holding Rahma's hand. 

Mba Rahma was crying. Mba Rahma suffers from leukemia and keeps it a secret from everyone. 

"Mas!" call mba Rahma. 

"Yes, honey."

"Can I ask you something, Mom?" ask mba Rahma expectantly. 

"Say, Honey. I will grant your wish." 

"Promise?"

Gani smiled and nodded. 

"Please marry Mahira."

Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight. I was very surprised by Rahma's request. How could he ask me to be his honey. No, I don't want to. In my heart I was determined to reject his wish. 

"Darling, what do you mean. Nah! Until whenever I won't marry her" replied Mas Gani. Suddenly Gani looks at me a little cynical. Maybe he thought I was happy with Rahma's offer. 

Weeks ago. 

For aweek. Gani did not greet me at all. He who used to ask about what Dita did to me suddenly threw away his face if he met me at home or when I accompanied Mba Rahma in the hospital. 

And after a week passed, Mba Rahma called us back. I will prepare an answer for Mba Rahma who wants me to marry Gani mas. Of course I'll answer, No! I don't want to marry Gani.

However, I was surprised when I saw the condition mba Rahma who ....

Chapter 2

Outside of my power

When I entered the room mba Rahma, I was surprised by the condition mba Rahma. 

Mba Rahma's body was attached to medical devices. Apparently Mba Rahma's condition is getting worse.

"Mahira, come!" the mother of Mba Rahma named bu Hilda. 

I hesitantly approached Rahma. I glanced at Mas Gani. However, Gani again looked at me cynically to the point that I hurriedly turned my gaze to another direction. 

"Mahira!" call mba Rahma while limited. 

"Yes, Mba. I'm here" I replied, holding Rahma's hand. My tears fell instantly when I saw Mahira's condition, it was clear he was holding back pain.

"Mas!" call mba Rahma to mas Gani.

Mas Gani is approaching. "Yes, baby."

"Mas, please fulfill my wish. Marry Mahira! For Dita and consider this to be my last wish" said Rahma.

Hearing Rahma's words, I removed my grip from Rahma's hand.

"Sorry, Mba. I can't. I can't marry ..." My words were cut off when Ms. Hilda touched my shoulder gently. 

Ms. Hilda's eyes glazed over, I could see clearly she looked at me with a pleading gaze. 

"Alright, Honey. If that's what you want, I'll marry Mahira" said Mas Gani. I turned my eyes to hear Gani's words, why he made the decision at will. 

Mba Rahma smiled. "Marry me, today too, Mommy!" mba Rahma's. 

Mba Rahma knows I'm an orphan, so Gani's enough to bring me a judge. 

"But, Mba ..." My words stopped as Gani stared intently at me. As soon as my tongue was twisted, I immediately lowered my head no longer daring to refute. 

After Mas Gani prepared everything, in the afternoon we got married in front of Mba Rahma. With one breath, I became Gani's wife. 

Everyone in the room was crying as we did the kabul ijab. Including mas Gani. He cried while looking at Rahma, from the way Gani looked at Rahma, I could see that Gani loved Rahma very much.

An hour after we did the ijab qobul, Mba Rahma who was holding the hand of Gani suddenly closed her eyes, the grip of her hand was released and made Gani panicked. 

Bu Hilda quickly called a doctor to check on Rahma and after the Doctor examined Rahma, Rahma was declared dead.

Our cries broke when we found out that Rahma had gone home. Mas Gani continued to hug Rahma's body lying in a gurney. 

After Rahma's death, Mas Gani became a very cold and untouchable figure. He even ignored Dita's daughter, mas Gani never even went to the hospital again he just locked himself in the room. 

Two months after Rahma's death, Mas Gani came home drunk, I who was making milk for Dita in the kitchen was shocked when suddenly Mas Gani pulled my hand violently, and I was making milk for Dita in the kitchen, he dragged me to my room, and that night, Gani asked for his right to be rude and under the influence of alcohol. 

I could only give up when he did, he didn't even care about me crying out for him to stop him. 

The next day Gani acted as if nothing had happened, he remained flat and indifferent.

One month later, I ventured to buy a tespack, although I was only 3 days late, I ventured to buy a tespack and sure enough I was pregnant. 

I'm happy, very happy. I think Gani's mas will change because I'm pregnant with her child. But I was wrong, he reacted flatly, he just asked me to move into his room because all this time I always slept in Dita's room.

Flashback off

And now that my womb is 5 months old and I feel quite tired of facing the cold attitude of Gani, may I give up, O God. 

Someone went into my room to break my daydream. 

"Mother!" Call Dita, she walked up to me with a glass of pregnant milk that I had brewed but I forgot to drink. I'm grateful to have a stepchild as good and sweet as Dita she can be my encouragement and I love her too. 

"Thank you, baby," I said, taking the glass that I was holding. 

"Mother, can I come check on the baby's bedside at the hospital?" Ask dita. 

"You wanna come, honey?" 

Dita also nodded enthusiastically. 

"But, Mommy's not going to the hospital where daddy practices darling."

Hearing my words, Dita looked gloomy. I know, Dita wanted to come with me because she wanted to see her father.

Although the attitude of Gani mas already as before on Dita, but still there is something different from his attitude when there was still the late Rahma and it makes Dita feel lost also the figure of his father. 

He's your son. Can you pay more attention to it. I sat in my heart when I saw Dita bowed. 

Chapter 3

Why do you have to, Mas?

I know, Dita's still disappointed. Indeed, ever since I contained the attitude of Gani mas on dita was back to the way it was, but even so, even so,  there is still a difference in Gani's attitude to Dita when there is mba Rahma and when mba Rahma is gone. 

Want me to reprimand Gani mas and ask Gani mas to pay more attention to Dita. Baby, I don't have the courage to say it. 

"We, what if after checking the dede our baby went to the park to buy ice cream," I told Dita who was still down. 

Hearing my words, Dita immediately raised her head. 

"Can I eat Mother's ice cream?" tanyakanya. The little girl who will be 6 years old next month looks sting when she hears the word ice cream.

During this time, the late Mba Rahma and mas Gani closely monitor all the food that enters the body Dita. Mas Gani and Mba Rahma forbid Dita eat carelessly and include prohibiting eating ice cream, candy, chocolate and others. 

That's why Dita was so excited when I invited her to eat ice cream.

"But just this one time is okay you eat ice cream" I said. 

Dita also smiled and nodded.

During the day, I and Dita were getting ready to go to the hospital. Because this time I took Dita, I also ordered a taxi online.

30 Minutes later, we arrived at the hospital hoping Mother. 

I immediately walked towards the registration, while Dita sat in the waiting chair behind me.

"Sorry, Sus. Has Sarah's doctor come?" ask the nurse who is sitting at the registration table. 

"Doctor Sarah's not practicing here, ma'am. She was replaced by doctor Gani," replied the nurse. 

Deg.

My heart raced faster when the nurse mentioned Doctor Gani. I shook my head faintly, there was no way that the doctor Gani the nurse mentioned was my husband Mas Gani.

But, because I was curious I also decided on the nurse about Doctor Gani.

"Sorry, Sus. Does Sister know which doctor Sarah went to which hospital?" tanyaku. Of course I can't ask Dr. Gani openly.

"Doctor Sarah's moved out of the country with her husband, Mom. But I'm calm, doctor Gani is as good as doctor Sarah" replied the nurse with a smile.

"Oh so, new doctor Gani, huh, Sus practice in this hospital ?" maybe it's senatural.

"Yes, Mom. In addition to the practice at this hospital, Gani's doctor also practices at Mitra Keluarga hospital."

Deg.

Hearing the nurse mention the name of the Mitra family hospital, I was fixated.

So right, doctor Gani is my husband Gani mas. No, I can't check it out here I have to find another hospital.

When I turned around to take Dita away and look for another hospital, Dita who was sitting straight up from her seat. When I wanted to get to Dita, Dita screamed.

"Dad!" dita shouted when she saw Mas Gani who seemed to have just performed surgery. 

When it was in front of Gani mas, Dita immediately hugged the knee of Gani mas, it is clear that Dita misses her father.

Mas Gani's forehead shriveled when he saw his daughter in the hospital. Mas Gani also spread his eyes here and there.

When Mas Gani saw me, he immediately stared intently at me. 

 I who was stared at like that directly approached Dita and Gani mas.

"Darling, I'm in practice. We'll wait there, yeah." I pointed at the waiting chair and tried to persuade Dita to let Dita release her embrace from the legs of Gani mas

Dita looked up at Mas Gani. There was no smile or speech when Dita looked at him. Dita who saw her father's flat expression immediately released her embrace from Gani's legs. Without saying a word, Dita walked over and sat down on the chair I pointed at earlier. 

I think Gani will be sensitive when he sees the reaction of his daughter who must be disappointed in him. But I was wrong, mas Gani instead entered his room without persuading or approaching Dita.

Some people who seemed to be waiting in line, were seen paying attention to the interaction between me, Dita and Gani mas.

When I feel ashamed, we are like people who are not considered by Gani. 

Mas, you have broken the spirit and confidence of your own daughter. Why do you have to, Mas?

I walked over to Dita and sat next to her.

"Aita!" call me lirih.

Dita lifted her head and looked at me.

"Let's go, honey," I told Dita.

Chapter 4

Gani Emotions

Pov Author.

Pov Author.

"But, mother, right, haven't been checked by father?" He asked innocently as Mahira took him away.

Mahira smiled as she stroked her stepson's hair. 

"Here too many patients are waiting in line to be examined father, if we wait, maybe it will be finished in the afternoon and and we will not have time to eat ice cream in the park, he said, so what if we check the baby's dede at the clinic near the park," Mahira replied. He remembered there was a clinic near the park. Because it was impossible to go to another hospital, Mahira decided to check the contents to the clinic near the park only.

Hearing the word ice cream, Dita was excited again. "Come, Bun. We're there." With enthusiasm Dita rose from her seat followed by Mahira who also rose from her seat. 

They joined hands and got out of the hospital. 

°°°

And now, Mahira and Dita are sitting in the garden chair, they are waiting for the ice cream Dita order to arrive. Before going to the park, Mahira first stops by the clinic and checks the contents. 

How happy Mahira when the doctor said that the gender of the prospective child is a man. If only Gani considered Mahira and his future children, of course, Mahira's happiness increased. Ah, even just imagining it Mahira did not dare.

After a long time they sit in the park while enjoying ice cream, Mahira decided to take Dita home. 

"Mother, before I go home, can I order another cup?"pinta Dita with a face.

Not having the heart to forbid it, Mahira also allowed it. "Just this time, okay."

Dita smiled and nodded. They ordered a cup of ice cream.

When it was finished, Mahira and Dita were standing near the exit of the park. Now, they are waiting for an online taxi ordered by Mahira.

Before Mahira's online taxi arrived, a car stopped not far from them standing and it turned out to be Gani's car.

Gani gets out of his car and approaches Dita and Mahira. Apparently, when Gani was going home, he saw his son and wife. He decided to bring them home together. 

When it approached, Gani suddenly felt emotion when he saw his daughter holding a cup containing ice cream.

"Why did you give my daughter ice cream!" Gani's back to Mahira. 

Mahira and Dita who were looking the other way were unaware of Gani's presence.

Hearing Gani's clash, Mahira and Dita immediately turned to Gani. Even some people who were passing by had noticed Gani who was emotional.

Mahira's face turned deathly pale as she looked at the emotionless Gani. 

"Mas-mas" said Mahira stammered. 

Without answering Mahira's call, Gani advances to Dita. Roughly, Gani snatches the ice cream cup in Gita's hand throwing it to the ground. 

"A-dad," said Dita stammering. Dita is clearly very frightened when she sees Gani's reaction.

When Dita wanted to hide behind Mahira's body, Gani immediately pulled Dita's hand violently and walked towards the car.

The panicked Mahira immediately followed Gani's steps who was pulling Dita's hand.

When Gani and Dita had boarded the car, Mahira immediately pulled the car door handle. But unfortunately, Gani has locked it from the inside. Heartless, Gani runs the car leaving Mahira. 

What's good about Gani, Mak? 🤣🤣

Chapter 5

Enough, Mum! Okay, I'm giving up

When Gani's car was gone, it was fortunate that the online taxi Mahira ordered came. 

Mahira quickly got into the car, telling the driver to run the car quickly. 

In the car, Mahira felt very agitated. He squeezes his hands, his body sweats cold, Mahira is really afraid Gani will hurt Dita. Without Mahira noticing, the medicine and vitamins she was carrying fell out of her bag. 

After arriving and paying for an online taxi, Mahira quickly got out of her car. She walked half-running, she ignored her pregnant condition. 

When he entered, he saw Dita sitting on the sofa crying a mouthful, while Mas Gani stood in front of Dita with a ruffled waist. 

"Mas!" Shouted Mahira as Gani seemed to be opening her mouth to scold the Ambassador. 

Hearing Mahira's voice, Dita hurriedly got up from her seat and immediately ran over to Mahira. With the chocolates, Dita hides behind Mahira's body because she is still scared by Gani.

"We're going to the room first, yeah, kid. Mother will talk to father," said Mahira while stroking Dita's hair. 

Dita nodded and wiped her tears, then quickly ran into the room. 

After Dita went to the room, Mahira walked closer to Gani. 

"Mas, I was wrong. Don't scold Dita," said Mahira. 

Gani stared intently at Mahira, clearly Gani's anger was still burning. 

"Did you forget who you were in this house, how dare you give him food that I've been forbidden." Gani shouts emotion in front of Mahira. 

Deg

Hearing Gani's words, Mahira who looked down immediately looked up at Gani. 

"You mean, Mom?" Mahira asked stammered. 

"Never dream of disturbing Rahma's position in this house. Don't forget you're just a babysitter to my only son." After saying something very painful to Mahira, Gani stepped out of her legs and walked away from Mahira. 

"Is the child in my womb not your child, Mas" said Mahira. He could not hold back tears when Gani directly did not acknowledge the child in her womb.

Gani who just stepped a few steps immediately turned around and looked at Mahira with a cynical look. 

"By your presence and your son are just a mistake, don't ever dream of getting a confession from me." Gani turned back and continued his steps to get out of the house. 

Like being hit by a godam, his body slumped down. Mahira knows, Gani doesn't think it exists. But, Mahira did not expect Gani also did not admit their child candidate. 

Mahira banged her chest feeling a tremendous tightness. The cry sounded during the grief. 

"Astaghfirullah, Mahira!" Shouted bi Karti which is none other than Art at Gani's house. Bi karti was surprised when he saw Mahiran sitting on the floor crying. Bi Karti approached Mahira and crouched down and hugged Mahira. 

"What's wrong bi ... What was my fault with Gani. Why is he always mean to me in-he doesn't fuck ...." Mahira could no longer continue his words. It hurt too much when Gani's words rang in his brain when Gani said that He kept crying in the arms of the lady. 

Bi Karti also shed tears when he saw Mahira who looked very hit

 He continued to stroke Mahira's back and let Mahira settle for shedding her tears.

"Trust me, Mahira. Everything will be fine" said bi Karti while continuing to stroke Mahira's back.

When Mahira had calmed down a little, bi Karti also helped Mahira to stand up.

Mahiria walked over when she entered her room. When he entered, his eyes were immediately fixed on the photo of the late Rahma. 

Mahira also walked towards din-ding where Mahira's photo on display.

"Mba, I wish I could see you from up there. I'm sorry, mba ... Ii'm sorry. I can no longer continue my wish, I can no longer accompany Dita and accompany her. I'm tired, mba. Now is the time for me to give up" Mahira said, sobbing. 

Although Gani.

After getting out of the house, Gani boards his car. He screamed while hitting the wheel. There is a bit of regret in Gani when he hurt Mahira. But that regret was clouded by his ego until he justified his attitude towards Mahira

Chapter 6

Plan before you go

Mahira POVS.

Although it has been a few hours, but Gani mas speech still continues to ring. May I ask you, why do you hate me so much? I do not want this marriage, so why do you always assume I will replace Rahma?

No, mas! I never had any intention of replacing Rahma.

I just dream I don't dare. I think, as time goes by you will open your heart to me a little. But I was wrong, it was hard to get to your heart. 

You said Dita was your only child, as if asserting that the child in my womb was a mistake. You didn't just hurt me, you hurt my future son. 

You know what, mas? I sincerely love Dita, I never told Dita to forget the late mba Rahma. I never even asked Dita to call me mother.

You know Mas, I always felt guilty to Dita for always thinking you were staying away from your daughter because Dita called me mother and it would make you remember Mba Rahma. Can you act like you used to with your daughter.

You don't know that your daughter always 

crying silently as she misses the late mba Rahma and misses the father figure as it used to be.

But where were you when your daughter kept asking for your presence? And of course you're busy hating me. 

And now, everything is clear. 

Today, the day I heard all from your own mouth about me and about my son. So today I give up on you and give up on this marriage.

I know, when I get out of this house, trouble will await me. I have to be a single parent to my son, and I have to support my son alone and there will be many more difficulties that will come my way. But it's okay, at least it's better than me sticking with you but I have to watch as my son begs for his father's love. 

Author pov

After weeping, Mahira finally fell asleep. He woke up when I saw Azan magrib.

Mahira slowly got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom.

After freshening up in the bathroom and doing wudu. Mahira also did his duty as a Muslim.

In front of the Power, Mahira complained about all his complaints, Mahira did not ask for much of Allah's body, he only hoped that Allah would ease his path when after separating from Gani.

After completing the magrib prayer, Mahira took a large bag from her closet. He put all his clothes in his bag. Starting tonight, Mahira decides to sleep in Karti's bk room. 

Yes, Mahira did decide to leave, going away when she was about to give birth. He can't leave because after all, he has to give Dita an understanding about his departure later.

Although impossible, tomorrow, Mahira decided to find a job to eat and his daily needs. 

At the beginning of the wedding, Gani ruthlessly threw the Atm at Mahira, even though Mahira accepted the atm, Mahira never wore it at all. He doesn't know how to take money at the atm while he's also afraid to ask Gani. 

As a result, for her needs all this time she wore the salary she saved while being a nanny Dita. 

After finishing her clothes. Mahira walked out of the room. Before coming out, Mahira looked back for a moment and saw a room full of painful memories.

"Mahira!" Call bi Karti when you see Mahira out of the room while carrying a large bag.

"Where are you going, son?" Ask bi Karti again. Bi karti who will wake Mahira even made afraid when Mahira big bag, bi karti really afraid Mahira went from home. 

Mahira smiles. "Bi, can I sleep with aunt from now on?" Ask Mahira. 

Bi karti breathed a sigh of relief, knowing Mahira would not leave.

"Come on! Let aunt take your bag." Bi karti took over the bag that was in Mahira's hands. Bi Karti did not bother to ask why Mahira wanted to stay in her room. For the most important bi Karti Mahira did not go. 

There are gemesh same Gani🤣🤣

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Chapter 7

Rigid

"Bi, I want to see Dita first, I will follow, Bi," said Mahira as they walked.

Bi karti who was walking in front of Mahira stopped his steps and turned around.

"Yes, auntie will also prepare dinner" replied bi Karti.

Mahira nodded and entered Dita's room. 

"Aita!" Call Mahira when you enter the room. Dita who was lying down while watching her favorite movie turned to Mahira. 

"Yes, Mother," replied Dita. He got up from his lie down and sat down with his legs dangling down. 

Mahira was sitting next to Dita, she looked at her stepdaughter. Her eyes were teary as she recalled only a few months left she was with Dita.

"We love you, don't we?" Ask Mahira. 

Dita also nodded.

"May you ask me something, son?"

"Mother ask what?" Ask Dita. 

"From tomorrow, Dita will, right, call Mother, aunt again like Dita calling Mother when there is still Mother Rahma?" Mahira held back tears as she spoke her wish to Dita. Yes, this step Mahira took for the good of Dita. Mahira only hopes, Gani will behave as usual to Dita if Dita does not call her Mother. 

Dita shook her head, she immediately hugged Mahira. "Will you leave me like Rahma?" Ask Dita. 

"No, Honey. Who knows if you call Auntie to Mother, I will not be angry with you anymore and will accompany you to play like before. How's it?"

Instantly Dita let go of her embrace and looked at Mahira, there was a twinkle of happiness as Mahira spoke of Gani.

"You want to call Auntie again?" Ask Mahira again. 

Dita also nodded enthusiastically. 

"From tomorrow every afternoon you play with your aunt, okay. Because every day aunty won't be home."

"Where's the aunt going?"

"Tante has to find a job for a baby's stock."  

Because he did not understand what Mahira said, Dita just nodded. 

After chatting with Dita, Mahira came out of Dita's room. When, going out to the room mba Karti, he looked at the dining table, already presented some dishes that arouse his taste. Just as he was about to sit down for dinner, he remembered his intention of not relying on Gani anymore. 

°°

After arguing with Mahira, she decides to go to her parents' estate. He brushed off all his guilt at Mahira. Despite saying hurtful things to Mahira, Gani has no intention of apologizing to Mahira at all.

Suddenly, he remembered Dita. He remembered Dita's expression just now. He himself was surprised at him why he was always emotional if he saw the closeness of Dita and Mahira. 

Unable to stop thinking about Dita and feeling guilty for Dita, Gani decides to go home. 

°°°

Mahira looked at the food in front of her with a pushy look, she gulped as she imagined how delicious the dinner dish in front of her was. Her consciousness came back, she was determined not to depend on her husband anymore.

Mahira got up from her seat and walked away from the table hungry. 

He went into the room of the bi Karti. 

Because bi Karti was not in the room, Mahira immediately opened her bag and tidied her clothes to a small closet in the corner of the room.

When he was done, Mahira opened the small bag and took the wallet, then she counted the rest of her money.

Mahira's heart ached a little when he saw the total money of his who lives 800 thousand, 800 thousand money was planned to control the content of Mahira in the next two weeks. 

But, because the conditions are not possible, Mahira will not use the money for control to the hospital, he will save the money for his daily needs and to control the content, he said, Mahira will go to Midwife whose culture is certainly cheaper.

Mahira gripped her stomach feeling hungry, to prop her stomach up, Mahira went to the kitchen to make milk. However, again Mahira had to stroke the chest when her pregnant milk was exhausted. 

Mahira looked at the wall clock, she was a little relieved when she saw the clock showing at 19:00 pm, Mahira could still go out to buy milk at the supermarket outside the complex. 

Mahira went back to the room to get the money.

When walking to the super market, Mahira several times stopped his steps because he was tired, the distance traveled by walking about 20 minutes. Mahira was forced to walk because there was no access to public transportation through the housing complex.

And finally Mahira arrived at the super market. He walked straight to the milk storage rack. 

After he took the milk he would buy. He put it again, he forgot that he couldn't afford the milk he'd been drinking because it was so expensive.

Mahira tries to find milk that is cheap, even very cheap. He smiled as he looked at the milk that matched his money.

For a moment Mahira was silent, she stroked her stomach. "I'm sorry, son. Later if there is sustenance Mother buy ordinary milk. All right, yes, dear in the belly of the mother," said Mahira quietly as she stroked her stomach. 

As forcefully as she held back her cries so as not to break. 

Without Mahira noticing, someone stood watching Mahira not far from Mahira standing up ....

Delicious in apain ya mak si Gani🤣🤣🤣

Chapter 8

The turning point of Gani's feelings

On the way home, Gani remembered Dita's favorite food. As an apology to his daughter. Gani will buy food for Dita. 

Gani decided to stop at the super market before returning home. 

He took the basket and looked around at the food he was going to take. When going to turn, Gani stopped his steps when he saw Mahira was laying her milk back. Gani scrunches his forehead when he sees Mahira instead takes cheap milk.

Gani remained silent in his place. His eyes could not see Mahira. 

When Mahira stroked her stomach. There was an unusual taste in Gani's heart. However, Gani quickly shook his head faintly and denied the feeling raging within his chest. 

As Mahira queues at the cashier, Gani keeps watching her. Gani's forehead grew increasingly confused when he saw Mahira taking a dime out of his pocket and counting it. Suddenly he remembered that there had been no reports of taking money from atm held by Mahira. Then Gani also remembered when there was still Rahma, Mahira asked for his salary to be given in cash because Mahira could not use atm. 

Without a second thought, Gani turns to the milk rack. Gani quickly took some of the pregnant milk that Mahira used to drink. 

When it was near the cashier, suddenly Gani stopped his steps. He looked at his basket. Apparently he was astonished at himself for taking milk for Mahira. 

When Gani will turn around to put the milk back. He heard the cashier mention the nominal milk Mahira bought. 

Again, Gani's heart felt pinched when he heard Mahira buying very cheap milk. Without a second thought, Gani walked over to the cashier and put down her groceries. 

Mahira who recognized the fragrance of Gani's body immediately turned to the side. His body suddenly stiffened when he saw Gani, his eyes turned to the basket of Gani carrying pregnant milk that Mahira used to drink. 

"I pay by debit" Gani told the cashier. 

"Please wait, sir. Kaka this first," said the cashier. Because the cashier is not finished with Mahira's groceries. 

"Cancel this milk and count this!" Gani's Word. He kept Mahira's selected milk to the side and put his basket in front of the cashier.

After counting the milk and paying for it, without maturity Gani left Mahira with a heavy enough groceries, because the size of the milk Gani bought was large so the groceries that Mahira had to carry were quite heavy

Again Mahira had to endure the embarrassment as some people who were waiting in line looked at her pity. 

"Mba, please just count the milk. I pay in cash" Mahira said, pointing at the milk that Gani had saved to the edge. 

The cashier nodded as well. 

When out of the super market, Mahira celing-clinguk looking for Gani to return milk to Gani. However, unfortunately Mahira did not find Gani even Gani's car was no longer in the parking lot.

Mahira bowed, though she did not expect much from Gani. However, he did not expect Gani would leave him with a heavy enough groceries.

Although Gani.

When out of the super market, Gani directly into his car. He was fond of inviting Mahira home together or not. 

After thinking, Gani decided to leave Mahira, he did not want Mahira to be big head. Gani thinks Mahira can go home using an online motorcycle taxi.

°°°

Mahira sighed, she decided to order ojeg online. However, it seems like good luck is not on Mahira's side. He forgot he didn't have a cell phone

Inevitably, Mahira also walks by carrying groceries, hoping he finds a base ojek. 

And after entering the complex, Mahira did not find any other motorcycle or vehicle.

Mahira again sighed as she had to go back on foot to get home. 

Just a few minutes away from home, it rained. There was nowhere to shelter so Mahira walked faster to get home.

The condition of Mahira's hungry stomach, and tired from that moment made Mahira walk trembling. 

When he got home and when he opened the door, Mahira was surprised by Gani who was standing.

"Are you stupid, Huh!" Shouted Gani loudly when he saw Mahira's face pale from the rain. After yelling at Mahira, Gani immediately goes to the room to pick up a towel for Mahira. 

Mahira's body feels weak and powerless. Especially when Mahira heard Gani's scream, she almost lost her consciousness. He held on to the side of the door to stay conscious. 

His eyes began to twitch.

"Wear this!" With ketus Gani thrusting a towel on Mahira. 

"No need, sir. Thank you" said Mahira. He called Gani again as Pak.

Without hearing Gani's answer, Mahira went inside and left her groceries, Mahira only brought a small crackle containing the milk she had chosen. 

Deg 

Gani's body was sculpted to hear Mahira again calling him Sir. The call when Mahira becomes Dita's nanny.

Unknowingly, Gani turns around and pulls Mahira's hand and ....

Chapter 9

The Turning Point of Gani 2

Unknowingly, Gani turns around and blocks Mahira's hand and pulls it until Mahira turns and Mahira's head hits Gani's chest.

"Are you deaf, Huh!" Shouted Gani again. Apparently Gani is still upset because Mahira refused the towel given.

Mahira who from earlier was about to lose her consciousness, felt her head throb. As Gani pulls his hand and flaps at him, bawling, Mahira feels her arms darken and the next second Mahira is unconscious.

"Mahira ... Mahira!" Shouted Gani as Mahira closed her eyes. Instantly, Gani's anger and resentment dissipated from seeing Mahira's pale face. 

"Sir, what's wrong?" Tanya bi Karti who approached Gani. 

"O Allah, Mahira!" Shouted bi Karti who panicked when he saw Mahira unconscious.

"Bi, please get me the medical box in my car!" Shouted Gani while holding Mahira ala brydal style.

Bi karti nodded then walked out quickly. 

As for Gani, when he had taken Mahira, he took Mahira to his room and laid Mahira in bed.

Quickly, Gani opens up Mahira's closet intending to get Mahira's clothes. 

However, his forehead shriveled in confusion as he looked at Mahira's empty closet. Not wanting to take a headache, Gani again closed Mahira's closet and walked his fingers. 

He chose the clothes that Mahira would wear. The choice fell on a fairly large shirt.

After picking up the shirt, Gani rushed over to Mahira who was lying on the bed.

Just as Gani is about to pull off Mahira's clothes, she stops her movement again because she does not want to touch Mahira again. 

"Master, can I come in?" Tanya bi Karti who brought a medical box.

"Come, Bi!" Shouted Gani from inside the room.

Bi karti came in. "Sir, this is the medical box" said bi Karti. 

Gani also took the box from the hand of bi Karti. "Bi, please change the clothes!" Tell Gani while getting out of bed and intend to get out because he does not want to see bi Karti who is replacing Mahira clothes. 

"But, Mr ...."

Gani who had walked back looked back and saw bi karti. 

"What's wrong?" Ask Gani.

"I'm afraid to hurt a child in Mahira's womb" Bi Karti said. Bi karti is afraid that it will shake Mahira's stomach and will hurt Mahira's child-to-be.

"Slow down. Call me if anything happens. I'm outside" Gani said. 

Bi Karti went up in the basket and began to replace Mahira's clothes.

Although Gani.

When he was outside the room, he walked around. There is a sense of worry that afflicted him because of the condition of seeing the condition of Mahira. 

But, Gani stopped his steps. She shook her head.

"No, I can't worry about it" said Gani. 

"Dad!" Call Dita slowly. Actually he was still afraid to call Gani, but he dared to call his father because Gani was not usually at home. Usually Gani will go home at midnight and go again in the morning.

Gani who heard Dita's voice immediately turned her head and approached her daughter.

"Yes, honey." Gani replied while squatting equalizing her body with Dita.

"Dad, sorry Dita," said Dita while looking down. 

Deg. 

Seeing the reaction of his daughter. Gani feels pinched, she realizes all this time she has been ignoring her daughter.

Gani embraces her daughter's body and hugs her. 

"We're sorry dad, yes, son," said Gani.

Hearing Gani's warm voice, Dita lifted her head and looked at Gani.

"Dad, tomorrow I want to play with dad!" Pinta Dita is hopeful.

"Alright, how about we play to the game rides," replied Gani

Dita also nodded enthusiastically.

"But how about we go alone," said Gani again who refused to go to take Mahira.

"We're not going with Auntie?"

"Who's aunt?" Ask Gani.

"Tay ...." Dita's words were interrupted as aunt came out of the room. 

"It's all done, sir," said bi Karti.

Gani nodded too.

"We were with aunt, yes, son," said Gani as he was going to check on Mahira. 

Dita also nodded.

Upon entering the room, Gani immediately opened the medical box. 

After checking Mahira, Gani also holds Mahira's stomach to feel and ensure the condition of the baby Mahira.

When he touched Mahira's stomach, there was a strange sensation that Gani felt. 

Just as Gani was touching Mahira's stomach, Mahira opened her eyes. 

Chapter 8

The Turning Point of Gani 2

Unknowingly, Gani turns around and blocks Mahira's hand and pulls it until Mahira turns and Mahira's head hits Gani's chest.

"Are you deaf, Huh!" Shouted Gani again. Apparently Gani is still upset because Mahira refused the towel given.

Mahira who from earlier was about to lose her consciousness, felt her head throb. As Gani pulls his hand and flaps at him, bawling, Mahira feels her arms darken and the next second Mahira is unconscious.

"Mahira ... Mahira!" Shouted Gani as Mahira closed her eyes. Instantly, Gani's anger and resentment dissipated from seeing Mahira's pale face. 

"Sir, what's wrong?" Tanya bi Karti who approached Gani. 

"O Allah, Mahira!" Shouted bi Karti who panicked when he saw Mahira unconscious.

"Bi, please get me the medical box in my car!" Shouted Gani while holding Mahira ala brydal style.

Bi karti nodded then walked out quickly. 

As for Gani, when he had taken Mahira, he took Mahira to his room and laid Mahira in bed.

Quickly, Gani opens up Mahira's closet intending to get Mahira's clothes. 

However, his forehead shriveled in confusion as he looked at Mahira's empty closet. Not wanting to take a headache, Gani again closed Mahira's closet and walked his fingers. 

He chose the clothes that Mahira would wear. The choice fell on a fairly large shirt.

After picking up the shirt, Gani rushed over to Mahira who was lying on the bed.

Just as Gani is about to pull off Mahira's clothes, she stops her movement again because she does not want to touch Mahira again. 

"Master, can I come in?" Tanya bi Karti who brought a medical box.

"Come, Bi!" Shouted Gani from inside the room.

Bi karti came in. "Sir, this is the medical box" said bi Karti. 

Gani also took the box from the hand of bi Karti. "Bi, please change the clothes!" Tell Gani while getting out of bed and intend to get out because he does not want to see bi Karti who is replacing Mahira clothes. 

"But, Mr ...."

Gani who had walked back looked back and saw bi karti. 

"What's wrong?" Ask Gani.

"I'm afraid to hurt a child in Mahira's womb" Bi Karti said. Bi karti is afraid that it will shake Mahira's stomach and will hurt Mahira's child-to-be.

"Slow down. Call me if anything happens. I'm outside" Gani said. 

Bi Karti went up in the basket and began to replace Mahira's clothes.

Although Gani.

When he was outside the room, he walked around. There is a sense of worry that afflicted him because of the condition of seeing the condition of Mahira. 

But, Gani stopped his steps. She shook her head.

"No, I can't worry about it" said Gani. 

"Dad!" Call Dita slowly. Actually he was still afraid to call Gani, but he dared to call his father because Gani was not usually at home. Usually Gani will go home at midnight and go again in the morning.

Gani who heard Dita's voice immediately turned her head and approached her daughter.

"Yes, honey." Gani replied while squatting equalizing her body with Dita.

"Dad, sorry Dita," said Dita while looking down. 

Deg. 

Seeing the reaction of his daughter. Gani feels pinched, she realizes all this time she has been ignoring her daughter.

Gani embraces her daughter's body and hugs her. 

"We're sorry dad, yes, son," said Gani.

Hearing Gani's warm voice, Dita lifted her head and looked at Gani.

"Dad, tomorrow I want to play with dad!" Pinta Dita is hopeful.

"Alright, how about we play to the game rides," replied Gani

Dita also nodded enthusiastically.

"But how about we go alone," said Gani again who refused to go to take Mahira.

"We're not going with Auntie?"

"Who's aunt?" Ask Gani.

"Tay ...." Dita's words were interrupted as aunt came out of the room. 

"It's all done, sir," said bi Karti.

Gani nodded too.

"We were with aunt, yes, son," said Gani as he was going to check on Mahira. 

Dita also nodded.

Upon entering the room, Gani immediately opened the medical box. 

After checking Mahira, Gani also holds Mahira's stomach to feel and ensure the condition of the baby Mahira.

When he touched Mahira's stomach, there was a strange sensation that Gani felt. 

Just as Gani was touching Mahira's stomach, Mahira opened her eyes. 

Chapter 10

Let's get divorced, Mom.

Mahira opened her eyes, how surprised she was, as she lay in Gani's room.

The tail of Mahira's eyes looked down and even more surprised, Mahira woke up in a shirt owned by Gani. Again Mahira was surprised when Gani held her stomach. 

Gani looked at Mahira. He gasped in shock as Mahira opened her eyes and looked at him. As their eyes locked onto each other, Gani quickly distanced her hands from Mahira's stomach. 

Even though Mahira has decided to give up. However, there was a speck of happiness in Mahira's heart when her husband Gani held her belly for the first time. 

"Don't get me wrong, you were unconscious. So I help you on the basis of humanity" said Gani flat and cold. He spoke without looking at Mahira. 

Instantly the happiness that had approached Mahira disappeared. Just a few seconds ago, he felt a little happiness. However, Gani's words destroyed a new speck of happiness Mahira felt.

Despite the pain, Mahira tried to shake her heart. There will be no more tears for her husband. No one else can drop her pride, she will be strong for her sake and for the sake of her child-to-be. 

Slowly, Mahira got up from her lying down and got off the bed.

"Sorry to trouble you, sir. Thank you for helping me out and thank you for lending me my father's shirt. Then excuse me." Without hearing Gani's answer, Mahira came out of the room.

While Gani was astonished by Mahira's speech and behavior. Especially when Mahira called the father for the second time.

"Is he seeking my attention" said Gani. He screeched cynically when he thought Mahira was looking for his attention. Without Gani realizing that Mahira will really go far from his side.

"Mahira, are you feeling better?" ask bi Karti when Mahira goes into the room bi Karti.

"It looks like I have a fever, Bi," replied Mahira. 

"Mahira you haven't eaten. Wait a minute, I brought you some food" said bi Karti, who would rise from his seat to take rice for Mahira. 

"Bi, I don't want to eat rice."

"Your stomach is empty, Mahira and you have to eat."

"Auntie saw that little crackle that had milk and bread?" ask Mahira. 

Bi karti seemed to think for a moment. 

"Ah, ia. Aunt put it in the kitchen while you were in the room."

"Bi, may I ask you to make some milk for me and bring the bread here" Mahira said. 

"You're not going to eat rice, Mahira?"

Mahira shakes. "No bi, it seems like my baby wants to eat bread," Mahira replied lying.

"Wait a minute, auntie's gonna make it."

°°

After finishing his show. Gani also came out of the bathroom. He immediately threw his body on the sofa. Yes, even though they are one room but they split the bed, Mahira sleeps in the bed while Gani sleeps on the sofa.

When Gani was lying on the sofa, she was unceasingly looking at the door. He wondered in his heart where Mahira was. Then he shook his head before long, so as not to think about Mahira. 

Then, Gani raised one hand into the air, she smiled involuntarily as she recalled touching Mahira's stomach. Again Gani shook his head to wake himself up so as not to think about Mahira and brushed off the taste for Mahira and Mahira's child-to-be. To Gani, only the late Rahma and Dita were in his heart. After being busy with his own thoughts, Gani finally fell asleep.

Next day.

"Mahira, where are you going?" ask bi Karti when he sees Mahira is neat. 

"Bi, I'll meet Rahma's late mother. I'll ask her for a job" Mahira replied while tying her hair.

Karti's eyes are perfectly rounded when he hears Mahira's words. How not, Mahira is pregnant and bi Karti is sure Mahira is not short of money in the least then why Mahira must work.

"Mahira, come here, son!" tell us about the Karti who was sitting on the bed. He patted her side so that Mahira would sit next to him.

Mahira also said, he sat next to bi Karti.

Gently, bi Karti held Mahira's hand.

"Mahira, why do you have to work, son. Didn't your husband always give you money. Then what about your body?" ask bi Karti. 

"Bi, during my days yesterday, every day, I always pray that Mas Gani receive me and his future son. I know I don't deserve to expect more. Although Gani did not accept me as his wife at least he admitted the child I was carrying. But yesterday, I heard from Gani's own mouth that we were a mistake. My heart hurts Bi ... Therefore, I decided to ask for separation when this child was born. I don't want when my son is big he's gonna beg for his father's love. And may bu Hilda will give me a job so that I have a baby," Mahira said while holding tightness in the chest. 

"You don't have to work, Mahira. If you really do not want to depend on Mr. Gani again, aunt will give you an aunt salary," said bi Karti again who could not bear if Mahira would work. 

Mahira shook her head, "No, Bi. I know aunty's collecting for the Hajj. So let me work for myself and for my son" Mahira said. Tears from earlier in his seat spilled.

Quickly, bi Karti hugged Mahira letting Mahira cry in his arms. 

"Dad, so, right, we're leaving today?" Dita asked as she and Gani were having breakfast.

Gani stroked the head of the princess, something he had not done for a long time after the departure of his first wife. 

"Come on! After this we leave," replied Gani. He put bread back in his mouth. Gani's eyes stared back and forth. Without Gani realizing it, he was looking for Mahira who was not in his room last night and this morning did not come to breakfast like them. 

And at that time, Mahira appeared from the direction of the kitchen. He walked up to Dita to say goodbye to her stepdaughter so as not to look for her.

At once Gani's gaze was fixed on Mahira. He was fixated on looking at Mahira who today looks prettier because Mahira ties her hair. Instantly Gani chokes. 

Gani thinks Mahira will get him a drink for her. However, Gani is wrong, Mahira doesn't even glance at him at all.

Finally, Gani drinks himself.

"We, Auntie go first, yes," said Mahira as she stroked her stepdaughter's hair.

Dita also just smiled and nodded. 

Mahira left the dining room. Again, Gani is made silent when Dita calls him aunty.

"Mahira, using any means you won't get my attention" Gani said in her heart. Apparently he still thought Mahira was being indifferent because she wanted to get his attention.

°°°

By riding an online ojek, Mahira also arrived at the residence of bu Hilda. The moment he was about to enter, the gate opened from inside as there was a car coming out.

When the car came out, Mahira was shocked when he saw the driver of the car. Because the car's open glass makes Mahira can see clearly who is driving the car.

"Didn't he pick me up first" said Mahira. Yes, he was sure that person was the one who picked him up first. Because before he was in the copet, the copet pretended to ask Mahira.

 Suddenly he also remembered the late Rahma who was immediately in the terminal after he was picky and immediately invited him to work without asking about Mahira's life especially.

"Actually who they are" said Mahira who felt that Rahma had planned this from the beginning so she had to be Gani's wife. Even Mahira felt familiar when she saw the face of the late Rahma when they first met.When she was busy with her own thoughts, Ms. Hilda who would close the gate saw the dreamy Mahira.

"Mahira!" Call bu Hilda. Bu Hilda was very surprised by the arrival of Mahira. Bu Hilda just wishes Mahira hadn't seen who just came out of her house.

"Asaalamualaikum, ma'am," said Mahira as she kissed Hilda's hand. 

"Waalaikum greetings, come on, come in, son."

Hilda's mother Mahira also entered the house. 

And Mahira told Hilda and Hilda told Mahira to work at her boutique. Of course Mahira is happy. Actually, Ms. Hilda offered to help Mahira for free. However, Mahira refused. She prefers to work in boutique bu Hilda. 

While Gani, while on the way to the game rides with Dita. He remembered his former mert. Gani hasn't seen her former father-in-law in a long time. Gani decided to stop by for a while before bringing Dita to the game area. 

When he arrived at his mertunya house, Gani frowned in wonder when the door of the house was not closed. 

Gani and Dita enter the house.

"Maybe!" Shouted Dita as she saw Hilda sitting with Mahira on the sofa. 

Hilda got up from her seat and approached Dita. 

"Who are you here with, son?" Ask Mahira. 

Dita did not reply, Gani had already appeared from behind.

Saw Mahira at her in-laws' house. Suddenly Gani's emotions explode, he thinks badly again about Mahira.

"Mom, you can take Dita away, I want to talk to Mahira" Gani told her in-laws. Apparently he can't wait to find Mahira.

Bu Hilda nodded and took Dita away.

After her in-laws left to take Dita. 

Gani stared hard at Mahira. 

He advances towards Mahira and draws Mahira's hand and invites her to speak in the garden.

"Sir, it hurts" Mahira said as Gani pulled her hand. 

When he reached the park, Gani let go of Mahira's hand violently until Mahira grimaced.

"After failing to seize the position of Rahma in my house now you want to seize also the position of Rahma in this house, Hah!" Shouted Gani with emotion. 

Indeed, Mahira was embarrassed when some workers at the house bu Hilda saw him when scolded by Gani. 

"Strong Mahira, you must be strong" said Mahira. 

Mahira sighed for a moment, she tried to dampen the turmoil in her heart. 

"Sir, let's talk carefully" Mahira said with a smile. He does not want to deal with emotions. 

Seeing Mahira smile, Gani is transfixed. His emotions evaporated just like that when he saw Mahira's smile.

Mahira precedes Gani sitting on a sofa located in the park. 

Gani sat down in front of Mahira. 

After they sat down face to face, Mahira opened her bag to pick up the wallet and took out Atm.

"Sir, this is the atm that my father once threw at me. I gave this back to my father. You can check it, I have never worn it at all. And also, I am not here to replace the position of the late mba Rahma, I just want to ask for a job on bu Hilda and also ... Let's get divorced sir. Since we are only married siri, After this child is born father can directly mentalak me. Father take it easy, I will demand nothing from you." Mahira said with calm. He did not let Gani interrupt his words. There was no doubt when Mahira said about the divorce. 

Deg. 

Gani was silent at Mahira's words and ...