Love of the Man Arogan
Chapter 20
"Zi-Zidan .. If you want, you can share your problems with me," Gian Zidan said still sobbing as he hugged her. Gia felt Zidan's burden was very heavy. It may even be heavier than the problem.
Zidan who was still sobbing woke up after hearing Gia's words, he let go of his embrace and immediately looked at Gia.
"Can that? can I tell you something?" ask Zidan. Maybe if you tell me the burden and sadness he bears will be a little reduced.
Gia smiled and nodded. Unknowingly, Gia's hand was raised to wipe back the rest of Zidan's tears. In Gia's eyes, right now, Zidan looked like a child who wanted to complain to his mother.
"What if we go to the park. You can tell a story there," Gia offered.
"I agree, come on!" Whether intentionally or not Zidan reached out his hand to Gia.
Not wanting to make Zidan sad again, Gia also ventured to welcome Zidan's hand.
They came out of the cemetery with their hands together.
Unknowingly, ever since they came out of the office there were those who were trailing them. Yeah, that guy is Josh. After meeting Alberth, Josh goes straight to Zayn's office. He wants to keep an eye on Zidan and Zayn.
As Zidan leaves, Josh quickly follows Zidan. Although he actually wants to see Zayn. However, he was also curious as to who the woman who was with Zidan was. Josh thought, who knows the woman who was with Zidan could be a bridge to do the plan.
After Zidan and Gia leave the cemetery, Josh gets out of his car and enters the cemetery. Not to forget he brought a bouquet of flowers for him to store in the pusara of the kaka.
"I'm sorry, brother. Forgive me for being powerless when you need me by your side. Forgive me for letting you endure the pain alone. But I don't have to worry. I've been strong to fight it and I'll put everything back the way it was. May you calm down there" said Josh, standing up. He held back his cries so as not to break.Considering how much his older brother suffered in the past. At that time, he was unable to even help his brother who was about to go crazy. "I'm home, brother. Hold promise. I'll get everything back to the way it was" Josh said again as he placed the bouquet of flowers he was holding.
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After they have traveled far enough. They also arrived at a park. Gia invites Zidan to sit in a quieter area in order to be more free to tell Gia.
After sitting down, Gia opened her bag and took a photo of Zayn. "Zidan, I found this photo on the map you gave me. I didn't realize that I put it in my bag" Gia said, holding a photo of her in front of Zidan.
Zidan took a photo from Gia's hand. He looked at Zayn's photo with a pushy look. He sighed for a moment before telling his life to Gia.
"I'm sorry if I'm presumptuous, is he your kaka?" gia asked doubtfully.
Heard Gia's question. Zidan's gaze looked ahead. Unknowingly, he squeezed out the photo of Zayn he was holding.
"I consider him my brother. But, he only thinks of me as trash."
Zidan turned his gaze towards Gia. He smiled as he looked at Gia's expression which looked to hold a thousand questions.
"Did you know that once I was an illegitimate child you would stay away from me like everyone else, Gia?" asked Zidan with a faint smile. But behind that smile was a million wounds.
Zidan looked back to the front before telling the story. "Yes, as you think ... I am Zayn's sister. Exactly his half-sister and illegitimate son to both my parents. My mom is my daddy's cheating. And when I was 3, my mother died and that's when I found out that I was just an illegitimate child. After I entered my daddy's house, I saw Zayn. I thought, I'd be happy to have kaka like my dream for this long. I thought Zayn would accept me as his sister. But I was wrong, he did not consider my presence at all even he always called me an illegitimate child. It's not just Zayn who's cold to me. My dad is just as cold as Zayn. All this time I always try to do my best so that they are happy and respond to me. But still I'm not considered."
Zidan sighed for a moment before continuing his words.
"But now, I'm getting tired, Gia. I am tired of fighting for what will be in vain. Now that I don't want to fight for them anymore I just want to find my happiness."
Because I felt Gia did not respond to her words. Zidan looked to the side. His forehead shriveled in confusion as he looked at Gia's teary eyes.
"Gia, why are you crying?" ask Zidan. He was not aware that Gia could feel his suffering.
"Is that really painful?" Without answering Zidan's question. Gia asked back.
Zidan clasped Gia's hand and followed her to hold her chest.
"It hurts a lot" Zidan replied.
Feeling uncomfortable when Zidan held her hand, Gia tried to pull her hand. But, Zidan quickly tightened his grip on Gia's hand.
"Gia, now I just want to be happy. And I think I can be happy with you" Zidan said without hesitation.
"What do you mean, Zidan?" gia asked.His cheeks met red upon hearing Zidan's words.
"Will you be my girlfriend, Gia?"
Gia's heart beat rapidly upon hearing Zidan's words.
"Zidan, I-I ...."
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"How can I get it. Mommy's time is only 3 weeks!" gerutu Zayn was in his apartment. He was thinking of a way to marry Gia and make Zidan crumble. After a long time Zayn struggled with his thoughts, an idea came to Zayn's mind.