Love of the Man Arogan
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After returning home from the hospital, Simma invites Stuard to go to the park. He had thought too much, too many absurd coincidences, and it was always to do with Stuard's presence.
And right now, they're sitting next to the garden seat "Stu, I know there's something you're hiding from me," Simma said, his eyes staring straight ahead.
Stuard looked calm, as if he knew Simma would ask a question like this.
"Everything flows like water, Simma. I have no answer to your question" replied Stuard. "But I swear, I'm not a bad person," Stuard replied again making Simma turn immediately.
"Then how do you know I'm here, how do you know I'm pregnant?" ask Simma. He changed the question.
"You sure you want to hear the answer?" ask Stuard to make sure. Simma turned to Stuard, and stared fixedly at Stuard's face.
"Please, Stu. Don't scare me off you. Tell me what you're hiding from me."
"Because I heard all your talk and that jerk guy. I saw as you stroked your stomach, I saw you being crushed when you found out everything" Stuard replied, leaving Simma to shut up in disbelief.
"Ja-so ...."
"Yes, I followed you when you came out of the caffe, so I knew you were crying."
"W-what, are you that sad?" simma asked with condense eyes. He stared at Stuard unblinkingly looking for lies in Stuard's eyes. However, upon seeing the irish eyes belonging to Stuard, there was a subtle sigh that greeted his heart.
Stuard shook his head, he looked back.
"You're not pathetic Simma and I'm approaching you not out of pity. It's just that your story is like mine and my mother, my mother was left behind by her lover while pregnant with me, and I feel very well how painful it is to be you" Stuard told a lie. Right now, he is just trying to get sympathy first from Simma and make Simma confident in him.
Because, Stuard knew, if he was honest about who he was, about his goals, Simma could be afraid of him. Don't even want to meet him.
"Simma, are you uncomfortable with my presence?" ask Stuard. Simma was silent, before hearing Stuard's explanation, Simma was often uncomfortable. But, after hearing all about Stuard, Simma's feelings were mixed.
On the other hand, he was afraid Stuard would be like Josh, who ended up hurting him and on the other hand, for the first time, there were people who cared about him other than Audrey. Moreover, Stuard knows if he is mangandung. And during this month, if you remember, Stuard was always there when he needed him.
"The simma!" call Stuard, when Simma doesn't answer the question.
"Stuard, I'm afraid" Simma replied in a soft voice
"Why are you afraid?"
"Right now, you're the only man close to me. You know everything I've been through and I'm scared, when I'm comfortable with you and I depend on you. You're going to leave me, just like her, who branded me and my two babies" Simma said bluntly.
Maybe other women will be embarrassed to admit their feelings or how they feel. But not with Simma. He will be honest if he feels uncomfortable and something makes him upset.
"I can't promise you anything Simma. I'm a poor man, I can't give you expensive things. But, I can guarantee you and your two babies will be safe with me. I'll face anyone who bullies your two children later. No matter what, they're not my flesh and blood but they're going to bear my name behind their name" Stuard said, rounding Simma's eyes.
Why the discussion becomes heavy, but Simma only discusses what he feels.
Actually, Josh's words just came out of his plan. But, hearing Simma say about her feelings that could have been comfortable with her, Stuard took a quick step by expressing his feelings.
"Stu ...."
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