Love of the Man Arogan
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After leaving Stuard, Simma stopped the taxi and decided to go somewhere.
While in the taxi, Simma leaned her back. He stroked his stomach .. Suddenly, the flashes of Josh's speech immediately reverberated in his brain
Simma's cry came back as she remembered all of Josh's words. He loves Josh half to death ... Simma once hoped to be able to knit love until they married. However, the hope must be lost when all the facts exist. A reality that does not live up to his hopes and dreams.
After a long journey, Simma also arrived at the place he was headed, a place that had been very rarely he went and the place was a church.
He entered with shaky steps, Simma's cries grew louder as he saw the statue of God, he felt he was a sinner. Luckily, the church was empty until no one heard Simma cry.
After sitting down, Simma put his hands together and clenched them and kept his hands under his chin, closed his eyes and began to pray.
"Lord ... I have committed a great sin, forgive me, forgive me ... Give me the fortitude and patience to get through this. Give health to me and to my two future children." Tears still did not stop wetting her beautiful face as she closed her eyes and prayed.
This is Simma's lowest point as a human. He must be strong to fight alone, support himself, support his two children and fight the pain of Josh.
In the midst of his suffering and pain, he must remain sane so that he can continue to take care of his two children.
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After finishing the church, Simma returned to his apartment. Her feet immediately led her to Audrey's room.
He opened Audrey's door, then went inside and put himself in bed. His eyes were staring all over Audrey's room, suddenly his chest tightened when he imagined that in a moment, he would start to stay away from Audrey
If asked who is the person who means the most to Simma, the answer is Audrey.
When Simma was 14, he was raped by his stepfather. His mother had been dead since Simma was 6 years old until he and his older brother depended on his stepfather.
Simma has a kaka man. However, Kaka Simma's man fled because he was not strong continue to be tortured by his stepfather.
Simma's stepfather was angry because Simma's kaka ran away, until he raped Simma. Not enough to get there, Simma's stepfather sells Simma to a circus boss.
After being sold, Simma's life is destroyed. He was tortured if he did not want to serve the boss, rarely got a decent meal ration until his body was so thin.
Because of the abuse, pressure and torment that runs every day, Simma becomes depressed he often rampages self-harm until the circus boss is overwhelmed and decides to throw Simma
Before the circus boss dumps Simma. He tied Simma's body.
After two days of being dumped on the edge of the forest, when Simma almost died of hunger, cold, from heat, Audrey came to her rescue.
At that time, Audrey had just crippled her enemy, she had to go home to her base through the forest path to get to her base quickly.
As he walked, he kicked something. He thought he was kicking a rock. But he was wrong, it turns out he kicked a human body.
Without a second thought, Audrey instantly untied Simma. Without disgust, Audrey holds Simma and takes Simma out of the forest area and takes Simma to her apartment
Without disgust, Audrey cleansed Simma's body giving Simma a cure and ate. After being treated in Audrey's apartment for several weeks, Simma began to look energetic. When she sees Audrey and Audrey talking to her, Siimma goes berserk and beats up all the stuff in Audrey's apartment, as she feels threatened and scared by the new guy.
Even so, Audrey was never at all emotionally provoked, she treated Simma with full patience. He used all his savings to treat Simma. Audrey's little heart tells her how, she must heal Simma.
Until 5 years passed. Simma began to show progress, he was rarely raging even he had started talking a two broken. Because for these 5 years, Simma only roared and shouted.
After 5 years, Audrey feels very happy when for the first time Simma says thank you to her. It felt like Audrey's struggle all along, paid off already when she saw Simma's progress.
Until two years passed, after Simma diligent therapy, went to psychiatrists and other treatments, Simma finally began to recover. He can control his anger and control it.
Audrey's struggle for 7 years bore fruit when she saw Simma had risen, recovered and looked very beautiful Simma.
While recalling his past memories, Simma covered her ears, suddenly feeling claustrophobic. He got up from his seat and walked quickly to his room to take a sedative.
Just as he was about to feed one medicine into his mouth, he stopped his movements because he remembered he was pregnant.
Simma took a breath and exhaled it for several times, trying to pierce herself. Until a while, Simma's breathing finally regained order, making him sigh as he managed to deal with the anxiety disorder without medication
"Mommy promised, Mommy will be strong for you guys" Simma said as she stroked her stomach.
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