Love of the Man Arogan
Amelia
I woke up, then opened my eyes, my head was throbbing pain. My eyes are a little blurred. Until I don't know where I am now.
My body is so weak. For a moment, I was silent trying to digest what happened because I didn't remember anything. But before long, everything that happened piled into one.
My eyes began to clear, I looked around. It turns out I was in the hospital. The flash of the incident hit the otaku. Until the pain immediately fill into the chest cavity.
I held my stomach, hoping I was okay. I am grateful, my womb is okay because, I do not feel excessive pain in my stomach is a sign that my womb is safe.
I stared at the ceiling, trying to soak up the pain in my chest. My mind wandered on the scene before I was unconscious.
Gabriel. I'm stupid, I'm naive. I still love him even though he hurt me in such a way.
Once, I hated him when he held me for 3 years. But my hate didn't last long. In fact, that love grew when he began to prove himself worthy of being Griysa's father.
When I found out that I was pregnant with a second child, everything mixed into one. Between happy and scared. I'm afraid because of my past trauma, I'm sad because I'm confused about how to tell Gabriel, I'm glad there's one life that God has left for me.
I never thought I could remarry a bad guy who hurt me and drove me crazy. I never even imagined it would happen. But the fact is, now that he's my husband, he's a complete father to my daughter.
After we got married, my feelings for her grew - so my love grew bigger and bigger, maybe it was also because of my pregnancy hormones that I always wanted to be close to her.
As it went on, my feelings began to get out of control, especially my future son as if he always wanted to be close to his father. I admit some time back I was a bitch. But, that's beyond my power I don't want to bother with it either.
Sometimes I cry when I see her face so tired from following my wishes. But, I can't control myself either, I always wanted to be around him.
I thought, I can be like another wife, who always asks her husband for help. Sometimes it feels good to see him follow what I want.
And yesterday, I really wanted that food. Actually, I want to go alone. It's just that my stomach was cramping and I didn't dare to drive until I decided to wait for him to come home from the office, and asked him for help. After that, I plan to tell him my contents.
I thought his words were right all along, would do anything for me, I thought I wouldn't see his evil side anymore because I was sure he had changed. But I was wrong, he was the same.
Maybe he changed there's only Grisya among us. But the revenge on me is still there. And I foolishly believed that he had really changed.
He was still looking at me fiercely, and I was really traumatized to see his gaze. That look, it reminds me of when he tortured me until I lost my future son.
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