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Kayhan walked into his room. He has just returned from Holland. All cooperation projects with other companies were canceled by Kayhan. He decided to return to Australia.
Kayhan sat on his room couch, closing his eyes while staring at the ceiling of his room. It all goes back to his wife Ara, when they first got married. The girl was timid on their first night.
“Ara”. Kayhan murmured, the colorless granules again burst out in his eyes until they washed the handsome cheeks of the man. Until caught in the fine hairs of his face.
“Is this the end of all our stories?”. Kayhan stared at the ring that was still looping faithfully on her ring finger. She promised not to take the ring off her finger, but every time she remembered the ring she remembered Ara's sweet face.
“Is it time for me to let go and forget you?”. Lirih Kayhan “I can't Ra. Even though I hate you but actually I love you so much and want to meet you? Why do I seem to avoid me? What's my fault Ra?”. Kayhan is still a monologue himself.
She took her phone, staring at photos of her wedding with Ara one year ago. The photo he kept on his phone.
“Why did you go?”. Kayhan rubbed Ara's photo on her phone screen “I love you so much and so very much. You are everything to me, you are my breath and you are my life Ra. The moment you left me, my world was shattered and collapsed. I really can't let you go Ra, but you chose to go. Is there not the slightest bit of your longing for me?”.
“I'm happy with you, I'm happy to eat a plate together, I'm happy to stay a small contract, I'm happy with a salary of a hundred thousand per day, I'm happy with a salary, I'm happy bathing in a small bathroom and I'm happy sleeping in a thin, narrow bed with you”. Kayhan's tears shed so hard on her cheeks
“I only took a minute to love you but it took me hundreds of years to forget you. You, hiks......”. Kayhan fell on the floor with a broken cry.
“Do I have to delete everything about you?”. Kayhan took off her diary ring. He'll forget his Ara.
“Welcome separate dear. From today I will release you, from today I will learn to stop loving you and I will start a new life with or none of you, I will keep happy”. Kayhan. He got up from the floor walking towards the nightstand and opened the drawer to pick up the velvet box and put the ring back together. The ring she once took off and now she must really let go and forget.
“Maybe this is the best way for us. May you be happy”. Kayhan closed the nightstand drawer.
Yes Kayhan must forget about Ara and start a new life. Although it was not easy because he loved his Ara very much, but there was no other choice because it seemed like letting go was indeed better than maintaining something uncertain.
This is the end of the story of Kayhan and Ara, a story that had made others jealous. The story that had defeated Rome and Juliet, the story that had defeated the story of Cinderllela now ended in the middle of the road. It ended without consent. Now they have to face the farewell without preparation.
If time could be repeated again, maybe Kayhan did not want to take Ara to dinner that time. Maybe Kayhan won't listen to Ara's word that forbids him from buying a car, if he has a car right now it's not going to happen and he and Ara are still together today.
All of Ara's memories are still attached to Kayhan's memories. The simple girl with a million charms, her cold and indifferent attitude made the men curious about the girl. The girl who is not crazy about possessions, the girl who appears as they are. The first girl who was not fascinated by him and though he tried to spread charm. Kayhan remembered how she had struggled to get Ara's love, the man was upturned and even often urgently faced the girl's cold attitude. Ara gave Kayhan many life lessons. Kayhan learned many things about life during her marriage to Ara.
Kayhan recalled how her family had tortured Ara to clean up the luxurious Bagaskara Mansion and the girl had not told her to complain and complained that Kayhan had not heard from her little wife's mouth. Ara always smiled as if she was fine, whereas Kayhan knew that her little wife was tired.
Kayhan smacked his chest many times, he squeezed his chest hard.
“AR”.
“AR”.
Kayhan kept calling his wife's name. God doesn't think Kayhan should be able to let go and forget Ara. However, what could he do was because he and Ara would not be able to meet again. He and Ara had already separated and he had to clear his Ara.
Kayhan tried to walk on her own, traveling through her life without Ara. However, Kayhan could not lie to his feelings that he actually could not and would not be able to until anytime.
Kayhan only takes a minute to fall in love with Ara, but it takes her a lifetime to forget her first love. Because forgetting Ara wasn't as easy as she said.
“I've learned to let you go many times. Letting you go with another love. Letting you have the chance to lose you for me. For you are happy; though I am not happy with the decision. My insolence binds you to make room for strangers who approach you. I thought life would be okay. Everything has to go as before. You are with someone who chooses you. I'm with a new heart trying to grow in my life. I tried to give my heart to someone, maybe I could. I tried to let go and forget you. However, I was mistaken. Forgetting you is not that easy. Chandra".
Seriate........
Kayhan & Kimara