
I want you to be here now, laughing with me like you used to be. Even if only for a moment please grant it, instead of this self does not accept the reality of this heart just misses.....
#Admesh
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Kayhan looked at the window of her room. He enjoyed the snow falling outside. Staring with nanar every snowflake that made him goosebumps cold.
"Where are you, Ra? Why, the more I try to forget you the more I miss you?".
The man's tears fell again. His heart aches, misses and misses his little wife.
"What's my fault Ra?". Kayhan muttered again.
"Is it because I don't deserve your love?".
Kayhan continued to accuse Ara with her dead-end thoughts. His heart and mouth cannot work together. If his mouth says hate Ara. So his heart says miss Ara, very long. Wanting to meet releases all the longing that expands in the chest.
"Son".
Kayhan was speechless when she heard a voice she knew calling her name. He's not flinching at all. His gaze was still outwards.
"How are you?". Ask the voice softly. However, Kayhan did not reply he thought the voice was wind then.
"I'm sorry Daddy". Bagas kowtowed on his son who is now able to stand without a wheelchair "I'm sorry Daddy. Daddy please don't hate Daddy". Say Bagas full of regrets.
Seem and Kayhan are completely out of the Bagaskara family. Bagas feels the loss of his two sons, the heir to the Bagaskara family chooses his own life.
"Daddy knows, Daddy's wrong. Forgive Daddy Son".
Kayhan closed his eyes. She doesn't know what to answer, she doesn't want to see her father or her mother.
"I'm sorry Daddy........".
"I'm not your son anymore. Didn't you already sever the blood ties with me. Why do you still claim to be my father?".
Bagas gasped at the words of his son. His heart was broken into pieces, he had indeed broken blood with his son Kayhan. But really Bagas did not intend to do that, he only threatened that Kayhan would still choose him.
"But Daddy.....".
"out".
"I'm sorry Daddy Kay".
"out".
"Kai".
"Leave my word". Kayhan snapped at Bagas who was still kneeling at his feet "I don't have a Father. You guys are causing me this".
"Son".
"Cody, quickly bring this old jacka don't know himself. Don't let him show up in front of me". Kayhan's orders to Cody who was standing next to the door.
"Good Sir". Cody helped Bagas stand up.
"Son".
"Again I hear your voice. I'll make sure you can't talk tomorrow". Threaten Kayhan sharp, no matter it's her father. For Kayhan his parents are dead. Kayhan hates everyone who causes her suffering.
Cody dragged Bagas by force, though rebelling Cody was already indifferent. He's just following Master Kayhan's orders.
"What's this about?". Erna asked to see her husband being dragged away by Cody "Honey, why what happened?". Erna approached her husband.
"Hikssssss". Bagas is unable to speak. The middle-aged man was crying and regretting what he was doing. She thought her son wouldn't hate her that deep.
"What's honey?". Erna asked in panic while hugging her husband.
"Kai".
"Kay why?". Erna Urge.
"He hates me". Erna was speechless at her husband's reply "She said that I'm not her father anymore. It's all because of that barren girl". Bagas still blamed Ara.
Kayhan came out of his ward. His legs were able to walk normally, after several treatments.
Kayhan's steps came to a halt when she saw her parents.
Kayhan looked at the two couples. Their relationship used to be warm and harmonious, but now Kayhan hates both her parents. Parents who destroy the happiness of their own children.
"Son". Erna stared at her son for mercy.
Kayhan turned her face away. Instantly her heart throbbed to see the crying Mother asking for mercy. A mother he respected a lot and a woman who always made him comfortable. Now somehow his heart hated that woman and did not want to see her again.
Kayhan looked at her parents "I'm sorry I didn't want to talk to you. Can you stand out from before me for some time. I need some space to forget what you guys did to me. I'm also looking for emptiness to forget about Ara, so please don't add any more weight".
Kayhan actually felt pain when she said that. Either way, it was his parents. However, Kayhan could not deny his disappointment and anger, because his parents were one of the reasons Kayhan and Ara separated.
Kayhan stepped away from Bagas and Erna who were sculpting in her place.
"Cody, take me to Apartment Kak Seem".
"Good Sir".
Cody continued his car towards the Seem Apartment which was quite far from their Mansion.
Kayhan didn't budge. He sat with a flat face without expression. His heart was running everywhere.
"Why is it so hard to forget you Ra?". Inner Kayhan "I miss you. But you don't miss me at all!!!".
Cody peeked at Kayhan through the windshield. Cody sighed softly. He wants her to tell Kayhan the truth but she's afraid her parents will be hurt if Bagaskara finds out.
"I'm sorry, sir. I didn't mean to hide all this. I hope that Miss Ara will be found soon so that you can hear for yourself why Miss Ara left Master". Inner Cody.
"How's Cody looking?".
"There's no trace left, sir". Cody Sahut.
"Is it true that Ara left me ashamed of having a paralyzed husband?".
For a moment Cody fell silent "I don't know Sir. It can be and it can't be". Answer Cody.
"You really don't know what happens when I'm in a coma?".
"Sorry Mister. At that time I focused on taking care of Mr's company". Cody replied lying when he was almost 24 hours with Kayhan.
"Do I really not deserve to be loved by Cody? I sacrificed everything for Ara, but why would she betray me? And go with another man. I hate him Cody".
Cody did not flinch from hearing Kayhan's accusations against Ara.
"Do you believe that Miss Ara has betrayed you?".
"How can I not trust Cody? All the evidence said that Ara was indeed having an affair. Now even he's hiding scared to meet me".
Cody sighed "But if you love him you must trust him sir". Cody tried to convince Kayhan
"No Cody!! I do love her. But he has made the love I gave him broken". Sahut Kayhan "Don't find out more about him Cody. Just let him go and disappear. I'll forget about it and erase everything about Ara. Woman******does not seem to deserve to be loved".
Cody looked back to hear Kayhan say Ara ******. Cody did not expect Kayhan to say that to the woman he loved.
"Do you really hate Miss Ara?". Ask Cody.
"Not hate Cody anymore. I really don't want to hear his name".
"What if one day he comes back, sir?". Cody is still not satisfied.
For a moment Kayhan fell silent and thought "I will reject and drive him away".
No more conversations between the two of them. Kayhan was still busy with her own thoughts. Though her heart ached when she said she hated Ara, she lied to her heart.
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