
The most painful longing is to miss someone who is gone, to crush the whole body because it will not find a meeting point even though the world is turned upside down five hundred million times and will not meet even if waiting for hundreds of years.
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Kimara POVs
I stared at that face, my face asleep with my eyes closed tightly. Ayu's face, once beautiful now begins to wrinkle. Black and long hair that used to be beautiful, now decorated with white equivalent.
God, I don't feel like I can cry anymore, these tears are really dry. Why and why? They left me here alone, to whom else would I complain? Whose head am I telling you about how tired I am at work? Whose head do I ask, when there is no money in my bag?
"Mother, hikssss". I just kept crying, hugging that stiff body. Her hands folded neatly over her stomach and her face looked beautiful after being dressed.
"Mother, why would you leave Ara alone here? I woke up, Mom, woke up.. Ara hiksssss's". Even if I keep crying won't make you wake up again.
I felt a warm swipe on my shoulder, a swipe from someone who had a dark burly hand from yesterday continued to hug me and even he did not leave me at all. And for some reason the hugging could slightly make this tired soul again feel the warmth.
"Mother". Mey's voice sounded loud too. Mey was crying hysterically, however Mey was closest to Mom, whereas I was most familiar with Dad. But now the two men are gone forever, to whom else this heart will stir all things.
"Mother, don't stay in Mey Ma'am. Mey can't be without Mom". Mey's screams are still echoing. Martha hugged Mey tightly, trying to calm her down and give the girl strength.
"Already Ra". He hugged me again and again, I looked up at his face.
"Mr hikssss". The aduku can't hold back any more feelings that really want to make me die.
"You must be sincere, this is the path of life's destiny". As she hugged me tightly near Mom's corpse.
"Ra, be patient". Nickho's brother came closer to me, The kind doctor with a million charms really cares about me a lot.
"Sir, hikssss". Again and again I complained, when I was not a weak girl but already almost two high I just kept crying, moaning with everything that happened to me.
I looked back at Mom, I rubbed Mom's face for the last time and then my eyes were on a man sitting next to Mom and the man who had broken Mom and made Mom go away for good.
I wanted to, I felt angry and screamed in front of his face but it was all for nothing, Mom would never come back to me again. Mom's gone forever, haven't I cried enough and why else am I angry?
Mother was buried near Father's tomb, the two people who once made me exist in this world now they go and leave me alone in this world.
It felt like a dream that really felt real, just yesterday morning Mother woke me up and prepared breakfast and even Mother also prepared warm water for me with a happy face tirelessly.
And now, he also chose to go and let me live alone. I didn't even say a word, didn't say goodbye or just goodbye.
"Mom, torment Mother". Mey is hysterical if it wasn't Mr. Cody and Martha who were holding her, it's certain that Mey would have gone into the ground with Mom's coffin.
"Mey, the strong one". Martha hugged Mey's body tightly, my best friend was always present twenty-four hours and even Martha had not come home since yesterday.
"Sister, Mother, hikssssssss". Mey rebelled again, but was soon embraced by Mr. Cody, assistant to Mr. Kayhan.
"Already Mey, you have to be strong. Don't keep this up". Martha is also fragile.
Martha and Mr. Cody together hugged the rebellious Mey, the two of them seeming to be working together.
"Mom, hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx". I was the one who was looking back to cry hysterically, in front of Mother's belly button. The tombstone that was written his name, was only one week different from the departure of Father.
"Dad, Mother. Why did you leave Ara so soon, Ara still needs you to have a hysterical". I hugged the tombstone with a cry.
I stared at the two tombs with hearts as if sliced these two people away almost simultaneously. Not yet I rose from heartbreak because of the loss of Father and now followed by the sudden departure of Mother.
Why does God love to torture this self? After being broken by a strange disease that intimidated me I could not have children and now I have to face the eternal farewell of a separation that will never find its meeting point and even a separation that will not have an end, even if the world is turned upside down five hundred million times and even waits for hundreds of years.
My head really hurt, for two weeks I was crying regularly. Even the pain I feel today is more than any disease I have ever suffered before surgery.
Why is my life destiny so different? Let me look at Mey who already looks calm in Martha's arms, if it wasn't for my sister Mey maybe right now I'd also choose to leave this world. But when I saw the innocent face of that teenage girl, making my heart ache even more how could we live without anyone?
Roger's brother who is expected to be the only backrest is now living in an iron test that makes it further away from me. I knew my brother was conscious and I wanted him out of prison immediately, but I couldn't afford to pay the one billion fine to make up for Roger's brother.
I closed my eyes, enjoying every pain that was lived and lived. I can't escape all this, I just keep having to go with the flow of this life story.
"Bec". He buried my face in his field. The boss who was so annoying and cold, even punished me and now just became a body that I wanted to embrace for a long time.
"You're never alone, we're always there for you". His words sounded sincere, I did not budge and only remained silent. I did not return the hug and I did not refuse either.
**Connected.......
Warm regards.
Kayhan & Kimara**