Love Story' CEO.
Chapter 67. Hate and Miss
It only took me a minute to fall in love with you. But it took me a thousand years to forget you....
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Kayhan POV's.
I am currently in Sydney, Australia. After almost a year of not coming back here, finally I came back again of course with a goal that is to recover from paralysis that makes both my legs can not walk due to a hard impact during an accident some time ago.
I sat down and looked at a painting that was now only a memory. The painting that had become the most beautiful gift when I had my first birthday with someone I loved so much.
In the painting, six people of different ages are depicted. Two of them were adults and four small children who had similar faces. I don't know what the painting means?, I just don't understand. This painting became the only memory left, after a breakup with her.
I still don't understand what happens when I'm in a coma. When I woke up, I couldn't find my wife. I look for him, he's usually the first person I see when I open my eyes.
I don't understand why he left? What wrong? Doesn't he want to love a crippled man like me? Didn't he promise us that whatever happens we will be together until death do us part? But he himself broke the promise.
I've never felt this pain? My heart feels dead. Frozen at will. I, I don't know how else to express all these painful feelings. I hate him so much, but there is no denying behind the hatred there is a deep longing.
I miss him. I miss cooking it. I miss him welcoming me with a smile. I miss seeing her adorable behavior when I kiss her without her permission. I missed her soft voice that managed to expel all the fret that was pressing on my chest. I miss him bribing me while eating while stealing the opportunity for a spoon with his. I miss hugging him before sleeping. I miss everything.
Ara left without permission, not even saying a word as a farewell. Or write a letter to the clerk. He was completely lost without a trace, his footprints alone were already invisible. Where the hell's he going? With who? What about Jovan? The man who is similar to Jolenta, more precisely the twin brother of Jolenta. It's hard to believe that he's double, but he's actually double. We betrayed the love we both built. Betraying the trust.
It hurts so bad? Can I regret choosing him? I'm willing to get out of the house and the family name to live with him? But what in return, he just left without excuse?
"All right!!! If you find him guilty. Don't regret it someday if you know the truth. And one more thing, I'll take Ara from you. I'll have her and I'm the right guy to love her".
Kak Seem's words continued to ring in my mind. Unconsciously my hands clenched. Between believing and not saying Kak Seem has a point. But can anyone convince me of that? That Ara's departure was already planned by someone? Is it possible that Grandfa did it? If Grandfa's right, I'll never forgive the old man. However, I can't believe I'm sure Grandfa couldn't have done that cruel thing. Doesn't Grandfa love me, there's no way she can watch me suffer? Even though he doesn't like Ara, but he won't have the heart to separate us in a cruel way.
If it is Grandfa, Ara should survive and not waver by anything. Ara should have fought for our love, not gone. Then who do I have to believe? Especially when I remember Ara throwing divorce papers at Grandfa's face and saying that she didn't want to love a paralyzed man, my heart hurt so much. In the footage it was clearly Ara's face, there was no way it was an edit or a person similar to my wife Ara.
"Arggghhhhhhh". Why did Ara have to? Does he not know if I love him so much? Does he not know my life is ruined without him? Does he know I hate him, it's just an attacking shift of longing?.
"Why? Hikss".
I became a bad guy. I don't know why? Ara's departure really made my world collapse and my heart break to pieces. Why did Ara have to? Why did Ara leave me? Ara should know that I can't live without her. Evidently after he left, my life was not necessarily direction. I walked without a clear purpose.
"Kimara Ferrer".
Why, why? I can't, and I can't live without Ara. I miss my little girl. I want him back? But where'd he go? To this day, no word has been told as to where he is?
I hate it, but miss it. I want to forget, but I miss it too. He really drives me crazy. He should be his thanks because I am a man who loves him sincerely, even when he cannot give me offspring I still love him. Argh, why is this? My heart hurts so much. My heart is broken. My whole body is not powered. My joints are falling out and breaking.
"My aura".
He said he was in love, why isn't he here? He said he wanted to fight together, but why give up in the dark? He said he couldn't live without me, but why did he leave without saying goodbye to me? She said I was everything, but she left after I couldn't give her everything? He said I meant more than anything, but why did he choose money, after all I had was gone?
Can I really hate him now? Removing her from my life? Can I do it? Am I capable? He's someone I love more than anything and more than myself.
I put this painting in a box, and the wedding ring that was still around my finger, I took it off as well. Wedding photos that had been immortalized, I put it also into this box. Maybe by closing this box, I can close my heart and memories of it. Forgetting everything that is related to him. I wanted to throw away the things I thought were useless, but somehow my little heart said no.
I decided to keep it in a box, and keep it in a place that my eyes could not see. When I close this box, it means that my story and the story are closed.
It's the end of all the stories and love, which once bloomed beautifully. Now all memories remain. Now all the stories are not worth remembering. I made her happy with another man. Sometimes the word of the best love is when we give to people we love with others for their happiness.
**Connected........
Kayhan & Kimara**