Mahabbah Longs
Whole or Sharing

Rima's face was puffy and tense, especially when Ulya mas kissed Naura's forehead in front of him.

"Pardon us, Rima" said mas Ulya shortly after releasing Naura from his embrace..

Not wanting to drag on in an uncertain situation, Ulya invited Naura away from the place. There was a pity tucked in Naura's heart, until she refused to accept her husband's invitation.

"Mas, can I accompany Rima for a moment?"

She smiles.

"Okay, that's business between friends. Don't involve me, honey." she said before leaving.

"But it's a pity, that made him cry, Brother." said Naura, greeted with a faint smile by him. Once again he pulled Naura's body in an embrace, before leaving the two of them.

After Ulya disappears from their sight, Naura invites Rima to sit on a small bench under a palm tree. For a moment Naura let the atmosphere in silence. Sometimes interspersed with sobs wept from Rima.

Let the sadness dissolve as the tears fall, wetting her cheeks. Naura was just waiting, until Rima could dispel herself, a stifling sense of her chest.

"Nur, I can't ...."

Naura took a deep breath. He did not know what to answer, Rima's statement just said. He was silent and listened well, all the grievances that Rima would reveal.

"You're so beautiful tonight, Nur. And will always be beautiful in the eyes of those who love you."

"I envy you. Why should you be chosen, Brother Ulya. Can't you share a little with me."

Naura heard patiently word by word that was ejected from Naura's trembling lips. It even seemed that her makeup was starting to fall apart, by the remains of tears that were hard to stop.

"Rima, you're still my best friend. You are sad, I am sad too. You cry, I feel like I want to cry too."

"You deserve to be whole. Not shared, or divided."

"More than about the tether of our hearts. Right now you can probably say that. But if you have it, it's hard for you to share. So too with me. Not that I want to be selfish with my best friend. But it is a feeling that sometimes makes us have to act selfish. Not to hurt, but that is how we should understand."

"Does that mean you want to let go of Kaka Ulya for me. Or you won't let go."

Naura shook her head with a gentle smile.

"It's not so .. Right now there are people who are very concerned about you. Ready to come with you completely. Don't you see that."

"Obviously, not Brother Ulya." he added.

"I can't."

"If I had asked you ... What you choose, whole or divided ...."

"Everyone wants to have something whole. But if it's not possible, sharing is okay" he replied. Which made Naura shake her head. Rima was really stubborn, wanting to get her husband. Mumpung is still a feeling, as much as possible Naura will help to avoid it.

"Sure smart people will choose intact." he replied surely.

"If only Ulya asked, so that you can be his life companion. Maybe I can consider your wishes. But if Ulya mas absolutely will not, what is my day to seduce him. I doubt we will be able to live. Because marriage is not for trial and error, but for learning properly."

Rima was stunned to hear Naura's words. There was nothing more he wanted to get out. In addition to reflecting on everything that is a burden on him. If the feeling he has is true, why is it always torturous and painful. He was consumed by blind love. Not caring about self-esteem and feelings of others.

"I'm sorry, Nur."

"It's okay."

"Usually when I'm sad I read this.

استغفر الله العظيم

يا مقلب القلوب ثبت قلبي علي دينك و طاعتك

O heart-turning ones, set your heart on your religion and obedience to you.."

"Thank you, Nur. You are my best friend."

Without them knowing, there was a pair of eyes that noticed them behind the lights of the garden lights that were behind the hotel. Even eavesdropping on their conversation secretly. Several times he took a deep breath. And sometimes smiling looks at both. Who else you are is not Mustofa.

As Rima shed her tears in Naura's arms, inadvertently, Naura saw the body of a man sitting leisurely on a bench ten meters away from them. The body he knew.

"Hi, Mustofa." said Naura. Which made Rima's crying stop for a moment.

"Got you there."

He immediately got up close to the two. He wanted to answer the question immediately, but not yet did this mouth speak, Naura's words had already slid again.

"Sister Naura ... sister Naura ..." she replied while shaking her head.

"Kok, usually you fall in love with someone who is chatty like gini." murmured Mustofa who had heard both. Makes Rima smile a little.

"Ye ... like it." Naura replied unconcerned.

"Sir Naura has been waiting for big brother tuch ... Cook brother Ulya left alone in the pelaminan."

"Goddessa ... I'd like to meet Rima, right?"

"Know it ...."

"How is Rima ... which people are accepted or applied to?"

"Actually I came here to give a gift to Brother. But it seems like the wrong time dech. I'll just take it back." Mustofa said before he would be taken out with his brother-in-law.

"That's yes .... Where's?" ask Naura.

"Not from me, but from the ones who have." replied Mustofa. He gave the little gift to Rima.

"Thank you, Brother Mustofa" said Rima while receiving the gift.

"I found it in the car. Apparently you forgot to bring it."

"Yes ...."

"Actually, I'm here to give you this gift and congratulate you. But ... don't know ... This feeling takes me ....."

"That's it." said Naura.

"Congratulations, may samawa. Sakinah mawaddah wa rohmah."

"Thank you."

"May I come back now?"

"Should be ..." Mustofa said expel. Ach ... apparently he was still hurt on Naura, because he had been bullied with her, only given water, when all get a warm orange drink.

Naura stepped up with a slightly worried heart. For a moment indeed he could ease the long-growing taste on Rima. Now ... as if starting to become an obsession with his best friend. What is wrong love, or the owner of a heart that cannot lead to the right place. I don't know ....

For a moment he stopped in the middle of the entrance, looking at Rima who was now accompanied by Mustofa who looked calmly, sitting talking.

Friends ....

Want me to tell you. About real love now. I'm not selfish, but this feeling leads me to be completely together. I'm sorry ....

Lord

I used to ignore love

I don't even know what love is

I just know, this feeling has been there

Ever since he left me

When still in childhood

Days are increasing

Until desawa without me knowing

I waited

Until I don't know until where this end ends

Winding the way, the passage of aral does not make me regret

It dawned on me that the wait was there

Of us who harbored a sense of being saved

Declare in halal ties