Mahabbah Longs
CHAPTER 28: I'm Still Afraid

"No, Nur deserves his life. Expecting me? nope-no.

Maybe I made this decision, too selfish. But that's all I can do."

Then Ulya stayed silent while playing the sand beside him.

Makes Anas quiet.

"I'm sorry Anas, Den."

"How did the last check result, Den."

" There's progress. But still have to control routine should not pause."

"If the development is like this God willing 2 years will be completely healed. Pray, Nas."

"Alhamdulillah, Anas was happy."

"How about we have some young iced coconut, Den?"

"That's a great idea. Order 2 geh!"

"Okay, Den."

Anas leaves Ulya for a young coconut ice vendor on the beach.

Soon he returned with 2 young coconuts, complete with a spoon and suction. One for himself. One more for Ulya.

Enjoying the fresh young coconut water and also the waves of the south coast sea, make Ulya's mind rather calm.

"Nas, look at it like a photo session for prewedding. If it were me and Naura," Ulya said as she watched a pair of young men take up a photo shoot on a far promontory, along with her crew. It is separated by the bay where he is now.

Inevitably Ulya's words made Anas hold back a laugh. He almost choked.

"Bad Den. Imagine the wife of people."

"Nas. Sometimes I wonder if I was asked by the Owner of the Heart to see it suddenly' in Rosulullah's first love."

"I mean Aden."

"Do you, first love Rosulullah?"

"Mother Khotijah."

"That's his eternal love."

"Then. Mother Aisha."

"That's the only virgin's wife."

"Then who, Den. Just be curious."

"Rosulullah's first love was Umm Hani. Princess Abu Tholib, his uncle. None other than his cousin."

"Kok I just heard, Den."

"Eat him, read a lot of shiroh. Nabinya's own story doesn't know."

"Where's the story, Den.?"

"Yes that's it."

"When the prophet proposed to Umm Hani, rejected by Abi Tholib, once widowed, the Prophet again proposed. But he refused too."

"It turns out the Prophet was heartbroken too."

"Don't liken Aden's love to the prophet's love to Umm Hani, heartbreak is only. I doain Aden met his soul mate as the prophet met Khodijah's mother. Although he got his widow but became his eternal love. He .. he .. he."

"Nas, Nas. What thoughts are falling?"

"Aden started it too."

"Yes. After seeing them become jealous of Dech. Who're they?"

"So Aden noticed them?"

"Well, it looks like Aden hasn't been willing to let go of Miss Naura."

"Don't tell me they're Andre and Naura."

"Where is possible, Den. Aren't they married. Cook need prewedding-preweddingingan all."

"Yes already. We're back yok. It looks like it's dhuhur."

"Yes, Den."

They both left the beach. As Andre and Naura ended the shooting procession far away.

"Thank you all" said Andre.

"Yes, Sir. Congratulations on a new life. May sakinah, mawaddah, warohmah.."

"Assalamu'alaikum ...," Andre said as he waved at the people who helped in the shooting process.

"Wa 'alaikum salam" they answered.

For a moment Andre was silent, looking at Naura with a charming smile. Just a pity wasted away, Naura didn't notice it.

He was engrossed in staring at the pounding waves that rolled up to the beach. As if.calling him to return. He was reluctant to leave the place.

"My dear Naura. You still want to be here?"

"If you allow it."

"My only boyfriend is spoiled. Okay Mas follow. We will find the mosque first. I want a dhuhur."

"Thank you, Mom."

"Take that much, thank you."

"Ah, Mother. Always look for opportunities in narrowness."

"Or me first."

Naura remembered the incident before the photo shoot.

No, ngak. I'm not ready if Andre kisses me like that.

"Well, Naura will do. But Andre close his eyes first."

"Nach, that's dong," said Andre happily.

With a trembling Naura brought her cheek closer to Andre's cheek while still wearing a veil.

Andre squinted one eye at Naura's treatment of him.

Yes ... so much doang. Inner contact.

Impatient with what Naura did to her, she immediately grabbed Naura's body with one hand.

"This is my darling."

She swiftly clasped Naura's body in her arms. Then he landed a small kiss on her lips, with a slight opening of her veil.

Naura is unconsciously made a sputter by Andre's actions on her.

"Mas."

Andre just grinned at the nervous Naura and his breath hunted.

"How's it?"

"Mas, Naura is scared" Naura said as she slightly sobbed. Makes Andre flinch in shock. Didn't expect this girl next to him, very, very covered with sexual problems. It made him confused and afraid to face it.

Andre immediately hugged her, letting Naura cry in his arms.

"I'm sorry, Mom. I won't do it again" Andre said. While kissing her forehead for long. So that he also shed tears. Regretting what he just did to Naura.

"Wasn't you angry?"

"We'll both learn. I don't mean my dear brother to freeze him anytime soon."

"I'm sorry Naura, Mas."

"Alright, Honey. You tired. Sleep first. When you get to the mosque, wake up."

"Yes, yeah."

Land Andre started his car out of the beach area.

Naura leaned her body. Soon he fell asleep beside her.

He deliberately went around in circles to stop his car at the intended mosque, so that Naura could enjoy her sleep longer.

When he arrived at the courtyard of the mosque, he did not immediately get out of his car.

He looked at Naura with affection. I couldn't bear to wake him. Then he kissed Naura softly.

Sensing something, Naura blinked her eyes.

"Mas, are we there?"

"Yes, honey."

"Why don't you wake up Naura."

Andre smiled to himself. Thank goodness my kiss was unknown to her.

"Mas is not. We've gone out yuk. Let's worship the same people."

"Yes, Mum."

Naura nodded her head.

The two got out of the car to a separate ablution.

After performing the dhuhur prayer, they returned to the car. Each one put his seat belt on.

Andre started the engine of his car. Leaving the courtyard of the mosque, while conversing with Naura.

"Now do you want to go to the beach?"

"Nur is up to Mas only. If not, that's okay too. Other times are okay."

Naura could not bear to see Andre who looked exhausted.

"Other time yes. I'm really tired right now."

"Or tomorrow morning?"

"Can."

Naura's face glowed cheerfully when she accidentally breathed her veil from her face.

Andre looked at Naura refuting her face with the tip of his hand. Enchanted ....

"We're looking for lodging now?"

"But Naura hasn't brought a change of clothes."

"That's right behind."

Naura looked back. There was already a small suitcase that he did not know about.

"That's for Naura?"

"Yes, Mama and Rima are ready. Don't know what it is either?"

"Mas."

"Hem."

"Today we're like dating people."

"Oh .. has she ever dated?"

"No, don't want to date. Pregnant later. Or heartache to be left."

That's why he looked scared when I approached. Inner Andre.

"It's an unhealthy courtship, honey."

"It's good to date after marriage, she said."

Andre laughed at Naura's innocent reply.

"Nach, it's here now" said Andre.

He stopped his car in the parking lot of a five-star hotel.