Mahabbah Longs
CHAPTER 45: I Want to Go Home

"Mama Papa is friendly." chirps Naura. Makes her mama-in-law's cheeks flushed. More beautiful and charming even though it is old. Shamefully she let go of her husband's embrace.

Fortunately, this hallway was deserted. Although husband and wife but somewhat how. Shame ah ....

"Why is that forgiven?" papa Sofyan said teasingly.

Mama Erika just melengos happy. While playing his eyeballs.

Naura unceasingly smiled holding back laughter.

"Yes, Ma. The anger will continue later."

He clasped his wife's hand so that her anger would be gone. Mama Erika smiled successfully seduced her husband.

Then he looked at Naura with both joy and sadness.

"Naura, papa, it's great that you gave me the gift of twin grandchildren. Take good care, my son!"

"Yes, Pa."

"Naura. Now come with papa. Your mother keeps looking for you." Mr. Sofyan's face was sad and cold again.

"Why with mom, Pa?"

Papa Sofyan did not answer, instead he stepped a bit quickly leaving Erika and Naura's mother.

At the turn of the new hallway he realizes that mama Erika and Naura have not been able to catch up with him. He stopped, waiting for the two to arrive. He forgot that Naura was two-bodied. Walking quickly, will affect the fetus in the womb.

"Pa, pity Naura."

"I'm sorry, son."

He now allowed his wife and daughter-in-law to walk ahead of him. So that he can control his speed.

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Arriving in Farhan's mother's room treated. Nur heard his name called constantly by Bu Farhan.

Nur immediately approached his mother. Left Mr. Sofyan and his wife looking at him from the door.

Looked at the face of Bu Farhan white clean. It seemed, the poison was no longer in his body . But his breath seemed to be wheezing.

"Nur, you are that, Ndduk."

Nur clasped his hands tightly and kissed her gently.

"Nggeh Mother. It's Nur."

"Nur, take mom home. I don't want to be here."

"It's okay, Mom. Let me get well soon."

"I'm cured, Nur" said Farhan's mother, who insisted on going home.

"Nur said father first." replied Nur then.

"Now you sleep first, let it heal quickly."

It seems that Bu Farhan is following what Nur said. Soon his eyes were closed. His breathing is back in order.

Nur was still sitting next to Bu Farhan. Unceasingly stroked his hands gently. Occasionally kissed her and also rubbed her face with affection.

After noticing that Bu Farhan was soundly asleep, Nur slowly left.

Just a few steps away, Farhan heard him calling.

"Nur, don't leave mom. I want to go home."

Soon he's back near Bu Farhan. And rubbed his face and kissed his forehead softly.

Bu Farhan's hand suddenly held Nur's hand tightly. He let it go and rubbed it gently. Bu Farhan was asleep again.

Maghrib remains the same. Naura can't get away from Farhan's mom.

Papa and mama Sofyan waited patiently for him. Although it is clear that their concern for the state of Nur who contains their grandchildren. Afraid why. But they can't do much. Just waiting until Farhan can release Naura.

Finally they went to the musholla to perform prayers in turn. Naura also wanted to carry it out immediately. But Farhan's hand was holding her, and she let go. Worried in case Farhan's mom became unsettled.

Only after Ika came did Nur carefully release her mother's hand. Ask Mbak Ika to replace his hand.

Before he left Farhan, he said goodbye first. With a soft whisper in Farhan's ear.

"Mother, I pray first."

Then he went to the musholla in the hospital area.

He just finished praying for a moment. Aziz came to pick her up.

"Nur, Bu Farhan is looking for you."

"Yes" answered Naura as she folded her face quickly. Following Aziz to the room where Bu Farhan was being treated.

There have been waiting for papa and mama Sofyan, father and mother Ika. All around Bu Farhan whose breath was stung.

He stepped in with certainty and calm. She was well aware of her pregnant condition. Then he won't be in a hurry.

After she sat down next to her mother and touched her hand. Farhan's eyes were closed with his last breath.

"Mother ..."

Naura could not help but endure the sadness. Until her tears fell unnoticed. This was the second time he had lost any meaningful people in his life.

He was not willing to let go of his hand from grasping his mother's hand, continuing to sob beside her.

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Mother ....

You gave me the color of my life

Peace, joy and happiness

I still think the affection you gave me sincerely

Without wanting to return the favor

Even the most beautiful is when you introduce yourself as a mother to me

Who doesn't know who I really am

Where am I from

And who my family is

Because I know I'm different from you

But still

You will say

Nur I am your mother

And you are my daughter

Anyhow people say what to you

Trust me, you are always by your side

You never leave me always stroking my hair

Peeping my forehead intimate with a thread of prayer

When I like it, especially when lara says hello

Your words give tranquility to a languishing soul

Even with jokes

Mother ....

If you can say, "Don't leave me, Mother."

I'll say that

But I don't want to be a hindrance to you

To the happiness that we always have

Let me continue my whisper at all times

رب اغفر لي ولوالديا وارحمهما كما ربياني صغيرا

"Yes Robbi, forgive me and my parents. Love them as much as they loved me as they did in childhood."

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"Nurs. Let go of your mother, son."

Mr. Farhan's hand removed his hand from his wife's hand gently. Before he put his wife's hand in the right position.

Nur just cannot refuse. Then he tried to stand up. But his body staggered. Luckily, Erika's mother and Sofyan's father grabbed Nur's weakened body due to intense grief.

A sense of loss that now re-greetes him. After Andre, her husband. Not long ago Farhan ma'am, the person who nurtured and raised from babies up to this size.

Mama and Papa Sofyan also could not hide his sadness. Likewise, Ika and Aziz who all day faithfully accompanied Farhan ma'am.

Especially Mr. Farhan. there is a feeling of being hit and feeling a very loss. Because the person who is very loyal and dear to him, accepts what is from him, goes for good.

Loyalty enveloped his face. Even her tears look dripping. Even though he tried to be strong.

In Erika's mother's arms, Naura tries to spill her sadness. Mama Erika unceasingly stroked her head gently and occasionally took mineral water and gave it to Naura. So that Naura can be calmer.

While Mr. Sofyan is more able to control himself. He ....