
Why do these tears drip without permission.
"Mama," Nur hugged Erika's mother tightly without saying a word.
"I'm sorry Andre, honey."
Erika gently stroked Nur's unraveling hair.
"Why should I forgive Andre, Ma" Nur said without taking off his arms.
"You will, son." Erika looked at Nur happily.
"God willing, Ma."
She looked back at Erika's mother with a genuine smile.
"I don't think Andre left my mother's daughter that was amazing ..." said Erika without further ado.
" Rest. Be quick healthy for little Andre mama, for you too."
"Good thanks, Ma."
"Congratulations, Naura. Aunt is happy."
"Thank You Aunt Tiara."
"Tante will watch over you, won't he."
"Yes dech."
"This aunt vitamin medicine, let's not easily nauseated. And don't mind much."
Nur only smiled hearing Andre's tantric words.
"Now rest. Aunty's gonna work back here. I'll go first."
"Assalamu'alaikum ...."
"Wa aleikum salam .., thank you aunt."
"Da .. and ... Little Andre."
Candaan aunty Tiara made Nur and Erika laugh.
After Aunt Tiara disappeared behind the door, Rima shortly entered while smilingly looking at Nur, spread her arms hugging Nur warmly.
"Good sister-in-law."
"What an sich." answered Nur pouting.
Mama Erika left those who were busy chatting, as if 2 friends who had just met.
"Yes. Now you're my sister-in-law."
"Aish .. don't like ah ... "
"Big brother, he left a very valuable one." with Rima's centile touched Nur's flat stomach.
"Awas aunty Rima if you don't want to be fat."
"Berez. Don't be naughty pity your mama, don't ask for anything."
They invite to talk with the prospective baby who is now in the stomach Nur.
"I am suspicious. You were the one who used to do that, right?"
"That?"
"Heeemmmm, pretend to forget again."
"Hi .. hi I've never been married. Where do I know."
"Then?"
"He .. he .. That's Mama. I'm just helping."
"Just like that."
"You mad?"
Nur just smiled, then clapped Rima's head slowly.
"Basic."
Then take the apple that was on his desk, peel it and eat it with great voracity.
"Still nauseous, Nur?"
"Alhamdulillah. It's not anymore. I was given the same medicine as Aunt Tiara."
"I'm sorry, Nur."
"Give us a chance to make up for it."
"Repair, how?"
"Sepatch me, as long as I'm gone. Accompany mama."
"Lho who?"
"Next week I'm off to Amrik."
Naura was just a smile-holding laughter. Which almost made him choke.
"It's on you dong."
"I'm sorry, Nur."
I don't know why Rima's hand didn't stop painting on Naura's belly. Makes uncomfortable. Nur meloloti Rima's.
"Yes .. later I think. Stop your fucking hands. Tingly tofu." while shaking Rima's hand.
"How do you feel about being pregnant?"
"Hus .. What do you think. Study first has a chance."
"Yes, Sister-in-law."While winking, teasing Nur.
For a moment Nur pensively. His face looked sad looking at Rima. But he was still weak to say. Rima who was aware of Nur's change of attitude stared sadly as well.
"Nur, what are you thinking?"
"It's okay."
"Keep bluntly. Maybe I can help."
"Mama would allow no. I took my scholarship."
"You know it. If it's been a long time ago."
"I think it's good. Just be careful with my nephew."
"Don't worry."
Rima glared at him. How not to worry. Several times fainting, then often vomiting, difficulty eating.
"God is okay. That's what aunt Tiara said. At first it was like this. Hormonal changes."
"Open up with mom. You are part of this family. Moreover, brother has left something valuable to you. You are entitled to brother's treasure especially for this."
Hearing that, clear droplets came out from the corner of Naura's eyes. There were memories that flashed in his mind. Andre's shadow when together, even if only for a moment.
He gently caressed his own stomach.
Son, let me learn, baby.
"I'm sorry, Nur."
"It's okay."
And again Rima touched Nur's stomach. I can't wait to see it come true. She is also only 4 weeks old. Still a lump of meat.
They are busy talking until they do not realize 3 pairs of eyes are paying attention. Mama Erika, Mama Efsun and Ulya.
"Naura, how are you?"
Mama Efsun walked up to him, hugging him in awe. Until his tears could not be prevented from coming out. Naura immediately spilled her grief that was felt on Efsun's mama. Make everything in the room shed tears. Ulya who had been hiding her tears, this time was made helpless.
"Mrs ...."
"Yes Naura. Mama knows you must be strong."
"Ma, I'm fragile ma ...."
"Don't talk about it, it's not you."
She stroked Nur's hair with affection. Eventually they all left Efsun's mother with Naura.
"Naura, maybe it's time for you to get closer to you."
"I mean mama."
"We miss you so much, stay in Turkey with Deddy, your brother and mama."
Naura was silent for a long time, bowing her head.
"Ma, I'm pregnant now."
"Not what Naura. We're very happy."
"But, Ma."
"Let us be with you, Naura."
"It's not so, Ma. I also want to continue college. Coincidentally my student's duties were accepted yesterday."
"Here, and in Japan. It's just that I took the one here. To be closer to home."
Efsun. He looked at his daughter with longing. There was a shadow of sadness in the look on his face, which he was unable to hide. But he doesn't seem to have the power. Maybe right now he's too selfish to bring her along.
My daughter when you understand, I miss you.
"Mama, I really want to be with my mom, daddy and sister." Naura said in tears.
"Mom understands, dear. But if Naura is calmer here. Mama's okay. Mama's up to your decision."
"But Naura make sure to get there in the near future. Maybe if the age of Naura is strong."
"Thank you, Naura. You are sad but you can think of others."
"Mama must be tired, out of the long journey. Sleep here Ma, beside Naura. Like before."
"Mama's son spoiled time."
"I miss you, Mama."
"Hemmm.me too, honey."
He peeped at his daughter for a moment. Then let Naura lie down.
Not yet able to close his eyes, Ulya came to see him.
"Assalamu'alaikum .., Maura."
"Wa alaikum salam, brother. Please enter. Sis."
"Just lie down. Brother just gave this back."
He headed to the small table beside his bed.
"Eh, thank you. Sis."
These few days he had no thoughts about his phone. Never looked for it. Until a bit surprised also Ulya time to his place by carrying his cellphone.. It turns out that this has been held by Ulya.
"How are you doing now."
"Thank God, it's better than this morning."
"Congratulations you're a mother now."
"Still old Brother."