Mahligai Love Zeda Humaira Emerson
MC Zeda Humaira #101 - Searching for Answers
After Arsyad revealed his heart, Aira felt something unusual, as if a burden from her shoulder was lifted, as if a blockage in her heart had been removed.
However, it was not that easy that his heart forgot what happened so until this moment, Aira did not respond to Arsyad's words on that day.
At the moment Aira was in her room, she had a video call with her two brothers and it made her two brothers a little confused because for the first time, Aira wanted to talk only with the two of them, and that made her two sisters a little confused because for the first time, she wanted to talk only to them, without being heard by anyone.
"So you're curious, what do you want to say, Dek? Want goisipin what can no one hear?" Ask Michael curiously.
"Yes, Ai. Tumben, this is the first time we've talked about anything serious and just three of these," continued Jibril .
"First time what? When we were kids we used to talk about secrets like this, but now the problem is that I have Zenwa, if I call in secret like this, I can suspect him" said Micheal, who made Aira chuckle.
"Actually I want to ask you something," asked Aira and immediately the two brothers immediately put on a serious face.
"What do you want to ask, Ai?" Ask Jibril.
"You got any more problems, Deck? Same the boy? Get out of the house" cried Micheal.
"No, Brother," said Aira. "I just want to ask, if for example you are in the position of mass Arsyad, what will you do?"
Instantly the look on Jibril and Micheal's face stiffened, even the two men could only swallow their tongues without being able to answer Aira's questions directly, but Aira also paid close attention to the faces of her two brothers." Why are you quiet?" aira asked after a while there was still no answer from Jibril and Micheal.
"Why are you asking, Ai?" Jibril asked back.
"Yes, Deck. Our mother doesn't seem like her mother is Arsyad, and hopefully it will never be like that" Micheal said.
"I know, I was just asking because you were fellow boys," said Aira, recalling Arshad's expression of heart that seemed so heavy. "Because I know being in the position of Arsyad is not easy, brother. I understand that, only even though I understand, there is still a part of the ego in me as if to blame and blame when my heart still loves him," said Aira. "I'm so confused myself right now, stick to my ego or get rid of it."
Right, he understands, he knows very well it is not easy to be in the position of Arsyad. But there was still a part in Aira that accentuated her ego and was reluctant to accept that understanding, or rather, there was a part in her heart that was still injured and sick.
"I'm not married, Dek. And I don't know what it's like to be between a wife and a mother, but it seems like it's very difficult" replied Jibril.
"Yes, Deck. Zenwa once asked such a question, if I were told to choose, my mother or him, who would I choose? And until the second I can't choose" Michael continued.
Now the three brothers were both silent, especially Aira had guessed the answer from both.
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Jibril looked into the eyes of the brother who was always sad, but this time his gaze looked different, like more alive than the previous days.
Because Aira and Micheal no longer speak, Jibril also immediately took the initiative to ask his mother's opinion, because Jibril was sure, Umm Firda would have a wise answer especially she was a mother.
Gabriel came down from his room and rushed to find his mother. Ummi Firda is currently washing dishes in the kitchen, Jibril immediately approached him and told the topic of his conversation with Aira to Umm Firda.
"So, how about breaking a promise?" aira who listened to Jibril spoke with Ummi Firda.
"From you're confused, Ai. Moreover, Ummi is also a mother," said Jibril.
Ummi Firda felt sorry for the baby who is currently in a dilemma in his feelings, he took Jibril's phone. "Son.." call Umm Firda, he looks at Aira's face.
"Actually Arsyad is not wrong in obeying the wishes of his mother, Ai. Moreover, Arsyad is an only child and they have no one else. His mother was actually not wrong if she wanted to have offspring so that her lineage did not break, the wrong thing is that she forced Arsyad. What was wrong was that he was in a hurry, as if fate was definitely in line with the Doctor's diagnosis. What's wrong is that he gave you an inappropriate choice, what's wrong is that he's not wise in his desires to the point of ruining his son's marriage."
Aira seemed to be listening to her mother closely, as well as Jibril and Micheal. "Arshad was actually not wrong to marry again for the sake of getting offspring because one of the goals of marriage is to get offspring. What's wrong is that he's lying, what's wrong is that he's not being honest about the doctor's diagonosis towards you. He was wrong because he was arrogant, felt he had to give perfect happiness to you, did not want to hurt you with bad news dagonosa doctor, and, he forgets that no lie is eternal and when the lie is exposed, everything is destroyed. "
The three brothers are still good listeners and not a single bit they cut or interfere with the explanation of Ummi Firda.
"But why are you asking me this, Ai? Is he still apologizing and confessing to being forced or something to defend himself?" tanya Ummi Firda but Aira shook her head.
"She said she won't force our relationship anymore, Ummi. She said she just wanted a chance to prove her love," Aira replied. "And he also said, if after giving birth I still can not accept him, then he will retreat," said Aira with a smile.
"So that means, he went all the way to Pakistan not to refer?" micheal asked, Aira just nodded slowly.
"When it's easy if he wants to marry you again in the present, just say just want to refer," said Jibril.
"He doesn't want our relationship to be as intertwined as it used to be, sister. Only through agreement, now he wants our relationship to be established because of the wishes of our respective hearts. He gave me a chance to decide" Aira said.
"Istikharah, dear. Ask Allah for the answer" said Umm Firda.
Tbc...