Mahligai Love Zeda Humaira Emerson
MC Zeda Humaira #22 - Aira Tears
Aira could not stop crying even though she had tried it, her heart was completely claustrophobic, like being squeezed by thousands of stones. So sick, like being stabbed so many times with thousands of swords.
In fact, various kinds of dirty thoughts are now in Aira's mind.
It is fitting that Arsyad does not matter that he is not pregnant, it turns out that because Arsyad has another wife who can get pregnant.
Lately Arsyad's attitude changed, apparently because his love had changed direction.
Andwhy? Why should it be Graceful? Why should women be around Aira.
Currently, Aira and Via are in a taxi that continues to drive without direction, because Aira was also confused where he should go, but certainly, Aira did not want to go home to her husband. Not after what he did.
"Oh God...." Aira growled stifledly, wanting to vent the tightness in her chest, she covered her face with both hands and sobs continued to sound from her lips.
Via was also crying, even the taxi driver was also following sad even though he did not know what really happened to his passengers. However, from the groaning of Aira's voice it sounded full of wounds.
Ever since Aira got into the taxi, she had been crying like this.
"Where are we going, Mom?" Asked the driver, he glanced at Aira from the rearview mirror.
Aira did not answer, she just continued to cry and cry, as well as Via. The little girl was not always crying because her mother was crying.
"Acci, hikss .. hikss ... Ummi....." Via tried to pull out the hand of Aira covering her face. "Ummi really why? Ummi don't cry, hikss... Ummi..." Via's crying was getting broken because Aira was still covering her face.
"Ommy... Via fear, Ummi...." Via pulled the tip of Aira's veil many times.
"Dek, no, don't bother Ummi, yes," said the taxi driver then he stopped his car on the side of the road, he could only stare at two passengers with nanar.
"But Ummi cried since then, Via was afraid, Ummi why? Hua... Ummi...."
Aira kept her hands away from her face, she looked at Via and hugged her daughter tightly.
"Sorry, dear," said Aira stammered as she still sobbed.
"O Allah, strengthen my heart, strengthen my heart, strengthen my heart, O Qowi...."
"I beg you, I beg you, I beg you...." Aira muttered while trying to stop her sobs even though it was useless, trying to hold tightness in her chest but she could not.
"Sir, take me ... to ... The mosque, which is in front of it." said Aira stammered.
"Well, ma'am," the driver replied, and he immediately drove his car to the mosque.
Arriving there, Aira immediately paid for his taxi and he immediately entered the mosque.
Aira asked Via to sit in tow while she took ablution to calm her heart.
As Aira stood up, tears poured down her cheeks, her lips twitched and her vision became blurry.
Mukena and her true witness mute tears Aira.
After performing the prayer, Aira raised her hand to the sky, her eyes closed and she complained about the extraordinary fragility of her heart to the owner of the heart.
"I am facing you, O God. Because I'm hurt, by someone I love so much. I seek you, O God. Because I'm being ruined, by someone I trust a lot."
"I need your help, strengthen my heart, heal my heart."
"I don't understand why all this happened, I don't know. Is it because of my one shortcoming? Then what should I do, O God? I am not in control of my destiny, I always pray endlessly, I always try. That's all I can do.
"Is this your punishment? Or ordeal? It hurts so much, I'm afraid I can't deal with it."
Via who had now stopped crying approached his mother, Via wiped the tears on Aira's cheek gently which made Aira open her eyes immediately.
"Why is Ummi crying? Is it because of Via? Sorry Via, yes. It was Via slipping in the bathroom, Ummi don't be sad."
Aira's cry was breaking even more, because behind the calamity of Via, a very bitter truth was revealed. The truth that Aira never expected, the truth that was like a nightmare.
If possible, can Aira hope that this is just a nightmare?
Arira immediately held her daughter tightly, she let go of her crying in this house of God.
***
While in the hospital, Anggun and Bu Husna can only be both silent, especially Arsyad and Umm Ridha did not return to the Anggun room.
"Now that everything has been revealed, it should be good" Ms Husna said later but Anggun did not respond.
"Aira may be angry, but Arsyad also deserves to be happy with the presence of a child. Aira's a good woman, she must be willing to accept this."
On the other hand, Arsyad drove his car at full speed towards home.
But he had to swallow disappointment when he did not find Aira there.
"Where are you, Aira?" Arsyad murmured anxiously.
Ummi Ridha also arrived home. "Is Aira not home?" Ask.
Arsyad only stared at his mother at a glance then he left without answering the mother at all.
"Don't go, Aira. I beg..."