Mahligai Love Zeda Humaira Emerson
MC Zeda Humaira #46 - Final Decision

"If it is indeed a slap you want, slap me until you are satisfied but it is my decision." Anggun's cries increasingly broken hearing Arshad's words, he melted limp and helpless.

"If this marriage is maintained, then there will only be a growing illness in this marriage, Graceful. I don't want to keep hurting myself and you, Grace. I'm really depressed right now, I can't be nice anymore, let alone you, on Ummi just can't." Arsyad said with emphasis while glancing at Ummi Ridha who was currently only able to look at him sharply.

Arsyad's decision was a stunning one, a tremendous blow to him, especially to the Anggun family.

They can not say words, can not demand anything because Arsyad's decision is so unanimous and can not be challenged.

While Anggun, he could only cry after giving two very hard slaps on Arsyad's cheeks.

"I promise you, I will remain responsible and give all our children rights. You may also stay in this house until you give birth, I will fulfill all your needs until you give birth."

"Why... Why now?" lirih Anggun in the middle of his sobs.

"I think the sooner the better, the more delayed the pain will only get deeper."

Anggun's crying increasingly became to hear the answer of Arsyad who did not even want to learn to open his heart for him.

"But at least you can learn, Mom."

"Maybe you're right, Graceful. It seems that I am not willing to open my heart, because to be honest, I still love Aira very much." Arsyad sighed heavily and recalled his friendship with Aira.

"Here, Aira was still with me, everything still looks fine. But after Aira left, I realized how weak I was without her, I realized I could not replace her with anyone. After our marriage ended, I realized my previous decision was completely wrong and I felt so stupid, I only realized it after everything was destroyed like this."

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"Arsyad hasn't answered my message, Ummi. Where's he going? Is he all right? Her phone's on, but she hasn't read my message." Aira complained while stirring the milk that had just been made by Umminya.

"Aira, actually Ummi does not agree if you want to refer to him, dear. Especially now that there is another woman there," said Ummi Firda worriedly, he looked at his daughter with sadness.

"I know, but now there's a kid I'm carrying, Ummi. I want to try it one more time for the sake of our child," replied Aira confident that made the mother could only sigh deeply.

"Ummi.." cried Via as he ran towards Aira. "Ummi, look, Via can paint Arabic letters in conjunction, in the teaching of Om Jibril," he said as he pointed out his book.

"Well, Via has gotten smarter since he lived with Om Jibril" Aira said with a smile.

"Ummi, Via kangen Abi, when is Abi here? Is it still busy?" whining Via with his own eyes that make Aira's heart full.

"Dear, just wait a minute. In Shaa Allah, Abi will come here anyway," he said.

"But when? Via is missing, can you call Abi?"

"May," replied Aira, he took his phone and once again tried to call the number of Arsyad who was active but still no answer. Aira tried it again and again but the results were still the same.

"Honey, Abi did not answer, maybe still busy," said Aira, he looked at Via with sayu. Poor kid, he thought.

"Yes, later Via do'a, hopefully Abi is not busy anymore and can come here."

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"Yes, Ummi," Arsyad replied firmly. "And please, do not take this as a restraint on Ummi, not at all! I did this for the sake of Grace as well. He also deserves his own happiness, and I will never be able to give him the happiness he deserves. I'm stuck between my love and regret for Aira and it makes me really suffocate every day. I've thought about this carefully, and this is my final decision, Ummi."

Now Arsyad looked at Anggun who looked broken and once again, it made Arsyad think of Aira. Aira is also devastated when she learns Arsyad has another woman. Aira was also crying nonstop even to the point of fainting back then.

"Maybe this is very painful for you now, Grace. But it's better, because there's still hope, maybe tomorrow the pain will subside. Meanwhile, if I force us together, then there's no day we'll pass without a wound."

"You ... don't even .. wait until I give birth," Anggun sizzle faltered as she wiped the tears that kept pouring down her cheeks.

"I can't keep hurting myself until you give birth."

"If this is your decision." interrupted Mr. Arif. "Well, we'll take Anggun home and we won't let you see your son later!" Arsyad, however, smiled faintly.

"Are you guys going to be that cruel? Making a child lose their parents' affection just because you hate my decision? You confess to the parents who love your son..." Arsyad said glancing at Ummi Ridha who was currently staring at him. "But your decisions are based only on your own feelings... "

Ummi Ridha was offended by Arsyad's words, especially Arsyad said while glancing at him. "You don't understand our feelings, Arsyad. Ummi is really disappointed with you, your decision is completely out of common sense. Divorce a pregnant wife and after the thanksgiving of pregnancy. Ummi felt that he did not know you anymore, you are not my son Arsyad whom I have been teaching all this time. "

Arsyad's tears just slid to hear the mother's thorny words, and once again, he hugged his mother who was just silent not budging." I'm sorry, Ummi. But since I knew I wouldn't be able to be a good husband, as Aira had said before, then I better let go of this marriage. I don't want to continue to persecute Anggun."

"Get out of this house!" Arsyad was astonished at the mother's orders, her breath choking in her throat but then she nodded.

"I'm sure that one day Ummi will come to her senses, I don't mean to rebel." Arsyad pulled the mother's hand and kissed her. "I'll be home, when Ummi calms down again."

Without a second thought, Arsyad left the house, maybe for a while he will let the situation like this until the mother will calm down by itself and understand the meaning of the decision Arsyad.

Arsyad knew it was too late because Aira was gone. He also knew he might be cruel and make decisions beyond common sense, but Arsyad did this for his own sake.

Arsyad knows, it is very wrong to betray Aira and lie to her, even he knows that at stake also appreciate her love. But Arsyad never knew that he really could not lose the value of love.

In the past, he did accept Anggun as his wife because he was still with Aira, but after Aira left, Arsyad only realized, no one would be able to replace Aira in the heart and mind.

And now he could not accept Grace, because whenever he saw Grace, he would remember, that is why he lost his Aira.

**tbc...

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