
"I think you're crazy, Syad. You dropped a talaq on your pregnant wife? And now you're kicked out of the house. Why is your life so fucked up?"Fahmi said as he frowned deeply, he could hardly believe that his friend could do something like this.
"It's a consequence that I have to accept for what I've done" Arsyad said as he remained focused on his work, especially during these few days he often neglected work because he could not focus and was busy thinking about his life problems. "Defend it will be in vain, I will waste Grace, and I will not waste a woman a second time."
Fahmi could only shake his head to hear what Arsyad said, the once harmonious life, which even made many envious people, was now destroyed in an instant. Is this what is called destiny, a mystery?
"Then? Why do you look so good now? Whereas before you were really fragile, even venting everything on a cigarette and smashing into the river."
"I'm tired of crying, Fahmi. I am also tired of being sad, fragile, because even though I am sad to death, it will not change things. I can't pull Aira back into my life, then rebuild our broken love." Arsyad smiled wryly at the end of the sentence, his love was torn mercilessly and it was too late to stop.
"All I can do now can only minimize a sick heart." Fahmi smiled batedly at Arsyad's expression and he confirmed what Arsyad said.
Everything that happened has happened, it cannot be denied that it has become a past that will always be remembered as history. Both by Arsyad, Aira as well as by Anggun.
The three people will always be at a point in the circle, where the three can be found at unexpected times.
"But there's still Via, what about the kid?"
"I will still meet her, still my daughter, and will always be my daughter. Aira would have allowed it too."
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While on the other hand, Anggun tried to toughen up with what happened. Now her status is no longer Arshad's wife, but she still hopes that one day Arshad will be destroyed in her. The hope is still there, as long as the child continues to be in his womb until he is born into the world later.
Anggun come to Ummi Ridha who is still reluctant to come out of his room, even he did not have breakfast and it makes Anggun feel anxious. Gracefully knocked on Ummi Ridha's room door several times.
"Later Ummi gets sick, Ummi has to eat, yeah." Gracefully persuaded gently and not long after Ummi Ridha came out.
"Are you cooking this morning?" Ask. Gracefully just nodded while putting on a thin smile. "Has Arsyad gone home?" Gracefully shook her head slowly and it made Ummi Ridha instantly sigh heavily.
"Oh my God, that boy. Has he eaten?" he could only murmur anxiously.
"Mas Arsyad is an adult, Ummi. He must have eaten at the restaurant kok," Anggun said later to calm the heart of Ummi Ridha.
Ummi Ridha just nodded slowly before he finally followed Anggun to the dining table. It was noon, and Ummi Ridha was dizzy because he did not eat breakfast.
Last night Ummi Ridha also could not sleep, he kept thinking about Arsyad and every word that his son said. It still felt so painful, and it was still difficult to believe that Arshad could divorce his pregnant wife.
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"Ummi, Pakistan is far what close?" Via asked very seriously, his round eyes were looking at Aira with curiosity which made Aira always feel anxious.
"Far away, dear." Aira answered while tying up Via's hair neatly.
"Is there snow?" Ask Via again.
"Well, the holidays must be exciting, Ummi. We go with Abi too, right? Abi must love snow, Abi must be happy." Aira was instantly speechless hearing that hopeful Via.
Aira did not know how to tell Via that she and Arsyad were already unlikely to live together let alone vacation together.
Aira does not know how she told Via that Abi and Ummi no longer have the same path and must focus on their own path.
"Well, Via's hair has Ummi tied, now Via play gih." Aira immediately tried to shift the subject as well as the attention of Via, because she really did not have an answer to all of Via's wishes. "But remember! don't stay away from the playhouse, don't grab toys with his friends."
"Okay, Ummi. Via understood," Via replied with a big smile that made Aira's heart warm up.
Although Via is not his flesh and blood, it is not he who conceived and gave birth to him, but to Aira, it is his soul mate, his heart.
Via immediately ran out of the house and approached the neighbor's child who also played there.
Meanwhile, Ummi Firda came to Aira in his room and he asked again about Aira's decision to join Jibril to Pakistan.
"Ummi was worried that you were going this far, Aira. Moreover, you are pregnant, Ummi is afraid of something happening, dear."
"No, Ummi. There will be Brother Jibril who will take care of me, after all, only a few days" Aira assured the mother. "I want to go because I hope it can reduce the pain that I feel, Ummi. New place, new atmosphere. Who knew it could amuse me a little." he continued softly.
Ummi Firda was silent for a moment, he looked at the princess's sad face. "Yes, Ummi got it, honey. Why Pakistan?"
"Because Brother Jibril went there, Ummi. All together, right."
Ummi Firda let out a long sigh before finally nodding.
Just like Ummi Firda who felt very anxious about the state of Aira, so too was experienced by Daddy Gabriel.
But if Aira really wants to go to Pakistan and it makes Aira happy again, then Abi Gabriel will be happy and he will always try to give his best for him.
Abi Gabriel begins to take care of the departures of Aira, Jibril and the little Via who seem to be very enthusiastic for the holiday.
"May you find another happiness there, dear." Abi Gabriel muttered sadly and expectantly.
Shortly afterwards Jibril came to see his father, and he talked about his departure with his friends.
"Can Abi help us get things done quickly?"
"Yes, let Abi take care of your departure" replied his father.
TBC...