Mahligai Love Zeda Humaira Emerson
MC Zeda Humaira #87 - For Love

"Why? Is it so much that you hate me that you don't want to see me anymore? I know I made a fatal mistake, Humaira. But please, give me a chance! Not a second chance, but a last chance, for the sake of our children."

Aira was silent at Arsyad's words, then she held her stomach and Aira smiled as she felt the movement of her fetus in her stomach.

"For a while, let everything be like this." Aira said with a heavy voice.

"If you want, Humaira. All right, but I also have the will I want to fight for," Arsyad said.

"I beg you, don't be crazy, Mom. Don't come here, you're still sick" Aira exclaimed with emphasis.

"Why then if I'm sick? You went there because you were sick, right? And it's all because of me." Arsyad's voice rang out and it made Aira's heart shake. "Even if I'm dying, I'm going there, I want to see you, Via."

"I don't live here forever, Mom. I'm going home" cried Aira again. "I didn't mean to run away from you either..."

"But you ran away, Aira.." sidelines Arsyad who did not let Aira finish her speech.

"Because I just want to find a hiding place." refuted Aira with an excited feeling.

Silent...

There was no sound, only the sound of breath hunting either from Aira or from Arsyad.

The feelings of the two are mixed at this time, between holding back the longing that is rising, also holding back the turmoil of all the pain that is still left from the past.

"Why does it feel so bad?" Think of Aira, and of course the answer is because love still reigns in her heart.

While outside, Via quietly eavesdropped on Aira's conversation, he stuck his ear to the door and Via could clearly hear what Aira was saying. Via is sad, he does not know what he has to do so that his parents are better like before.

Inside, Aira cried again, she was no longer able to withstand the turmoil in her heart.

"From what, honey?" Arsyad asked finally in such a soft voice, touching Aira's innermost heart. "What are you hiding from?" Arsyad repeated his question in a raucous voice.

"From reality." replied Aira finally with a choked voice.

"I'm sorry, Aira. The fact that I've carved into your life is so bad, I'm sorry, honey."

Aira was unable to answer Arsyad's words, especially with such a gentle affectionate call that, as usual, never changed.

Aira was just silent while wiping away the tears that kept flowing down her cheeks without being able to hold back. If asked why he was crying again, he did not know what the answer was because he cried when he remembered the lie of Arshad, who was crying, he also cries when he misses Arsyad and he again cries when he feels the love of Arsyad even if only through words.

"Alright, Honey. Titip kids, yeah. Say my apologies to them because I haven't been able to accompany them," Arsyad said in a calm tone, making Aira's tears even more swift, suddenly he felt annoyed at Arsyad.

"Why are you doing this?" his Aira was upset.

"Do what?" Arsyad asked but Aira did not know the answer. What did Arsyad do?

"Can we focus on each other's lives as you told me?" hiss Aira again.

"The one who replied to your message, Aira. How can you accuse me of that? I have always been with you all this time, I pray with you when I ask for the presence of my baby. Then, do you think maybe I'll just throw you guys away? You are my soul mate, Aira. You're half my life, how can I live without you?"

Aira was silent, right, Arsyad was right. How could Aira not recognize Arsyad? How could he just believe through a message that Arsyad didn't want him?

It went too far because of that misunderstanding.

"I know, I'm incising a tremendous deep wound in your heart. I know, I'm too naive, stupid, I'm really so stupid, because I love you too much I think I should take care of your happiness. But it turns out that I was wrong, I should have been honest from the beginning to keep our relationship.

"Numbered, Humaira. You and I are still breathing, it's not too late unless one of us has died."

Aira's heart throbbed at Arshad's meaningful expression, which meant that Arshad would not stop asking Aira for a chance until he or Aira died.

Aira took a breath, straining her heart which seemed to be unwell if she continued to talk to Arsyad like this.

"I will accompany Via to play, it has been too long since I left him," Aira said later to avoid Arsyad.

"Tell my regards to the princess, Your Majesty the queen," said Arsyad who again made Aira's heart rustle warmly.

While outside, Via immediately returned to the living room after hearing his last words. Via sat back down sweetly and he pretended to be busy with his picture book.

Not long ago Aira came back with a big smile on her lips, but Via knew umminya had just cried, let alone the rest of the tears still in the corner of her eyes.

Via smiled widely, as if he had heard nothing.

...🌱...

Jakarta, Indonesia.

Arsyad was like a madman at this time, he was crying while talking to Aira, then he messed up when he heard Aira's voice. Arsyad knew and he could very well feel that Aira still loved him, loved him very much.

"I'll be there, honey. I'll chase wherever you go" muttered Arsyad eagerly, he immediately contacted Fahmi, asking Fahmi to take him to see Doctor Satyo.

Arsyad is determined that he will leave as soon as possible for Pakistan. He was already impatient to meet with Via and Aira, especially now that his wife's stomach must have been big. Arsyad can't wait to see it, Arsyad wants to be next to Aira at times like these.

Arsyad knows, it is actually very easy for him to refer now with Aira because Aira is still in the iddah period. No need to do a return. But Arsyad was once selfish and now he does not want to be selfish a second time.

Arsyad wants to have Aira on the basis of love and desire. Not consent like the matchmaking before. Where the marriage of Arsyad and Aira occurred because of an arranged marriage and both frowned on the decision of the elders at that time.

But now, Arsyad wants to accuse Aira in the name of love, not just filial piety to parents, not consent in any case. But purely because of love.

...🌱...

"The boy is really stupid, is he going to kill himself," furious Abi Gabriel as he threw his cell phone onto the sofa.

"What the hell is it, Bang? Michael?" Tanya Ummi Firda then she sat next to her husband who looked furious.

"Grad!" exclaimed Abi Gabriel who made Ummi Firda's forehead immediately wrinkled.

"What's wrong with Arsyad?"

"He insisted on following Aira to Pakistan, he forced Doctor Satyo to make a referral letter from the sick rumha so that he could make a flight," abi Gabriel said that really takes care of Arsyad's decision.

"Hi? How can? Just walk him in a wheelchair, Bang. Who's she going to go with?" pekik Ummi Firda's.

"Say he's going after Aira, is he crazy?"

TBC..