
Mom Adeline accompanied Sari in her room. Sometimes Sari delirious to mention the name Bagas. Body fever. Every day Sari was weak in bed, not wanting to eat or drink made both parents worried. So too with Mbak Pur.
"Mbak Sari, eat first mbak .. later mbak Sari sick. Ma'am Pur's a bribe?!" Mbak Pur faithfully accompanied and stomped Sari's feet.
"Hhmm, mbak." replied Sari weakly.
"The fever hasn't come down yet! Ndoro Putri, how is this Mbak Sari? Brought to the IGD afraid of why-why!" pur said in panic.
Mom Adeline put her hand to Sari's forehead, she was surprised because Sari's body temperature was so high when she touched it.
"Astaghfirullah, Sari .. mbak, you call the Amri to make a car!" exciting mom Adeline.
Mom Adeline was about to get ready when Sari's hand grabbed her. "Mama's diet"
(Not mam)
"Sari just needs a break, tomorrow's healing."
"No, you have to go to the doctor now, baby!"
"Mam, trust Sari. Sari is better tomorrow. Sari can heal herself Sari." Sari said it with certainty.
Mom Adeline looked at her daughter's haggard face, "You sure?"
Sari nodded, "Now please stay with Sari alone, Sari wants to meditate first."
With a heavy heart Mom Adeline left Sari. He asked Mr. Pur to also come out of his room. After the door closed Sari prepared to do meditation. Sit cross-legged on the carpet and start concentrating.
*****
The day passed quickly, a week had passed by Sari. Sadness still appeared on his face even though he was trying to cover it up. Doni's been discharged from the hospital, his wound hasn't healed properly but it's much better than before.
Doni visits Sari's house. Mom Adeline greeted him and drove Doni into the backyard where Sari was sitting in silence.
"Sar, man,"
Sari was surprised to not expect the arrival of Doni. "Eh Don, are you healed?"
"Not yet, but it's kind of good."
"Thank God." said Sari briefly.
"I'm sorry Sar, I failed to prevent that from happening." Doni regrets.
"Hmmm, it's Don's destiny."
"Sar, send me to yuk's grave? It's impossible for me to drive myself like this." pinta Doni on Sari by showing her right hand wrapped in a cast.
Sari glanced towards the wall clock, it was already three in the afternoon. "Now?"
"So, later the mallem also no-one ngerondain the tomb!" Doni tried to joke around for Sari to smile.
"Yes there pat alone, I'm lazy." said Sari flat.
"Heeeem, have the same heart as me! I miss Bagas Sar, Temenin yuk?!"
Sari breathed a heavy sigh and replied. "Yes .. Yes, wait!"
Sari finally wants to deliver Doni, they leave shortly afterwards, although for him to see the tomb of Bagas feels heavy for Sari.
"Gas, sorry I just got Dateng. I just got out of the hospital, did not have time to nganter Lo to the final rest" said Doni Lirih.
Sari stared blankly at Bagas' tombstone. The longing for the figure of Bagas makes his tongue my tongue can not talk anymore. Only tears return.
Doni did not want to linger in the tomb let alone see the condition of Sari who still looks grim and sad.
"Sar, can I talk to you, Lo bentar?" Doni said after wearing his seat belt.
"Hmm, what's wrong?"
Doni looked at Sari for a moment and took out something from the small bag she was carrying.
"Gue also does not know when this letter goes into the bag but .. I think Lo should read this."
Sari took the white envelope from Doni's hand trembling. Sari opened it slowly as she looked at Doni doubtfully.
"Open up and read it, it's from Bagas."
Sari stared in disbelief, her eyes immediately glazed over. He also read it, too,
To my beloved, to,
Sar, I hope this letter never gets to you. But if this letter reads the same to you, it means I'm gone.
I don't know what I'm feeling right now but I feel like my time with you is not long.
………….
Sari stopped reading and looked at Doni, her eyes getting wet. He also read it again.
Sar, if my life is short I just want you to know one thing how grateful I am to be given time to be close to you and to have the opportunity to love you, ……..
Sari sobbed, but resumed reading.
If my time is up with you, I want you to continue without me.
……………
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Don, lo my best friend .. please keep Sari if I don't exist.
I'm sure Lo can and will take care of him for me. If I need to be my successor's future priest.
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Sar, loving you will never be dimension-limited. I will forever love you. Don't blame fate, don't blame the circumstances that separate us.
I Will always fall in love with you now and forever.
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Sari could no longer hold herself back. He let himself fall again in sorrow. Doni could only hold Sari's hand, and rubbing it gently gave Sari support that was being shaken.
Doni promised in his heart, he would carry out Bagas' will. He will take care of Sari until the end of his life. Although to get love Sari will not be easy after what Sari passed.
"Sar .. I promise to take care of Lo, my whole life." whispered softly in Sari's ear.