
But suddenly, Yah's arrival disturbs Dinda's current calm. Dinda immediately noticed what was in the hands of Yah right now.
"What is that, mbok?"
"This was .. There was a courier who nitip the package for non Dinda. He said it belonged to non-Dinda, and it should be given directly to the non-hand. He said, non message so, non." Mbok Yah explained while looking at the package in his hand.
"Huh? I ordered that? No really. I didn't order any packages, Mbok. Anyway, where was I booked so if I had a package."
Dinda immediately showed a confused face. While mbok well, certainly feel the same feeling. The package that was in his hands, made a big question in the minds of the two of them.
"Then ... Who has this package, non? The address listed is also correct. The recipient's name is also correct, non Dinda's name."
"Wait on! Is this the package Den Ilya ya non? Den Ilya deliberately sent for non Dinda to make a surprise. Den Ilya is so sweet, Non."
Hearing the words from Yah's mom just now, Dinda instantly changed her facial expression. He also smiled a little while receiving a package that Yah mbok extended.
"Yes yes, too, mbok. This is actually a package from my sister Ilya. He'd like to make a pretty confusing act sometimes."
"But like it, right?" Mbok Yah even teases Dinda.
The temptation was responded with a shy smile. Then, the curious mbok asked Dinda to open the package.
"I'm opening it now, Mbok."
"Yes, Non. Open it now. Mum is curious too."
"Eh, but you can follow me see what's in it?"
"Yes, mbok. No papa. Sit here, we open together."
Mbok Yah did what Dinda said. While Dinda was busy trying to open a package wrapped neatly with black plastic.
After trying to open the package, the package finally opened. The carton of the package is also visible. Dinda immediately opened the carton which turned out the contents of the carton was a neatly folded brown envelope.
"What the hell is it, non? How complicated the package, make the feeling mbok so bad." Mbok Yah said in a somewhat annoyed tone.
Dinda who heard that remark only carved out a small smile. "Patience, mbok. We open it together let's know what's inside."
To be honest, Dinda also felt bad when she saw the envelope. For some reason, a bad feeling began to feel in his heart. He thought that it was not Ilya who sent. Rather, someone who knows who he does not know his background.
However, Dinda's hand nimbly opened the envelope. Slowly but surely, the contents of the envelope were visible in front of Dinda's eyes. And, the pain as in the prick of a thorn was immediately felt when he saw the contents of the envelope.
Dinda who saw the photos certainly immediately put on an unpleasant face. While Yah, he also showed an expression of shock as well as disbelief in what he saw now.
"N-no Dinda .... "
"I'm fine, Mbok. Don't worry" said Dinda quickly. He immediately cut the word mbok Yah. Because to be honest, he's not very well right now.
Dinda's heart is so fucked. Even though he knew that all the photos were only Ilya's past, but anyway, it felt really uncomfortable.
Then, he finally found a white envelope that was neatly covered. Dinda wasted no more time, she ripped the envelope to see the contents inside this last envelope.
It is unexpected, in the white envelope it is the result of USG and pregnancy detection pedestal early on. These two things felt like they instantly destroyed Dinda's world instantly.
Then, there was a piece of mail that folded neatly. Dinda's hand shook open the letter. He doesn't want to continue all this. But, my heart did not want him to stop. Therefore, inevitably he opened the letter even though his hands were very heavy for him to move.
Well, he doesn't know what to do now. I want to avoid, but I can't. Because of what had happened, he could no longer stand in the way. Everything just goes fast.
Dinda's eyes continued to read one word after another written in the letter. Unknowingly, the clear circle fell down slowly even though he was already trying hard to hold it in.
The content of the letter is.
*Mas Ilya's. How are you doing now? I heard, now you're married huh? You are so much the same with us, Mom. You forget me and your son. You don't want to acknowledge this child as your son. But still, this is your son, Mas. Your flesh blood. Even if you never see your son. Now, he's five years old. But he still didn't know where his papa was. You're cruel, Mas. Very cruel to your own child.*
That's the letter Dinda is reading now. Which immediately made him feel very angry about Ilya's attitude to the woman he had smeared, but he did not marry. Dinda suddenly felt disgusted by Ilya because of the letter.
Mbok Yah who saw Dinda cry, immediately felt wrong. He wanted to calm down, but didn't know how. Because if the wrong way, then Dinda will feel increasingly uncomfortable.
"Nl ... Dinda. What .... what is the content of the letter?"
Dinda with a light hand immediately gave the letter to Yah mbok. Then, he immediately woke up from his seat after the letter mbok Yah received.
"Burn it all off after you've finished reading! No one is left behind because I don't want to see the slightest memory of Ilya's past."
"Ba-good, non Dinda. But ... message mbok only one, Non. Speak carefully with Den Ilya after he comes home later. Because talking directly with the person in question would be better than silent silence, Non Dinda. Misconceptions can be resolved if you speak directly, Non."
Dinda did not answer what Yah said. He continued his footsteps leaving Yah who was still staring at his departure who left the park.
In Dinda's heart said. 'What kind of misunderstanding can I solve if I talk directly to Ilya's sister, Mbok? Everything is clear. My past is like that. Ill-favored. Very very bad.'
'But that's not what I regret most now. To be exact, I did not cry because I knew how bad Ilya's past was. Because for the past, I already knew everything.'