Marriage of Debt Relay
*Bab 20

'But that's not what I regret most now. To be exact, I did not cry because I knew how bad Ilya's past was. Because for the past, I already knew everything.'

'What I regret is none other than, Brother Ilya who is not honest about this child that he does not admit. How could he be so cruel to his own son. Although he did not want to, but the boy was innocent. The boy must know who his father is. No, he should be punished.'

'Oh my God .. What kind of man has married me now? It's much worse than I imagined. I hate him now. Hate me so much that I can't even afford to stay here anymore.'

Dinda immediately threw her body on the bed after she arrived in their bedroom. I want him to leave this house. Far away from Ilya, and there was no need to look at Ilya's face anymore.

But, that he couldn't do. Because the marriage he lived is not just a relationship of two people. Rather, there was something else that was very burdensome for Dinda right now.

There was a father-in-law who expected so much of him. There is his family who has a debt burden which is now his guarantee is himself Dinda. Therefore, he cannot leave. Can only survive even though the pain spreads quickly to control themselves.

"Basar Dinda stupid. You don't get married out of love, do you? Except, because it becomes a debt repayment only. So, what do you think about Ilya's past?" Dinda spoke while hugging the bolster tightly.

"You want to be angry because of Ilya's past? Want to protest because he wasn't honest with you about the kid he had? What's your business with all that. Wouldn't you still not have left if he hadn't told her? Because she knows, you're a debt-ridden woman. Your marriage is just a debt-relieving marriage. So, you won't be able to escape."

"Fuck the love he was talking about. Maybe it's just bullshit. Because before, he had eaten too much salt acid to play with women."

That's how Dinda keeps talking to herself. Trying to strengthen his heart even though it destroys the love he has for Ilya so that he can still survive. And in fact, it was not even helpful, but even more painful for Dinda.

Meanwhile, outside the house, the car Ilya was riding in was entering the courtyard of the house. Mang Mamat who saw Yah mbok burning something in front of the house also felt interested. Because before, there was no burning event burning garbage in the house.

"What did the mbok burn? How do I burn the front of the house?"

The speech immediately attracted the attention of Ilya who was currently busy with her device. He immediately turned his eyes from the device to participate in paying attention to Yah who was still busy burning the photos earlier.

"Mbc. Burn what the hell?" Ilya immediately asked as she was already taken down from the car.

"It just so happens that Ilya has arrived. Someone wants to show Den Ilya now."

Mbok Yah immediately issued a letter that he stored in his saki negligee. Yes, the letter he deliberately kept for him to show Ilya. While the photos, he immediately burned because he knew, Ilya did like to play with women before. So, there is nothing to discuss with those photos.

"What is this, mbok?" Ilya received with a rather heavy hand. His mind was filled with question marks. Which question previously still did not get an answer from the mbok. Now, mbok Yah instead gave him a neatly folded piece of paper. How can't Ilya be more confused when he's trying?

The mbok's words with an annoyed tone made Ilya not want to ask anymore. He followed what Yah said. Open the letter quickly and read it.

How shocked Ilya was when he saw the contents of the letter. He who was initially relaxed, now immediately put on an angry face from reading the letter.

"Where did you get this bullshit, mbok?" Ilya spoke in a slightly high tone because he was too upset. His hand gripped the letter firmly.

"The courier who delivered the letter here, Den. It's not just the letters we receive. But .... "

"Wait on! We?" Ilya panicked even more now after hearing Yah mbok mention our word. Because with our words, Ilya can immediately guess if not just Yah himself who knows about it. Automatically, Dinda already knows it.

"Don't tell me Dinda read this too, mbok!" Ilya spoke again with a sharp look towards the mbok.

"Sorry, den Ilya. Non-Dinda has read it. Because of the package that the courier brought specifically for non Dinda. Therefore, non Dinda already knew all the contents of the package."

"All? What is there, Mbok? Oh my God .... " Ilya is in a panic right now.

"There are dozens of photos of friendly den Ilya with the former lovers of Den Ilya in the past. There ... results of USG and pregnancy detection devices early on. All complete in one package. But, everything has been destroyed. There's only one letter left."

"Crazy! Who's ruined my name now. If I knew the guy, I wouldn't forgive them."

"Now, where is Dinda, Mbok? Is she okay?"

"It doesn't seem like it, Den. Non Dinda looked devastated after reading the letter. Now, he's in the room."

Without answering what Yah just said, Ilya immediately left the mbok. The current destination was none other than their room. He wanted to explain everything to Dinda.

"May Dinda listen to what I have to say. I don't want him to think anything non-no about me. Because all of that is not true. I don't want Dinda to believe this lie. It's obviously just a slander." Ilya spoke to himself while running his wheelchair as fast as he could.

If only he could walk on both feet, maybe he would run to get to the room immediately. But, he could not do that because it was hindered by his circumstances that did not allow him to move freely due to the defect.