Marriage of Debt Relay

Marriage of Debt Relay
*Bab 21


If only he could walk on both feet, maybe he would run to get to the room immediately. But, he could not do that because it was hindered by his circumstances that did not allow him to move freely due to this defect.


The close room felt very far away for Ilya who wanted to arrive soon. In fact, it's just a feeling. Because he wanted to meet Dinda immediately in order to explain all the misunderstandings that were going on right now.


When Ilya had arrived at the door of the room, without much further ado, he immediately pushed the door hard. Dinda who is now lying down while hugging the bolster, was immediately shocked by Ilya just now.


But, he did not want to see Ilya's face right now. Therefore, even if he was surprised, he would still not budge in the slightest. With all his might he had, he would maintain his current resting position.


Ilya, who saw Dinda lying on her stomach, approached. He knew that right now, Dinda must be very angry with him. Therefore, Dinda did not glance at herself in the slightest.


"Minda. I want to explain what's going on. The letter was a lie. I've never had a daughter from any woman."


Dinda remained silent in the same position. Ilya knew, that right now, Dinda was listening to what she was saying. Therefore, he will continue to say whatever he wants.


"Din, this letter is just slander. I can swear that I've never had a forbidden relationship with any woman."


"Yes, I admit that I'm an asshole guy who used to play with girls. But, I never fucked them, Adinda. Even though I never had illicit relations with any of the women I had relationships with. I just like being with them. But not by touching them like a husband and wife relationship in general. Because I can still think a little healthy."


"I just love to play around. But still not ready to be the father of another man, or the husband of another man. Because I still want to be free then. Therefore, I never touched those women once."


"So don't believe what you know today, Dinda. Because if I never touch them, then where can I have children? That's obviously an impossible thing. Never been married, how can you have children, right?"


Dinda decided to get up from her seat. Then, their eyes met with one another because since then, Ilya was beside Dinda.


"Are the words ..Ilya said are true? Can I believe it after I see some evidence that the woman sent me?"


"What evidence did he send that made you so sure I was telling lies just now, Dinda? Because everything I said was the truth. I would swear by anything if I said the right thing. Because of my past, only I know."


"If Ilya's sister is right, how could she have sent me evidence of an USG five years ago? How could he get something like that, brother?"


"Minda. That's not proof. They can get USG reports from anyone who now has a five-year-old. Just think about it."


Dinda speechless. Slowly, his mind justified what Ilya said. He who does not think about it is even plunged into the pain of his own ignorance. Trusting what is in sight. Not thinking clearly about what he saw was right or wrong. Even directly received it raw, and then swallowed it round and round without it processing first.


Meanwhile, Ilya who saw Dinda started to weaken, immediately held Dinda's hand.


"Trust me, Dinda. I didn't lie to you one bit. Because I've chosen to anchor my heart to you now. I'd do anything to make you believe me. Because I didn't lie anything. There are no secrets I hide from you."


"Dinda, my past is really bad. I know it's not easy for you to believe what I'm saying. Try to think clearly, honey. I tried my hardest to convince you. The evidence you have is also inaccurate. And, I'm willing to do whatever you ask as long as you want to believe me. I'll swear whatever you want. Because I'm not lying."