Marriage of Debt Relay
*Chapter 35

Such was the short message that Dinda wrote on the white paper. The message that made Ilya feel instantly frustrated, by immediately letting out a loud shout because he did not want Dinda to leave.

"No ...! You can't do this to me, Dinda! The evil one is you, because you won't listen to my explanation." Ilya shouted in a loud voice while crushing the paper in his hand.

Not only did Ilya crumble the paper, she also slammed all the items on the dressing table hard. All the anger and sadness he vented on the items he could reach with his hands.

Prak! Buk up! Dum!

The stuff fell to the floor. The flower vase, the mirror glass, as well as the items he could touch with his hands were all scattered. Ilya was really on a rampage at the moment. The room was already like a ship breaking apart due to Ilya's rampage.

Mbok Yah who heard this soon came. Meanwhile, Toha sir and the newly arrived Mang Mamat also followed to Ilya's room.

They panic when they see Ilya's hand that was crushed by hitting the dressing table until it was damaged. In fact, the shard fragments were still stuck in Ilya's hands which gini drained fresh blood slowly.

"Den Ilya what the fuck is this, Den? Why is it like this?" The mbok who had been a surrogate mother since childhood was of course immediately panicked to see the current state of Ilya. Quickly, he immediately snatched the injured hand of Ilya.

"Leave, Mbok. Don't get treated because I can't feel the pain. That only hurt my heart. Pain that I can't heal any way other than Dinda's return back to my side."

"I'm selfish, mbok. It's very, very selfish. But I can't live without Dinda. What is wrong is not me .... " Ilya is now crying in the arms of Yah.

A woman whom he considers to be his own mother. Because after birth, only Yah mbok who poured out affection as a mother to him. You see, Ilya's biological mother could not take care of him because she left after giving birth to Ilya. Go forever and never come back.

Mbok Yah already knows the outline story that is currently happening to Ilya. Mr. Toha has said it all. Who immediately got anger from Yah mbok because he considered that Mr. Toha was not good at guarding Ilya. In fact, her husband was also affected from that direction.

Mbok Yah was also angry at Mang Mamat for not being on Ilya's side before. Because if Mang Mamat was with Ilya, surely this bad thing would not happen.

But anyway, the rice had already become porridge. It cannot be turned into rice again. All they could do was one, thinking how to enjoy the porridge so as not to be completely wasted.

"Den Ilya should calm down first now. Because this is a big problem and also complicated, then den Ilya must solve with a calm mind. And also, all this takes time. So have patience, Den." The mbok spoke while stroking Ilya's back.

Ilya did not answer directly. But his sobs sounded subsided because of the mbok's words just now. Until finally, the hug was loose and detached.

"Mbok's right. What Dinda saw was not wrong. But the reality behind what he saw was not the same as what he saw. But unfortunately, he didn't give me a chance to explain, mbok."

"But .. this is not Dinda's fault either, mbok. Because of my very bad past, anyone would think the same as Dinda thought. Besides, he told me he wouldn't believe me if I did it myself."

"Oh my God .. Why am I so stupid? I was easily caught in the trap of people who hate me. This karma is too much for me, Lord."

"Den, relax. Don't keep blaming yourself. And don't regret the situation too much. Everything that happened was an almighty thing. So, don't think bad too far. Nothing happens if God doesn't want it to happen. Besides, mbok sure that what happened there must be a silver lining huh, Den."

That was how Ilya finally got a little calm. Although it was only calm on the visible surface, but at the very least, he could hide what his heart was currently feeling.