Marriage of Debt Relay
*Bab 7

In the end, the atmosphere between the two of them also improved. Dinda slightly distracts Ilya by telling her about her past while living in her tant house. Until the story of the arranged marriage that his cousin lived also he issued.

"So, your cousin is married too, Din? And that marriage was also because of a match?"

Ilya seemed to take it seriously. It seemed, he was very interested in the story that Dinda was telling.

"Yes, brother Ilya. My cousin's sister also got married for an arranged marriage. And now, they live very happily. In addition, the presence of two handsome twins that tiny. Uh. .. they seem to be getting very happy." Dinda said with a smile because imagining twins from her cousin's brother who suddenly made her feel homesick.

While Ilya who saw the happy face of Dinda, immediately put on a sad face. Sad from self-consciousness, that he would not be able to make Dinda happy as his cousin Dinda felt.

"But baby, our marriage will definitely be much different from theirs, Dinda. Although both are betrothed, but your cousin's brother's husband is perfect, isn't he? Not like I'm this cripple."

Instantly, the speech made Dinda freeze instantly. He was silent for a while before finally turning his head to look at Ilya who was behind him now.

"You ... Why do you always say that, Brother Ilya?Always your flaws that you say. Why never think every side of the advantages you have. Because each person has their own weaknesses and their weaknesses."

Ilya looked at Dinda's face. He looked at Dinda's eyes which seemed to harbor sadness as well as resentment at this moment.

"I'm just talking to reality, Dinda. Marrying me is tantamount to plunging myself into a lonely well. Because I can never be a full husband. This imperfection is the greatest obstacle to my being able to please my wife."

Dinda doesn't know what to say. The sad tone also made Dinda's heart feel sad. Only, he did not know how to comfort Ilya. And, making Ilya not constantly think negative. Because there are still many positive things Ilya can think of so that she can feel proud of herself.

"Dinda, I'm sorry for tying you here with me. Your bright future is instantly buried deep due to marrying me. I'm really .. sorry."

"Sister Ilya don't talk about it. I told you that happiness is not based on physical. Happiness is simple. A comfortable heart can make someone happy." Dinda spoke in a fiery tone because it was too serious.

Not only that, he unconsciously held the hand of Ilya who was now on the lap of Ilya. Dinda who felt that Ilya's words were not true, immediately issued an opinion with great enthusiasm.

Without realizing if he was a little beyond his limits. He gave a great hope to Ilya now. But he himself did not want that to happen. Because there was not the slightest feeling of love that he could feel for Ilya at this moment.

Either there is none, or Dinda is not yet aware of her heart. But one thing is certain, Dinda is still bound to the forced marriage she is in now.

While Ilya who saw the seriousness of Dinda, immediately froze. With a body that was difficult for her to move, Ilya felt her heartbeat so fast. For some reason, he felt a different vibration appear in his heart.

'Oh God. Whatisthis? Why can I feel things I haven't felt before. The things that died with Diana went away forever from my life, and from this world. That feeling .. is real. A feeling I don't want to feel because of guilt for what happened to Diana.' Ilya spoke inwardly as she continued to look at Dinda.

A few moments of silence. They finally realized what was going on. Dinda who immediately woke up from her squat while taking off Ilya's hand, tried to hide the hue of the face because she was ashamed of what she had just done. While Ilya himself, also trying to look ordinary by turning his eyes in the other direction.

The silent atmosphere was again created because of the same intention just now.

Until a while later, Ilya who again restarted the conversation.

"Well, we're in now. It's getting late" Ilya said in a somewhat quiet voice.

"Iy-yes." Dinda answered only one word. Because right now, his heart that was somehow nervous was not allowing him to talk much.

....

The following afternoon, Dinda did not find Ilya when she woke up from her nap. This is something that never happened before. Therefore, he felt somewhat anxious and worried.

After not finding the existence of Ilya in the place where Ilya usually goes, Dinda immediately looked for Yah who is now in the kitchen.

"Mbok, brother Ilya .. Where to go? How come you're not home now?"

Mbok Yah who was berberes in the kitchen immediately stopped his work.

"Den Ilya to the hospital, Non Dinda. Today is Den Ilya's schedule for health control."

"Oi .... Mm. .. So, brother Ilya is still in control of health huh?"

"Yes, Non. Once a month, Den Ilya should see a doctor so that his pain does not recur to a very sick condition."

"I mean, how's mbok?" Dinda said in a somewhat shocked tone as well as concerned.

Mbok Yah who was still standing, now immediately invited Dinda to sit on the dining table chair. Apparently, mbok Yah wanted to tell me about Ilya's situation to Dinda. While Dinda who was very curious about the state of Ilya also immediately sat down without a second thought.

Mbok Yah immediately began his story to tell what Ilya had been experiencing. "Non Dinda, Den Ilya it's not what Non Dinda sees now. Because what Non Dinda saw was a strong Den Ilya who was not sick at all, right? But in fact, Den Ilya was often felt pain, pain or pain in the waist up to his feet. Therefore, he should see a doctor so that it doesn't hurt very much."

"Ap- what? Is Ilya's condition that severe, Mbok?"

"More severe than non-Dinda imagined. Den Ilya is living with drug dependence now. If his mind is muddled, then his body will immediately respond quickly."

"But .. unfortunately, non Dinda will not see the weak side of Den Ilya. Because Den Ilya is the type of guy who is very smart to hide the weaknesses he has. Therefore, Non Dinda wouldn't know that if aunt didn't tell him, Non."