
Arriving outside the hall building, the man let go of his crib against me on the seat outside the hall, I still did not dare to open my eyes, yet I could see it with my own eyes .
the angel only left his voice that sounded very loud, showing the charisma of his man that made my heart beat right.
the man just said "in stepping, you should always be careful "that man moves away.
I just stayed inside my seat in response to his words, holding the angel's jacket.
but his voice was still shadowed in my ears.I remember very well how his voice made my heart beat that.
I slowly opened my eyes.
but no one seems to be here.
"who was the man who helped me??
is it true that this man was an invisible angel.
but..why is my heart stubborn right when I hear his voice??
I also feel comfortable when I'm in his arms..
what's-her-name?? how's paras?? I said in to my alone.
even his name and face I have not had time to know it. say thank you even I have not had time.
I was silent in my seat which was still shadowed by the sweet voice.
"Are you okay??" my grandfather's voice shocked me from my daydream which still echoed the echoes of the man's voice in my ears.
my grandfather walked up to me but I did not answer a word to his question to me.
today the shame is getting bigger and makes me less strong to live an arranged marriage to this grandfather.
my mentality is not as strong as other women.
when my grandfather was in front of me, I saw the grandfather like he wanted to say something but I cut him off and immediately took him home.
"let's go home grandpa.dara already has no guts to go back to the party.
dara is very ashamed grandfather" I said to my grandfather with a sad face.
"ohh well if that's what you want, wait a minute here huh..
I'm going home to a friend's friend inside. ok ??" my grandfather's request to me, seen in the eyes and in the way my grandfather did, was very guilty.
I just kept quiet and looked down in response to my grandfather's words.
but my grandfather still went to the party to the hall room to excuse me
go home, because he thinks it's his responsibility.
"even then I know from the bottom of your heart the deepest grandfather, you sincerely love me, all visible from the way you look to me grandfather." said I in my heart
my grandfather came back to me, after he had given me permission, he pulled my hand until I stood up and grabbed my hip again and walked outside the building.
we waited for the granddad driver to come in front of the main door of the building.
while waiting accidentally the wooden tip of the mop cleaning service smashed into my arm when he was clean on the porch in this building,
"oh.." I said spontaneously
"What's wrong??." asked the grandfather spontaneously.
"sorry ma'am, I didn't mean it.."a cleaning service man apologized by looking down on his head and trying to take my arm for a look at it, how badly and then stroking my arm gently.
"i'm fine ma'am." said I and raised the body of the mother who lowered her head and saw the mother cleaning service.
jeez it turned out that mother was the mother of a close friend I had at Junior High school, wulan her name.
"you're a dara son." said the mother cleaning service was very happy to see me.
"yes ma'am." I replied weakly.
Lord..
I can't bear this shame.
enough God." I said in my heart
"again sorry yes nak dara mom really accidentally." said the mother cleaning service with a very sorry taste
"yes ma'am.no what buk..
dara's okay." answered me so that the mother cleaning service does not feel guilty.
"my father is not angry with me, sir..
because the father here is a reluctant person, so I also apologize to you" said the mother of the servant to the grandfather.
I feel sprained, why grandfather where in flatland while I was scorned, in the bad sneer, this is all unfair.
"what's wrong la bu,,
mother is also a virgin friend right.takah lah apologize to me yes." said my grandfather to my friend's mother (cleaning service)
"thank you sir..
thank you very much, Daraa..
excuse me " said mother cleaning service while looking down on her head and went to bring a mop with her small bucket.
my grandfather's car and aide did not come.
I'm afraid there are a lot of people I know who will meet me here, what else is in this embrace.
enough of that shame.
I'm tired of being embarrassed.
I accidentally saw that there was a beautiful sister about to enter this building that was similar to my old class brother who had a conversation with me at school.
it turns out that my upperclassman already works as a receptionist here.
"dara.."call that upperclassman to me.
I was embarrassed and very embarrassed, why not, I used to fight with him because his girlfriend preferred me over him, and now the brother had to see me being with the old grandfather, Grandfather, even he saw my grandfather embrace my hip.
"yes.." I said sniffle.
"hem has played om om now yes, when you used to flower at school..
you are more suitable to play the same om om because you are indeed a pere or the destroyer of people's relationships!!! " said the big brother with an emotional face and passed away
"who does it come to emotions in you dara..?
it's not manners it's people!!" say grandfather with emotion.
"this is jacky where else.
huuuu create my emotions only all..!!!" my grandfather is getting angry.
I smiled when I saw the grandfather was angry, it turns out that the grandfather was angry not more frightening but to the visible funny.
"Are you smiling like a virgin???..
hahah finally I can also make you laugh.hahaha"cough look at me with pleasure while laughing out loud bahak show his joy from the bottom of his heart.
without realizing it when I saw the laughter of the grandfather who was wide open, I also laughed like there was no burden.
we both laughed like sane people, so that made all the eyes that watched us amazed.
so is life even though sometimes painful, sad, shy, humiliated but there are times we laugh out loud.
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