Marriage plunged me into THE NIGHT WORLD
Bringing myself the broken

when we got out of the room, it turned out that the mother and aides were waiting outside.

I saw my mother smiling when she saw me.

I remembered my mother's words to me, that whatever the reason I had to stay married to my grandfather..

yep..

true mother's speech materialized, this hatred deepened against mother, because her presence in my life has made my life destroyed..

Not only did she ruin my life in my childhood, even in my girlhood, she destroyed it..

"that's rose's mother..

Do you want to go to him? .." said my grandfather to me

"no need grandfather, now we leave." I replied to my grandfather while looking at my mother from a distance with disappointment.

"hmmm ok then..Let's go.."add the grandfather by putting his hand back on my pelvis

we went by using 2 cars.

I'm with my grandfather, though,

my own mother and with the Grandfather's aides in the car behind us.

during the trip I again enjoy the atmosphere of mud in the morning, kuala,

maybe because the place is clean and the road is organized, making the atmosphere more peaceful.

"are you happy to be here??

You still miss your dad?

or want another road to the top of the country?

You just choose what you like..

I'll make it happen, you just tell me what you want..?" said my grandfather with a word that promises to be happy with him, he will give me whatever I want, he said,

Maybe he started to want to show more attention that he really really really sincerely wanted to marry me.

And take responsibility for what he did to me last night.

"i'm happy, grandfather..

especially when my grandfather took me on the road like this.."then the wench was silent for a moment while looking at Mandang through the glass window of the luxury car.

Grandfather glanced at me with a faint smile I ignored his sight.

And connect the conversation

"yes grandfather..

actually, dara is really longing for the same father dara datuk.." said back to my grandfather with a sad face

"ohhh is okay.then after the road from here we go directly to Indonesia..

ok.." said the grandfather with his hospitality and did not want me dissolved in my sorrow

"yes grandfather.thank you "my grandfather said while looking at the streets of this country from the window of the luxury car.

we walked to the mall and bought all my equipment..

beautiful and luxurious clothes, as well as all my cosmetic equipment..

all my blinds that have never been fulfilled in my life are now fulfilled..

not to be separated with that, I also want to ask for a luxury bag that is branded original, clothes, cosmetics and others, etc,naturally it made the mother's face twinkle and floated a very wide smile.

Yes, it was all my mother's wishes realized by my grandfather..

my thinking..

this is how my mother's wishes continue..

shop for luxury items without thinking about how hurt your daughter is..

embraced by a man who is very far above me..

"what more do you want, baby?

because soon we will return to Indonesia..

what else do virgin and prospective mother-in-law need ??

just say yes." said grandfather to me and mother

"i think my needs have been met by my grandfather." I replied with a slight smile.

Suddenly, my smile turned cynical.

"hmmm I mean grandfather soon we will return to Indonesia what it means today, our grandfather instead "asked mother with an expression like she does not want to return to her own country.

"It's true that we're going back to Indonesia today..

after this we will go straight to the airport .." replied the grandfather with a relaxed face

"lohhhhh how come gini yes grandpa?

this is outside our conversation.why grandfather did not discuss with me first huh?"said mom a little upset

I could only be quiet and afraid that if my mother didn't want my request, I wanted to go home and see my father.

"actually what do mothers want in this country?

I feel like I'm planning something else.

Lord...

what else am I supposed to do"???"I said in my heart

"no need to ask again with the mother.this is a request from her mother who misses her father." said grandfather to the mother calm the atmosphere.

"mother..

I asked my grandfather to return to Indonesia after coming from here, I miss my father. "my word to my mother.

without even knowing my tears were falling..

I don't know why I'm so sad.

"no need anymore, am I saying goodbye to mom??

This is clearly a mother's son's request, though,

I will definitely make a comeback to Indonesia today after from here..

this is our life no one can stop if you want to meet parents.ok. "talk grandfather to my mother makes me relieved.

"hmmmm well if that's the best" said the very upset mother

"yaaaaa. it should be the best." said my grandfather.

"thank you grandpa." I replied

it feels like I miss my dad right now..

want to hug the father tightly and tell how sad during in this mud kuala father..

there was no holiday, but there was a match that I never wanted..

daddyh..

dara is very sad..

the little princess you cared for yourself from the age of 5 to the age of 17 has now stained her purity..

mother was so cruel, it was my mother who arranged everything so that I became a dirty woman.."

I said in my heart while dropping tears.

we returned to the grandfather's private house in Kuala Lumpur, there are still many items left there.

all our groceries were brought by the grandfather's aide.**

we arrived at my grandfather's house.

mom and I went to the room.

while in the room mom snapped and scolded me completely.

"WHY DID YOU ASK TO GO HOME?

REASON MISS DAD, THERE WILL ALREADY BE A MOTHER HERE !!

WE HAVEN'T GOT ANYTHING HERE..

DO YOU WANT YOUR VIRGIN PAID WITH GROCERIES JUST NOW!!

THOUGHT DONG DARA THOUGHT..ONLY 1 DAY YOU ARE HERE ALL YOUR WISHES DURING HERE ARE FULFILLED RIGHT...!!

branded goods, luxury bags and other goods "said mom was upset because she had to return to Indonesia now.

I was crying so hard.

the world was crumbling, my body was trembling as my mother snapped at me, as if the request to go home to my father was a big deal.

"mother..

still not satisfied??

virgin's life is ruined, ma'am..

I didn't think this cruel mother was to your own son..

I even knew what happened that night, but I kept quiet and let it all happen..

mothering...

virgin mind is still a child to the kanakan mother..

dara is still new to this country, but mother can leave me with grandfather, so that mother to get the results of grandfather yes..!!

mom won, though,

mom once said that I would not want to have to marry my grandpa..and that will happen..!!

right now it feels like dara wants to die, ma'am.." I cried loudly when I revealed the feeling of being smashed to pieces.

"enough your tears are virgin..!

mom didn't knock you out..!

no mother destroys you!

it's best for you and your life, son, you won't be materially lacking..

it's just that the age is far between you,

so it's not a big deal..

kiddo..

one day you will understand that matter is very important in this life..

where do we use matter,

I just don't want you to feel the same way you do when you're with your dad..

the material is not enough..

when you are sick, you are confused to take you where.karna mother already has no money..

you can't just stay still either..

that's why I don't want if you marry the wrong guy, your life will be hard son.kayak mother used to be with your father..

love is necessary, but matter is necessary..

Think son.this is your only chance.."take my mother's advice to me..

"but mother..

I still think about it too easily.."

tock.tok..

Suddenly the sound of knocking on the door from outside the room.

"come in.." said mother

"mother.mother mistress.datuk has been waiting for a long time in the car." said one of the servants at the grandfather's house

"ohhh well please bring all the bags yes."ask mommy to the waiter

"well ma'am." said the grandpa's waiter

we got out to the car and went to the air port.

There is a sense of joy mixed with sadness.

I'm glad I'm going home, but sad to bring my broken self.

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