Marriage plunged me into THE NIGHT WORLD
My chastity is in the rut

I was not aware of what was happening to me..

all I want is rest and rest because this body feels very heavy.

as time continued to turn 1 night I did not realize what happened and what my grandfather did to me.

.....

morning has arrived..

my body still feels heavy when I want to wake up..

I forced to open both my eyes..

"good morning my princess "say grandfather

I'm still unconscious..

"yes who are you." I said.

"i am your future husband dear." said the grandfather with joy.

"What is my future husband." I said

I woke up and was surprised..

did I hear wrong??

when I was about to get up and sit down from my sleep, the blanket I was wearing almost slipped out of my body..

i'm sober..

it turns out I wasn't wearing any clothes..

what happened last night..

has my grandfather desecrated my chastity?

there's no way this is happening..

the world feels rocking, my life is like a meaningless void.I could not believe what happened to me and my life.it must all be just a dream..

I closed my eyes and opened my eyes slowly..

yep...

it turns out that this is the fact that my chastity has been stained by the old grandfather..

it turns out that my guess on this grandfather was wrong.

I thought he was a man of honor, who would not tarnish a woman without marriage,because I see from his actions last night against me really makes me touched and think back to the matchmaking made by my mother..

but now..

the thought turned to hate, what should I do if it happened like this..

God ..

why should it happen like this in my life..??

daddyh..

this little girl you cared for yourself for 12 years has been stained by the old grandfather ..

mothering..

this is what you want..!! I said in my heart and without realizing the clear liquid was back on my cheeks

The world seemed to collapse on me and even raised my hand I was helpless.

"don't cry, baby..

I will be responsible..

I'll marry you soon..

yeah.." said my grandfather to calm me down

I can only cry.

I took my messy clothes on the floor with a blanket on my body,

and take her to the bathroom..

I cleaned my dirty body while crying..

when I came out of the bathroom my grandfather had prepared the absorption that I saw seemed very delicious, but this mouth did not feel like eating anything..

"babes..

Let's go absorb..

sit down, let's talk about our marriage,

I'll take responsibility and get you immediately." said my grandfather to calm me down

how could I possibly marry an old man like him.It feels like this body and heart is not ready if it has to serve him someday..

I began to approach the grandfather slowly and sat down on the chair right in front of him..

I looked at my grandfather while holding a spoon..

"Lord..

grandpa is that the man you've been preparing to be my husband??

is he my soul mate, God?

Lord..

I used to dream of being a 1 day cinderella on my wedding day with a handsome prince ..

will all this never happen?? " my words in my heart

"Let's eat.."

should I bribe?? ask grandpa

"no need for a grandfather." I replied

Eat the food available on the table

"you don't have to cry anymore..

aren't we getting married?

take it easy I'm not a bad guy..

I am a kind man..

I'll take care of our marriage right away, and whatever you want I'll fulfill..

don't hesitate with me." said the grandfather who always believed me

"good grandfather." answered me

haa. I hope I can live it.." I thought

when my grandfather saw me..

I started to open my heart and smile

"that's how I'm happy too..

thank you for smiling at me..

I'm so happy." said my grandfather and smiled

"hmmmm finished checking out from this hotel where are you going?

go to the mall for shopping..??

because I see your clothes are not there..

You want to not go to the mall..??ask grandpa

"it's up to the grandfather ..

actually, I've also been done with these clothes." I said to my grandfather

"In the meantime, let me call the waiter to bring you some nice clothes..

For a moment, yeah." said my grandfather, who I thought was a very considerate man, just our age is very far.

maybe this is my life's destiny..

"hello..

can you bring clothes for the Indonesian lady?

hmmm that fits the style of the road to the mall is ok.." sounded the speech grandfather on the phone with one of his assistants

Just a few minutes.

tock.tok..

"cough.this is me marry. "sound from the outside.

"yeah...

come in.." answered my grandfather from the room.

"this cough I have brought some style can be matched only which one is wanted by the mother mistress." said Marry and gave some very beautiful clothes to me..

it turns out that at the party last night, Marry was there and noticed the mistress of her boss, so she could predict clothes that were suitable for women.

we also matched the clothes that Marry brought..

"i think it suits me well." I said to Marry

"ohh so this is it..

ok..

let me help put on her madam's mother." replied Marry

"alright.." I replied

when I look at the style of the road to the mall ..

I'm like the rich man on TV I've seen..

complete with shoes, bags, her acesories add luxury to all the stuff I wear..

I was very much noticed by my grandfather..

but my heart and my body still cannot accept the fact that my grandfather was the best to be my husband and even married has never thought of me..

"good grandpa..

I've been allowed to leave." asked Marry

"ok ook..

thank you, Mary.." said Grandpa

"good grandpa..

I'll excuse you, grandfather and mother.."marry passed away from the room

to be honest, I am starting to worry..

how about later when the road for sure grandfather will embrace my waist again...

huf...

my grandfather smiled at my appearance..

I also smile back at my grandfather..

"Cough.why don't we ask my mother." I asked my grandfather

"hmmm he's coming with us.

because I also stay at this hotel." replied my grandfather

"oh God....

my heart is getting sad.mom knows my grandfather brought me here..

it turns out that this was planned by my mother..

Is it wrong for my heart to have the thought that my mother sold me..

mothering..

now I am content to ruin your daughter's life." I said in my heart

I don't feel my tears coming anymore.

"why again??

Why cry again." asked my grandfather guiltily

"i'm okay Grandpa..

I just miss my dad." I replied

"ohh no problem tomorrow we will return to Indonesia, la,

so don't be sad or crying anymore." replied my grandfather persuaded me

"alright grandfather.."

answer me

"Let's go they're all waiting for us outside." said grandfather.

we went out of the hotel room.