Marriage plunged me into THE NIGHT WORLD
a mentally strong person

the driver of the adjutants has arrived.

the car stopped right in front of the building.

but my grandfather and I were still laughing.

the grandfather aide was happy when he saw the laughter of the two of us.

the adjutant did not want to disturb this happy and funny moment, he did not call us or tell us to get in the car

the adjutant just kept quiet and smiled looking at me and the grandfather from inside the car.

I woke up, and it was like seeing my grandfather's aide in the car while we were laughing.

I paused for a moment and glanced at the car to make sure it was right or not in the car was the grandfather's aide.

it turned out to be true, who was in the car that stopped it was the grandfather's aide.

"cough.." I called my grandfather softly as he was laughing.

in an instant the grandfather fell silent from his laughter and answered spontaneously "Yes..."

"that grandpa's aide is already there, let's get in the car, let's get in,

shame is also grandfather, all see us laughing widely like people who are not sane.." I said seriously to grandfather.

"hmmmm okay..

okay, come on, let's get in the car.."cough pulled my hand and pulled me to walk to the car.

it turned out that the aide had already learned that we were going to get in the car.

grandpa's adjutant is ready to open the car door.

then I got me in the car and closed the car door.

the grandfather also entered the car from the next door, and the car door was closed again by the grandfather's aide.

the car drove, but I saw from the rearview mirror in the car aide grandfather smile himself.

"why did Jacky smile to himself?

is there something wrong with us, sir??

or are you falling in love so long ago came to pick us up in front of the building?? " i said curiously to jacky sir my grandfather's best aide .

"hmmm is not buk..

I saw my mother and grandfather laughing loudly in front of the building, not even my mother and grandfather cared about the people around you laughing at you who thought you two were the sane ones.."

jacky said while laughing at the funny behavior of the two of us earlier in front of the main door of the elite building.

"ohh don't have to take care of those insignificant people, either,

as long as I'm happy, I don't care about the foreigner's view of my life"

say grandfather who only wants happiness is not the talk of people who are not important.

I'm starting to understand why my grandfather could be this kind of great and rich man? because grandfather is a strong person mentally, in despicable, in exile, not eating.it is all able to pass, until he was very successful as he is today.

"yes it is true boss but everyone is different, maybe virgin mother is not a mentally strong person so she often cries..

or maybe because of his age is less mature, his mind is still unstable. "say grandfather adjutant connect the conversation in the car while driving a car.

"yes right..

but I also used to be shy and hate the same life myself, even I was desperate to kill myself it felt, wanted to jump from the river titi..

but I realized, I have to see my parents who dumped me first, I want to prove that I can later become a successful person..

and the Lord granted it." said the grandfather in a slightly loud voice and the grandfather began to drop his tears.

my grandfather was always very sad when he remembered the pain in the past.

"but it's all gone right?? , indeed everything if we are calm and patient and pray then it will all be beautiful in time if we remain strong." said the adjutant to the grandfather.

dara just kept quiet and heard unimportant speech according to him.

because maybe they're strong over it, not with me,

I'm sick of this matchmaking.

I'm sick of being despised, though,

I'm sick of being a little bit! "i thought in my silence

"but mother is strong right with the situation and position of the mother now?? " ask my grandfather's aide to me, thus throwing off my daydream

"hmmm "I was silent for a moment

"yes, maybe for now I am strong, I don't know how to go ahead.." said I answer the question jacky aide and grandfather driver.

my grandfather and grandfather's aide silently heard my answer,

maybe my grandfather thought I was starting to not be able to live with my grandfather or think about anything else.

ahhhh I don't care what else your grandfather is thinking, all I want now is to break this match, you know,

so that I don't suffer anymore as I feel now.

just the silence in this car since I said that,

I don't know what I said or if there's nothing else to talk about.

I slowly saw my grandfather getting sleepy, and falling asleep in the car.

grandfather aides are also too focused on driving.

my heart kept asking, why are they silent??

maybe I was careless in speaking so I wanted to apologize, but I did not dare to say it directly and just harbored it myself in my heart.

the car ran fast and we arrived at the apartment.

usually my grandfather always hugged my hip, but this time my grandfather did not embrace my hip while walking from the parking lobby to the apartment.

I feel like my grandfather might be angry.

but I don't care about his anger.

we walked the three of us to the apartment, spaced apart like people who didn't know each other.

when I arrived at the apartment, I immediately rushed to my room,

I was about to change my clothes but I realized that the jass jacket the angel was wearing on me.

I smiled with a smile of my own as the wingless angel helped me and put myself in his arms.

even when I remember it, my heart is pounding.

what the hell is going on with me??

am I in love with a man whose face I don't even know.

how could I possibly fall in love with someone I don't know at all.

I shook my head while taking my towel and taking a shower.

while taking a bath I thought how sorry I was not to open my eyes when the man spoke to me and invited him to meet.

but yes, if indeed our soul mate will surely meet again someday.God's plan must be better than my plan.

The only thing left and still ringing in my ears is his voice.

I cleaned all my bodies.

then I fell down, right away,

I pulled my pillow and blanket, and by the end of the day I was sound asleep.

I don't know what's going on anymore, though,

all I know is I'm resting very late

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