
In my bright room filled with pink wallpaper so exudes comfort but not with my dull and sad heart.
The cheek object with the logo of an apple in the bite continues to sound.
Looks like Datuk called me back through a watsup call.
But I was afraid to pick up my phone that kept ringing.
I'm afraid what will my grandfather ask?
I'm afraid he's upset because of my behavior that didn't come home all night so that makes everyone worried.
The door was knocked from outside.
"Mrs ..
The absorption is ready..
Let's take it.." said aunt Inem from the outside
"Yes Aunt..
Dara will be out soon." answered me very lethargic
"Lohhh why else is Eneng...
Huu I don't know the affairs of young people today.there are sulking.ada who persuade continue to be given more attention." The chirping aunt inem who was still caught was not so obvious by my ears.
I went out of my room.
I was also a little worried if later when eating aunts and aides asked a lot.
Moreover, there are hundreds of watsup phone calls that I deliberately did not pick up.
I walk my feet to the dining table.
All the eyes that were sitting there were looking at me very gently,
The smile seen from the lips of everyone sitting there made me a little relieved.
I sat in the chair they had given me.
Only silence was happening at the dinner table.
"What kind of food does this make your name?" While showing me the vegetables that were in front of me, I started talking to reduce the silence in this room.
"Yes, madam ?
Eh this is the name of the vegetable in the asami mistress.."
" Feed vegetables in asami means that already from 3 days ago dong bik..
But kok yah yah.." actually dara already know the heck is the cuisine in asami, but he just wanted to open the talk so that there is no awkwardness at the dining table.
"Not the madam..
Meaning stale food huh madam ?
Nope.
This is a vegetable in asami.cooknya use quite a lot of acid.
Hem actually had something to ask this aunt to tell the lady's mother.."
"What's the matter ?" I answered very casually while eating the available food.
Even though my heart is starting to beat.
What questions will my aunt ask me.
"Coughs keep contacting us all moms..
Inquired..
Said the lady didn't pick up Datuk's phone?"
I'm speechless. Confusion about what to answer aunt's question just now.
"Oh that's yes, yes,
I-y-a bik later dara lift bik.."
"All this time Datuk orders us all his aides to follow the mistress wherever she wants to go, we are ready to accompany the full 24-hour standby." One of my grandfather's aides said Datuk's orders to me.
"Oh why is that, sir?
Does that not bother you, sir?"
"Not at all, madam,
We are always ready to carry out the task that our grandfather gave us." Say one of my grandfather's aides with a flat face.
"What's more to keep our mistress's mother boss in town, we're always on standby .." re-open the talk of another grandfather's aide
"Well very lucky, madam,
The madam will always be protected wherever she goes." Bik inem supports the command made by the grandfather.
My heart is very upset,
Time yes where to be accompanied by a grandfather aide who all his clothes are black, with black eyes everywhere it is.
"Kok is a movie on tv..
Where to escort the adjutant..
What is lucky bik..
It is the same there is no freedom for the bik..
Hais Datuk this there is nothing anyway emang what criminals where to be guarded, must be escorted. "I am very upset and sick when listening to all orders Datuk orders for me.
"Yes, just walk away, madam,
It's better, lady, wherever we are safer.."
"It's up to all of you,!" I stood up and left the dining table,
I walked to the back garden.
Lamenting the fate, how my day if in control.
What's in the guard too?
I'm getting fed up with all the rules of Datuk's rules.
"Hello boy..
How are you, son..
Why haven't you called me since last night, son,
From last night I was waiting for a call from you..
Are you sick, son.." Dad's voice on the phone calls lessened my annoyance.
in a time when my mind is messed up Dad is always there, even from a distance he may also be feeling the hardness of my heart.
I still think about this little girl,
Makes my heart more comfortable when I'm close to him.
"Yes dad..
Dara will come home..
Dara wants a break at dad's..
Can you dad ? "
"It's so sweet, honey,
Even Dad was very happy, though,
Let me not sell..
I want to enjoy the day with my daughter..
I want to cook, finish the house, eat, watch with my daughter..
I miss the time we were together.."
Hearing my father's words made my heart feel like it was slashed by a knife.
Ever since I lived in this apartment, I've probably been alone and lonely.
"Dad don't say that, dara so sad to hear it.." didn't feel tears running down my cheek
What if I'm married?
Dad's gonna be a lot more lonely. Thought
"There was dad..
Dara ready to be ready first ..
See you soon .."
Dara hung up on me
She wiped away the tears that had fallen on her cheeks.
My aunt came to me.
"Mother mistress...
Don't be sad..
It does not hurt or harm the lady of the order that the grandfather has made...
That's the best ndok..
Don't cry anymore.."
"Good bik..
Bik...
Dara wants to go home to Dad, please,
But it seems to be rapping.
What's wrong with staying put."
"Alright buk..
Grandpa's been told buk ??" Ask aunt
Hearing the word Datuk only it feels annoyed how would you excuse me. My babble in my heart
"Not yet bik ..
But dara, excuse me..
Dara in the room first yes bik, bik,
Want to be ready.." passed away leaving aunt from the back garden.
"Good mistress..."
In the room I was confused how to tell Datuk, if I want to go home to my father.
'patuk dara permission to go to dad's house..
And it's like dara nginap..
May yes Datuk ..' wats up message sent by his phone and immediately put his phone in the bag.
He did not want any answer from Datuk, the most important thing for him was that he was excused even through a message.
Dara carried a small bag strapped to her body, as well as a small backpack in her hand.
He walked towards the apartment door about to exit.
But when he was about to go out to the apartment lobby, two grandfather aides followed him.
It makes him more upset and goes faster.
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